Chapter XVIII
The door was ajar; they entered.
"John!"
From the bathroom came
an unpleasant and characteristic sound.
"Is there
anything the matter?" Helmholtz called.
There was no
answer. The unpleasant sound was
repeated, twice; there was silence.
Then, with a click, the bathroom door opened and, very pale, the Savage
emerged.
"I say!" Helmholtz exclaimed solicitously, "you do look
ill, John!"
"Did you eat
something that didn't agree with you?" asked Bernard.
The Savage
nodded. "I ate civilization."
"What?"
"It poisoned me;
I was defiled. And then," he added,
in a lower tone, "I ate my own wickedness."
"Yes, but what
exactly ...? I mean, just now you were
..."
"Now I am
purified," said the Savage. "I
drank some mustard and warm water."
The others stared at
him in astonishment. "Do you mean
to say that you were doing it on purpose?" asked Bernard.
"That's how the
Indians always purify themselves."
He sat down and, sighing, passed his hand across his forehead. "I shall rest for a few minutes,"
he said. "I'm rather tired."
"Well, I'm not
surprised," said Helmholtz. After a silence, "We've come to say
goodbye," he went on in another tone.
We're off tomorrow morning."
"Yes, we're off
tomorrow," said Bernard, on whose face the Savage remarked a new
expression of determined resignation.
"And by the way, John," he continued, leaning forward in his
chair and laying a hand on the Savage's knee, "I want to say how sorry I
am about everything that happened yesterday." He blushed.
"How ashamed," he went on, in spite of the unsteadiness of his
voice, "how really ..."
The Savage cut him
short and, taking his hand, affectionately pressed it.
"Helmholtz was wonderful to me," Bernard resumed, after
a little pause. "If it hadn't been
for him I should ..."
"Now, now," Helmholtz protested.
There was a silence. In spite of their sadness - because of it,
even; for their sadness was the symptom of their love for one another - the
three young men were happy.
"I went to see
the Controller this morning," said the Savage at last.
"What
for?"
"To ask if I mightn't
go to the islands with you."
"And what did he
say?" asked Helmholtz eagerly.
The Savage shook his
head. "He wouldn't let me."
"Why
not?"
"He said he
wanted to go on with the experiment. But
I'm damned," the Savage added, with sudden fury, "I'm damned if I'll
go on being experimented with. Not for
all the Controllers in the world. I
shall go away tomorrow too."
"But where?"
the others asked in unison.
The Savage shrugged
his shoulders. "Anywhere. I don't care.
So long as I can be alone."
From
The Savage had chosen
as his hermitage the old lighthouse which stood on the crest of the hill
between Puttenham and Elstead. The building was of ferro-concrete
and in excellent condition - almost too comfortable, the Savage had thought
when he first explored the place, almost too civilizedly
luxurious. He pacified his conscience by
promising himself a compensatingly harder
self-discipline, purifications the more complete and thorough. His first night in the hermitage was,
deliberately, a sleepless one. He spent
the hours on his knees praying, now to that Heaven from which the guilty
Claudius had begged forgiveness, now in Zuńi to Awonawilona, now to Jesus and Pookong,
now to his own guardian animal, the eagle.
From time to time he stretched out his arms as though he were on the
cross, and held them thus through long minutes of an ache that gradually
increased till it became a tremulous and excruciating agony; held them, in
voluntary crucifixion, while he repeated, through clenched teeth (the sweat,
meanwhile, pouring down his face), "Oh, forgive me! Oh, make me pure! Oh, help me to be good!" again and
again, till he was on the point of fainting from the pain.
When morning came, he
felt he had earned the right to inhabit the lighthouse; yes, even there still was
glass in most of the windows, even though the view from the platform was
so fine. For the very reason why he had
chosen the lighthouse had become almost instantly a reason for going somewhere
else. He had decided to live there
because the view was so beautiful, because, from his vantage point, he seemed
to be looking out on to the incarnation of a divine being. But who was he to be pampered with the daily
and hourly sight of loveliness? Who was
he to be living in the visible presence of god?
