Chapter VI
1
Odd,
odd, odd, was Lenina's verdict on Bernard Marx. So odd, indeed, that in the course of the
succeeding weeks she had wondered more than once whether she shouldn't change
her mind about the New Mexico holiday, and go instead to the North Pole with
Benito Hoover. The trouble was that she
knew the North Pole, had been there with George Edzel
only last summer, and what was more, found it pretty grim. Nothing to do, and the hotel too hopelessly
old-fashioned - no television laid on in the bedrooms, no scent organ, only the
most putrid synthetic music, and not more than twenty-five Escalator-Squash
Courts for over two hundred guests.
Added to which, she had only been to
"Alcohol in his
blood-surrogate," was Fanny's explanation of every eccentricity. But Henry, with whom, one evening when they
were in bed together, Lenina had rather anxiously
discussed her new lover, Henry had compared poor Bernard to a rhinoceros.
"You can't teach a rhinoceros
tricks," he had explained in his brief and vigorous style. "Some men are almost rhinoceroses; they
don't respond properly to conditioning.
Poor devils! Bernard's one of
them. Luckily for him, he's pretty good
at his job. Otherwise the Director would
never have kept him. However," he
added consolingly, "I think he's pretty harmless."
Pretty harmless,
perhaps; but also pretty disquieting.
That mania, to start with, for doing things in
private. Which
meant, in practice, not doing anything at all. For what was there that one could do
in private. (Apart, of course, from
going to bed: but one couldn't do that all the time.) Yes, what was there? Precious little. The first afternoon they went out together
was particularly fine. Lenina had suggested a swim at the Torquay Country Club
followed by dinner at the Oxford Union.
But Bernard thought there would be too much of a crowd. Then what about a round of Electro-magnetic
Golf at
"Then what's time for?" asked Lenina in some astonishment.
Apparently, for going walks in the
"But, Bernard, we shall be alone all
night."
Bernard blushed and looked away. "I meant, alone for talking," he
mumbled.
"Talking? But what about?" Walking and talking - that seemed a very odd
way of spending an afternoon.
In the end she persuaded him, much
against his will, to fly over to
"In a crowd," he grumbled. "As usual." He remained obstinately gloomy the whole
afternoon; wouldn't talk to Lenina's friends (of whom
they met dozens in the ice-cream soma bar between the wrestling bouts);
and in spite of his misery absolutely refused to take the half-gramme raspberry sundae which she pressed upon him. "I'd rather be myself," he
said. "Myself and
nasty. Not
somebody else, however jolly."
"A gramme
in time saves nine," said Lenina, producing a
bright treasure of sleep-taught wisdom.
Bernard pushed away the proffered glass
impatiently.
"Now don't lose your temper,"
she said. "Remember, one cubic
centimetre cures ten gloomy sentiments."
"Oh, for Ford's sake, be
quiet!" he shouted.
Lenina shrugged
her shoulders. "A gramme is always better than a damn," she concluded
with dignity, and drank the sundae herself.
On their way back across the Channel,
Bernard insisted on stopping his propeller and hovering on his helicopter
screws within a hundred feet of the waves.
The weather had taken a change for the worse; a south-westerly wind had
sprung up, the sky was cloudy.
"Look," he commanded.
"But it's horrible," said Lenina, shrinking back from the window. She was appalled by the rushing emptiness of
the night, by the black foam-flecked water heaving beneath them, by the pale
face of the moon, so haggard and distracted among the hastening clouds. "Let's turn on the radio. Quick!"
She reached for the dialling knob on the dashboard and turned it at
random.
“... skies are
blue inside of you," sang sixteen tremoloing
falsettos, "the weather's always ..."
Then a hiccough and
silence. Bernard had switched off
the current.
"I want to look at the sea in peace,"
he said. "One can't even look with
that beastly noise going on."
"But it's lovely. And I don't want to look."
"But I do," he insisted. "It makes me feel as though ..." he
hesitated, searching for words with which to express himself, "as though I
were more me, if you see what I mean.
More on my own, not so completely a part of something
else. Not just a cell in the
social body. Doesn't it make you feel
like that, Lenina?"
But Lenina was
crying. "It's horrible, it's
horrible," she kept repeating.
"And how can you talk like that about not wanting to be a part of
the social body? After all, everyone
works for everyone else. We can't do
without anyone. Even Epsilons ..."
"Yes, I know," said Bernard
derisively. "'Even Epsilons are
useful'! So am I. And I damned well wish I weren't!"