All he deserved to live in was some filthy sty, some blind hole in the
ground. Stiff and aching after his long
night of pain, but for that very reason inwardly reassured, he climbed up to
the platform of his tower, he looked out over the bright sunrise world which he
had regained the right to inhabit. On
the north the view was bounded by the long chalk ridge of the Hog's Back, from
behind whose eastern extremity rose the towers of the
seven skyscrapers which constituted
In the valley which
separated the Hog's Back from the sandy hill on which the lighthouse stood, Puttenham was a modest little village nine stories high,
with silos, a poultry farm, and a small vitamin-D factory. On the other side of the lighthouse, towards
the south, the ground fell away in long slopes of heather to a chain of ponds.
Beyond them, above the
intervening woods, rose the fourteen-storey
Of the money which, on
his first arrival, John had received for his personal expenses, most had been
spent on his equipment. Before leaving
London he had bought four viscose-woollen blankets, rope and string, nails,
glue, a few tools, matches (though he intended in due course to make a fire
drill), some pots and pans, two dozen packets of seeds, and two kilogrammes of wheat flour.
"No, not synthetic starch and cotton-waste
flour-substitute," he had insisted.
"Even though it is more nourishing." But when it came to pan-glandular biscuits
and vitaminized beef-surrogate, he had not been able
to resist the shopman's persuasion. Looking at the tins now, he bitterly
reproached himself for his weakness.
Loathsome civilized stuff! He had
made up his mind that he would never eat it, even if he were starving. "That'll teach them," he thought
vindictively. It would also teach him.
He counted his
money. The little that remained would be
enough, he hoped, to tide him over the winter.
By next spring, his garden would be producing enough to make him
independent of the outside world.
Meanwhile, there would always be game.
He had seen plenty of rabbits, and there were waterfowl on the
ponds. He set to work at once to make a
bow and arrows.
There were ash trees
near the lighthouse and, for arrow shafts, a whole copse full of beautifully
straight hazel saplings. He began by
felling a young ash, cut out six feet of unbranched
stem, stripped off the bark and, paring by paring, shaved away the white wood,
as old Mitsima had taught him, until he had a stave
of his own height, stiff at the thickened centre, lively and quick at the
slender tips. The work gave him an
intense pleasure. After those weeks of
idleness in
He had almost finished
whittling the stave into shape, when he realized with a start that he was
singing - singing! It was as
though, stumbling upon himself from the outside, he had suddenly caught himself
out, taken himself flagrantly at fault.
Guiltily he blushed. After all,
it was not to sing and enjoy himself that he had come here. It was to escape further contamination by the
filth of civilized life; it was to be purified and made good; it was actively
to make amends. He realized to his
dismay that, absorbed in the whittling of his bow, he had forgotten what he had
sworn to himself he would constantly remember - poor Linda, and his own murderous
unkindness to her, and those loathsome twins, swarming like lice across the
mystery of her death, insulting, with their presence, not merely his own grief
and repentance, but the very gods themselves.
He had sworn to remember, he had sworn unceasingly to make amends. And here was he, sitting happily over his
bow-stave, singing, actually singing ...
He went indoors,
opened the box of mustard, and put some water to boil on the fire.
Half an hour later,
three Delta-Minus landworkers from one of the Puttenham Bokanovsky Groups
happened to be driving to Elstead and, at the top of
the hill, were astonished to see a young man standing outside the abandoned
lighthouse stripped to the waist and hitting himself
with a whip of knotted cords. His back
was horizontally streaked with crimson, and from weal to weal ran thin trickles
of blood. The driver of the lorry pulled
up at the side of the road and, with his two companions, stared open-mouthed at
the extraordinary spectacle. One, two,
three - they counted the strokes. After
the eight, the young man interrupted his self-punishment to run to the wood's
edge and there be violently sick. When
he had finished, he picked up the whip and began hitting himself again. Nine, ten, eleven, twelve
...
"Ford!"
whispered the driver. And his twins were
of the same opinion.
"Fordey!" they said.
Three days later, like
turkey buzzards settling on a corpse, the reporters came.
Dried and hardened
over a slow fire of green wood, the bow was ready. The Savage was busy on his arrows. Thirty hazel sticks had been whittled and
dried, tipped with sharp nails, carefully nocked. He had made a raid one night on the Puttenham poultry farm, and now had feathers enough to
equip a whole armoury. It was at work
upon the feathering of his shafts that the first of the reporters found
him. Noiseless on his pneumatic shoes,
the man came up behind him.
"Good-morning, Mr
Savage," he said. "I am the
representative of The Hourly Radio."
Startled
as though by the bite of a snake, the Savage sprang to his feet, scattering
arrows, feathers, glue-pot and brush in all directions.
"I beg your
pardon," said the reporter, with genuine compunction. "I had no intention ...” He touched his
hat - the aluminium stove-pipe hat in which he carried his wireless receiver
and transmitter. "Excuse me for not
taking it off," he said. "It's
a bit heavy. Well, as I was saying, I am
the representative of The Hourly ..."
"What do you
want?" asked the Savage, scowling.
The reporter returned his most ingratiating smile.
"Well, of course,
our readers would be profoundly interested ...” He put his head on one side,
his smile became almost coquettish. "Just a few words from you, Mr Savage."
And rapidly, with a
series of ritual gestures, he uncoiled two wires connected to the portable
battery buckled round his waist; plugged them simultaneously into the sides of
his aluminium hat; touched a spring on the crown - and antennae shot up into
the air; touched another spring on the peak of the brim - and, like a
jack-in-the-box, out jumped a microphone and hung there, quivering, six inches
in front of his nose; pulled down a pair of receivers over his ears; pressed a
switch on the left side of the hat - and from within came a faint waspy buzzing; turned a knob on the right - and the buzzing
was interrupted by a stethoscopic wheeze and crackle,
by hiccoughs and sudden squeaks.
"Hullo," he said to the microphone, "hello, hello ...” A
bell suddenly rang inside his hat.
"Is that you, Edzel? Primo Mellon speaking. Yes, I've got hold of him. Mr Savage will now take the microphone and
say a few words. Won't you, Mr
Savage?" He looked up at the Savage
with another of those winning smiles of his.
"Just tell our readers why you came here. What made you leave
The Savage obeyed with
a disconcerting literalness. Five words
he uttered and no more - five words, the same as those he had said to Bernard
about the Arch-Community Songster of Canterbury. "Háni! Sons éso tse-ná!"
And seizing the reporter by the
shoulder, he spun him round (the young man revealed himself
invitingly well-covered), aimed and, with all the force and accuracy of a
champion foot-and-mouth-baller, delivered a most
prodigious kick.
Eight minutes later, a
new edition of The Hourly Radio was on sale in the streets of
"Sensation even
in
Undeterred by that
cautionary bruise on their colleague's coccyx, four other reporters,
representing the New York Times, the Frankfort Four-Dimensional
Continuum, The Fordian Science Monitor,
and The Delta Mirror, called that afternoon at the lighthouse and
met with receptions of progressively increasing violence.
From a safe distance
and still rubbing his buttocks, "Benighted fool!" shouted the man
from The Fordian Science Monitor, "why
don't you take soma."
"Get
away!" The Savage shook his fist.
The other retreated a
few steps, then turned round again. "Evil's an unreality if you take a
couple of grammes."
"Kohakwa iyathtokyai!" The tone was menacingly derisive.
"Pain's a
delusion."
"Oh, is it?"
said the Savage and, picking up a thick hazel switch, strode forward.
The man from The Fordian Science Monitor made a dash for his helicopter.
After that the Savage
was left for a time in peace. A few
helicopters came and hovered inquisitively round the tower. He shot an arrow into the importunately
nearest of them. It pierced the
aluminium floor of the cabin; there was a shrill yell, and the machine went
rocketing up into the air with all the acceleration that its super-charger
could give it. The others, in future,
kept their distance respectfully.
Ignoring their tiresome humming (he likened himself in his imagination
to one of the suitors of the Maiden of Mátsaki,
unmoved and persistent among the winged vermin), the Savage dug at what was to
be his garden. After a time the vermin
evidently became bored and flew away; for hours at a stretch the sky above his
head was empty and, but for the larks, silent.