Lenina was
shocked by his blasphemy.
"Bernard!" she protested in a voice of amazed distress. "How can you?"
In a different key, "How can
I?" he repeated meditatively. "No, the real problem is: How is it
that I can't, or rather - because, after all, I know quite well why I can't -
what would it be like if I could, if I were free - not enslaved by my
conditioning."
"But, Bernard, you're saying the
most awful things."
"Don't you wish you were free, Lenina?"
"I don't know what you mean. I am free.
Free to have the most wonderful time.
Everybody's happy nowadays."
He laughed, "Yes, 'Everybody's happy nowadays.'
We begin giving the children that at five. But wouldn't you like to be free to be happy
in some other way, Lenina? In your own way, for example; not in
everybody else's way."
"I don't know what you mean,"
she repeated. Then, turning to him,
"Oh, do let's get back, Bernard," she besought; "I do so hate it
here."
"Don't you like being with me?"
"But of course, Bernard! It's this horrible place."
"I thought we'd be more ... more together
here - with nothing but the sea and moon.
More together than in that crowd, or even in my rooms. Don't you understand that?"
"I don't understand anything,"
she said with decision, determined to preserve her incomprehension intact. "Nothing. Least of all," she continued in another
tone, "why you don't take soma when you have these dreadful ideas
of yours. You'd forget all about
them. And instead of feeling miserable,
you'd be jolly. So jolly,"
she repeated and smiled, for all the puzzled anxiety in her eyes, with what was
meant to be an inviting and voluptuous cajolery.
He looked at her in silence, his face
unresponsive and very grave - looked at her intently. After a few seconds Lenina's
eyes flinched away; she uttered a nervous little laugh, tried to think of
something to say and couldn't. The
silence prolonged itself.
When Bernard spoke at last, it was in a
small tired voice. "All right,
then," he said, "we'll go back."
And stepping hard on the accelerator, he sent the machine rocketing up
into the sky. At four thousand he
started his propeller. They flew in
silence for a minute or two. Then,
suddenly, Bernard began to laugh. Rather
oddly, Lenina thought; but still, it was laughter.
"Feeling better?" she ventured
to ask.
For answer, he lifted one hand from the
controls and, slipping his arm round her, began to fondle her breasts.
"Thank Ford,"
she said to herself, "he's all right again."
Half an hour later they were back in his
rooms. Bernard swallowed four tablets of
soma at a gulp, turned on the radio and television and began to undress.
"Well," Lenina
inquired, with significant archness when they met
next afternoon on the roof, "did you think it was fun yesterday?"
Bernard nodded. They climbed into the plane. A little jolt, and
they were off.
"Everyone says I'm awfully
pneumatic," said Lenina reflectively, patting
her own legs.
"Awfully." But there was an expression of pain in
Bernard's eyes. "Like meat,"
he was thinking.
She looked up with a certain
anxiety. "But you don't think I'm too
plump, do you?"
He shook his head. Like so much meat.
"You think I'm all right." Another nod. "In every way?"
"Perfect," he said aloud. And inwardly, "She thinks of herself
that way. She doesn't mind being
meat."
Lenina smiled
triumphantly. But her satisfaction was
premature.
"All the same," he went on,
after a little pause, "I still rather wish it had all ended
differently."
"Differently?" Were there other endings?
"I didn't want it to end with our
going to bed," he specified.
Lenina was
astonished.
"Not at once, not the first
day."
"But then what ...?"
He began to talk a lot of
incomprehensible and dangerous nonsense.
Lenina did her best to stop the ears of her
mind; but every now and then a phrase would insist on becoming audible. "... to try the
effect of arresting my impulses," she heard him say. The words seemed to touch a spring in her
mind.
"Never put off till tomorrow the fun
you can have today," she said gravely.
"Two hundred repetitions, twice a
week from fourteen to sixteen and a half," was all his comment. The mad bad talk rambled on. "I want to know what passion is,"
she heard him saying. "I want to
feel something strongly."
"When the individual feels, the
community reels," Lenina pronounced.
"Well, why shouldn't it reel a
bit?"
"Bernard!"
But Bernard remained unabashed.
"Adults intellectually and during
working hours," he went on. "Infants where feeling and desire are concerned."
"Our Ford loved infants."
Ignoring the interruption, "It
suddenly struck me the other day," continued Bernard, "that it might
be possible to be an adult all the time."
"I don't understand." Lenina's tone was
firm.
"I know you don't. And that's why we went to bed together
yesterday - like infants - instead of being adults and waiting."
"But it was fun," Lenina insisted.
"Wasn't it?"
"Oh, the greatest fun," he
answered, but in a voice so mournful, with an expression so profoundly miserable,
that Lenina felt all her triumph suddenly
evaporate. Perhaps he had found her too
plump, after all.
"I told you so," was all that
Fanny said, when Lenina came
and made her confidences. "It's the
alcohol they put in his surrogate."
"All the same," Lenina insisted, "I do like him. He has such awfully nice hands. And the way he moves his shoulders - that's
very attractive." She sighed. "But I wish he weren't so odd."
2
Halting for
a moment outside the door of the Director's room, Bernard drew a deep breath
and squared his shoulders, bracing himself to meet the dislike and disapproval
which he was certain of finding within.
He knocked and entered.
"A permit for you to initial, Director,"
he said as airily as possible, and laid the paper on the writing-table.
The Director glanced at him sourly. But the stamp of the World Controller's
Office was at the head of the paper and the signature of Mustapha Mond, bold and black, across the bottom. Everything was perfectly in order. The Director had no choice. He pencilled his initials - two small pale
letters abject at the feet of Mustapha Mond - and was
about to return the paper without a word of comment or genial Ford-speed, when
his eye was caught by something written in the body of the permit.
"For the New Mexican
Reservation?" he said, and his tone, the face he lifted to Bernard,
expressed a kind of agitated astonishment.
Surprised by his surprise, Bernard
nodded. There was a silence.
The Director leaned back in his chair,
frowning. "How long ago was
it?" he said, speaking more to himself than to Bernard. "Twenty years, I suppose. Nearer twenty-five. I must have been your age ...” He sighed and
shook his head.
Bernard felt extremely
uncomfortable. A man so conventional, so scrupulously correct as the Director - and to commit so
gross a solecism! It made him want to
hide his face, to run out of the room.
Not that he himself saw anything intrinsically objectionable in people
talking about the remote past; that was one of those hypnopaedic
prejudices he had (so he imagined) completely got rid of. What made him feel shy was the knowledge that
the Director disapproved - disapproved and yet had been betrayed into doing the
forbidden thing. Under
what inward compulsion? Through
his discomfort Bernard eagerly listened.
"I had the same idea as you,"
the Director was saying. "Wanted to have a look at the savages. Got a permit for
"You must have had a terrible
shock," said Bernard, almost enviously.
At the sound of his voice the Director
started into a guilty realization of where he was; shot a glance at Bernard,
and, averting his eyes, blushed darkly; looked at him again with sudden
suspicion and, angrily on his dignity, "Don't imagine," he said,
"that I'd had any indecorous relation with the girl. Nothing emotional, nothing
long-drawn. It was all perfectly
healthy and normal." He handed
Bernard the permit. "I really don't
know why I bored you with this trivial anecdote." Furious with himself for having given away a
discreditable secret, he vented his rage on Bernard. The look in his eyes was now frankly
malignant. "And I should like to
take this opportunity, Mr Marx," he went on, "of saying that I'm not
at all pleased with the reports I receive of your behaviour outside working
hours. You may say that this is not my
business. But it is. I have the good name of the Centre to think
of. My workers must be above suspicion,
particularly those of the highest castes.
Alphas are so conditioned that they do not have to be infantile
in their emotional behaviour. But that
is all the more reason for their making a special effort to conform. It is their duty to be infantile, even
against their inclination. And so, Mr
Marx, I give you fair warning." The
Director's voice vibrated with an indignation that had now become wholly
righteous and impersonal - was the expression of the disapproval of Society
itself. "If ever I hear again of
any lapse from a proper standard of infantile decorum, I shall ask for your
transference to a Sub-Centre - preferably to
"That'll teach him," he said to
himself. But he was mistaken. For Bernard left the room with a swagger,
exulting, as he banged the door behind him, in the thought that he stood alone,
embattled against the order of things; elated by the intoxicating consciousness
of his individual significance and importance.
Even the thought of persecution left him undismayed, was rather tonic
than depressing. He felt strong enough
to meet and overcome affliction, strong enough to face even
Heroic was the account he gave that
evening of his interview with the D.H.C.
"Whereupon," it concluded, "I simply told him to go to
the Bottomless Past and marched out of the room. And that was that." He looked at Helmholtz
Watson expectantly, awaiting his due reward of sympathy, encouragement,
admiration. But no word came. Helmholtz sat
silent, staring at the floor.
He liked Bernard; he was grateful to him
for being the only man of his acquaintance with whom he could talk about the
subjects he felt to be important.
Nevertheless, there were things in Bernard which he hated. This boasting, for example. And the outbursts of an abject self-pity with
which it alternated. And his deplorable
habit of being bold after the event, and full, in absence, of the most
extraordinary presence of mind. He hated
these things - just because he liked Bernard.
The seconds passed. Helmholtz continued to stare at the floor. And suddenly Bernard blushed and turned away.
3
The
journey was quite uneventful. The Blue
Pacific Rocket was two and a half minutes early at
"Forty seconds on a six and a half
hour flight. Not so bad," Lenina conceded.
They slept that night at Santa Fé. The hotel was
excellent - incomparably better, for example, than that horrible
"But it sounds simply too
lovely," cried Lenina. "I almost wish we could stay here. Sixty Escalator-Squash-Courts ..."
"There won't be any in the
Reservation," Bernard warned her. "And no scent, no television, no hot water, even. If you feel you can't stand it, stay here
till I come back."
Lenina was
quite offended. "Of course I can
stand it. I only said it was lovely here
because ... well, because progress is lovely, isn't it?"
"Five hundred repetitions once a
week from thirteen to seventeen," said Bernard wearily, as though to
himself.
"What did you say?"
"I said that progress was
lovely. That's why you mustn't come to
the Reservation unless you really want to."
"But I do want to."
"Very well, then," said
Bernard; and it was almost a threat.
Their permit required the signature of
the Warden of the Reservation, at whose office next morning they duly presented
themselves. An Epsilon-Plus Negro porter
took in Bernard's card, and they were admitted almost immediately.
The Warden was a blond and brachycephalic Alpha-Minus, short, red, moon-faced, and
broad-shouldered, with a loud booming voice, very well adapted to the utterance
of hypnopaedic wisdom. He was a mine of irrelevant information and
unasked-for good advice. Once started, he went on and on - boomingly.
“... five
hundred and sixty thousand square kilometres, divided into four distinct
Sub-Reservations, each surrounded by a high-tension wire fence."
At this moment, and for no apparent
reason, Bernard suddenly remembered that he had left the eau-de-Cologne tap in
his bathroom wide open and running.
“... supplied
with current from the
"Cost me a fortune by the time I get
back." With his mind's eye, Bernard
saw the needle on the scent meter creeping round and round, ant-like,
indefatigably. "Quickly
telephone to Helmholtz Watson."
“... upwards of
five thousand kilometres of fencing at sixty thousand volts."
"You don't say so," said Lenina politely, not knowing in the least what the Warden
had said, but taking her cue from his dramatic pause. When the Warden started booming, she had
inconspicuously swallowed half a gramme of soma,
with the result that she could now sit, serenely not listening, thinking of
nothing at all, but with her large blue eyes fixed on the Warden's face in an
expression of rapt attention.
"To touch the fence is instant
death," pronounced the Warden solemnly.
"There is no escape from a Savage Reservation."
The word 'escape' was suggestive. "Perhaps," said Bernard, half rising,
"we ought to think of going."
The little black needle was scurrying, an insect, nibbling through time,
eating into his money.
"No escape," repeated the
Warden, waving him back into his chair; and as the permit was not yet
countersigned, Bernard had no choice but to obey. "Those who was born in the Reservation -
and remember, my dear young lady," he added, leering obscenely at Lenina, and speaking in an improper whisper, "remember
that, in the Reservation, children still are born, yes, actually born, revolting
as that may seem .." (He hoped that this reference to a shameful subject
would make Lenina blush; but she only smiled with
simulated intelligence and said, "You don't say so!" Disappointed, the Warden began again.) "Those, I repeat, who are born in the Reservation are destined to die there."
Destined to die ... A
decilitre of eau-de-Cologne every minute. Six litres an hour. "Perhaps," Bernard tried again, we
ought ..."
Leaning forward, the Warden tapped the
table with his forefinger. "You ask
me how many people live in the Reservation.
And I reply, - triumphantly - "I reply that we do not know. We can only guess."
"You don't say so."
"My dear young lady, I do say
so."
Six times twenty-four - no, it would be
nearer six times thirty-six. Bernard was
pale and trembling with impatience. But
inexorably the booming continued.
" ... about six thousand Indians and
half-breeds ... absolute savages ... our inspectors occasionally visit ...
otherwise, no communication whatever with the civilized world ... still
preserve their repulsive habits and customs ... marriage, if you know what that
is, my dear young lady; families ... no conditioning ... monstrous
superstitions ... Christianity and totemism and
ancestor worship ... extinct languages, such as Zuñi
and Spanish and Athapascan ... pumas, porcupines and
other ferocious animals ... infectious diseases ... priests ... venomous
lizards ..."
"You don't say so."
They got away at last. Bernard dashed to the telephone. Quick, quick; but it took him nearly three
minutes to get on to Helmholtz Watson. "We might be among the savages
already," he complained. "Damned incompetence!"
"Have a gramme,"
suggested Lenina.
He refused, preferring his anger. And at last, thank Ford, he was through and,
yes, it was Helmholtz; Helmholtz,
to whom he explained what had happened, and who promised to go round at once,
at once, and turn off the tap, yet, at once, but took this opportunity to tell
him what the D.H.C. had said, in public, yesterday evening ...
"What? He's looking out for someone to take my
place?" Bernard's voice was
agonized. "So it's actually
decided? Did he mention
"What's the matter?" she asked.
"The matter?" He dropped heavily into a chair. "I'm going to be sent to
Often in the past he had wondered what it
would be like to be subjected (soma-less and with nothing but his own inward
resources to rely on) to some great trial, some pain, some persecution; he had
even longed for affliction. As recently
as a week ago, in the Director's office, he had imagined himself courageously
resisting, stoically accepting suffering without a word. The Director's threats had actually elated
him, made him feel larger than life. But
that, as he now realized, was because he had not taken the threats quite
seriously; he had not believed that, when it came to the point, the D.H.C.
would ever do anything. Now that it
looked as though the threats were really to be fulfilled, Bernard was
appalled. Of that imagined stoicism,
that theoretical courage, not a trace was left.
He raged against himself - what a fool!
- against the Director - how unfair not
to give him that other chance, that other chance which, he now had no doubt at
all, he had always intended to take. And
Lenina shook
her head. "Was and will make me
ill," she quoted, "I take a gramme and only
am."
In the end she persuaded him to swallow
four tablets of soma. Five
minutes later roots and fruits were abolished; the flower of the present rosily
blossomed. A message from the porter
announced that, at the Warden's orders, a Reservation guard had come round with
a plane and was waiting on the roof of the hotel. They went up at once. An octoroon in Gamma-green uniform saluted
and proceeded to recite the morning's programme.
A bird's-eye view of
ten or a dozen of the principal pueblos, then a landing for lunch in the
They took their seats in the plane and
set off. Ten minutes later they were
crossing the frontier that separated civilization from savagery. Uphill and down, across the deserts of salt
or sand, through forests, into the violet depth of canyons, over crag and peak
and table-topped mesa, the fence marched on and on, irresistibly the straight
line, the geometrical symbol of triumphant human progress. And at its foot, here and there, a mosaic of
white bones, a still unrotted carcass dark on the
tawny ground marked the place where deer or steer, puma or porcupine or coyote,
or the greedy turkey buzzards drawn down by the whiff of carrion and fulminated
as though by a poetic justice, had come too close to the destroying wires.
"They never learn," said the
green-uniformed pilot, pointing down at the skeletons on the ground below
them. "And they never will
learn," he added and laughed, as though he had somehow scored a personal
triumph over the electrocuted animals.
Bernard also laughed; after two grammes of soma the joke seemed, for some reason,
good. Laughed and then, almost
immediately, dropped off to sleep and, sleeping, was carried over Taos and
Tesuque; over Nambe and Picuris
and Pojoaque, over Sia and Cochiti,
over Laguna and Acoma and the Enchanted Mesa, over Zuñi and Cibola and Ojo Caliente, and woke at last to
find the machine standing on the ground, Lenina
carrying the suitcases into a small square house, and the Gamma-green octoroon
talking incomprehensibly with a young Indian.
"Malpais,"
explained the pilot, as Bernard stepped out.
"This is the rest-house. And
there's a dance this afternoon at the pueblo.
He'll take you there." He
pointed to the sullen young savage.
"Funny, I expect." He
grinned. "Everything they do is
funny." And with that he climbed
into the plane and started up the engines.
"Back tomorrow. And
remember," he added reassuringly to Lenina,
"they're perfectly tame; savages won't do you any harm. They've got enough experience of gas bombs to
know that they mustn't play any tricks."
Still laughing, he threw the helicopter screws into gear, accelerated,
and was gone.