The weather was
breathlessly hot, there was thunder in the air. He had dug all the morning and was resting,
stretched out along the floor. And
suddenly the thought of Lenina was a real presence,
naked and tangible, saying "Sweet!" and "Put your arms round
me!" - in shoes and socks, perfumed. Impudent strumpet! But oh, oh, her arms round his neck, the
lifting of her breasts, her mouth!
Eternity was in our lips and eyes.
Lenina ... No, no, no, no! He sprang to his feet and, half naked as he
was, ran out of the house. At the edge of the heath stood a clump of hoary juniper bushes. He flung himself against them, he embraced,
not the smooth body of his desires, but an armful of green spikes. Sharp, with a thousand points, they pricked
him. He tried to think of poor Linda,
breathless and dumb, with her clutching hands and the unutterable terror in her
eyes. Poor Linda whom
he had sworn to remember. But it
was still the presence of Lenina that haunted
him. Lenina whom he had promised to
forget. Even through the stab and
sting of the juniper needles, his wincing flesh was aware of her, unescapably real.
"Sweet, sweet ... And if you wanted me too, why didn't you
..."
The whip was hanging
on a nail by the door, ready to hand against the arrival of reporters. In a frenzy the
Savage ran back to the house, seized it, whirled it. The knotted cords bit into his flesh.
"Strumpet! Strumpet!" he shouted at every blow as
though it were Lenina (and how frantically, without
knowing it, he wished it were!), white, warm, scented, infamous Lenina that he was flogging thus. "Strumpet!" And then, in a voice of despair, "Oh,
Linda, forgive me. Forgive me, God. I'm bad.
I'm wicked. I'm ... No, no, you
strumpet, you strumpet!"
From his carefully
constructed hide in the wood, three hundred metres away, Darwin Bonaparte, the
Feely Corporation's most expert big-game photographer, had watched the whole
proceedings. Patience and skill had been
rewarded. He had spent three days
sitting inside the bole of artificial oak tree, three nights crawling on his
belly through the heather, hiding microphones in gorse bushes, burying wires in
the soft grey sand. Seventy-two hours of
profound discomfort. But now the great
moment had come - the greatest, Darwin Bonaparte had time to reflect, as he
moved among his instruments, the greatest since his taking of the famous
all-howling stereoscopic feely of the gorillas' wedding. "Splendid," he said to himself, as
the Savage started his astonishing performance.
"Splendid!" He kept his
telescopic cameras carefully aimed - glued to their moving objective; clapped
on a higher power to get a close-up of the frantic and distorted face
(admirable!); switched over, for half a minute, to slow motion (an exquisitely
comical effect, he promised himself); listened-in, meanwhile, to the blows, the
groans, the wild and raving words that were being recorded on the soundtrack at
the edge of his film, tried the effect of a little amplification (yes, that was
decidedly better); was delighted to hear, in a momentary lull, the shrill
singing of a lark; wished the Savage would turn round so that he could get a
good close-up of the blood on his back - and almost instantly (what astonishing
luck!) the accommodating fellow did turn round, and he was able to take a
perfect close-up.
"Well, that was
grand!" he said to himself when it was all over. "Really grand!" He mopped his face. When they had put in the feely effects in the
studio, it would be a wonderful film.
Almost as good, thought Darwin Bonaparte, as the Sperm Whale's
Love-Life - and that, by Ford, was saying a good deal!
Twelve days later, The
Savage of Surrey had been released and could be seen, heard and felt in
every first-class feely-palace in
The effect of Darwin
Bonaparte's film was immediate and enormous.
On the afternoon which followed the evening of its release, John's
rustic solitude was suddenly broken by the arrival overhead of a great swarm of
helicopters.
He was digging in his
garden - digging, too, in his own mind, laboriously turning up the substance of
his thought. Death - and he drove in his
spade once, and again, and yet again.
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death. A convincing thunder rumbled through the
words. He lifted another spadeful of earth.
Why had Linda died? Why had she been
allowed to become gradually less than human and at last ... He shuddered. A good kissing
carrion. He planted his foot on his
spade and stamped it fiercely into the tough ground. As flies to wanton boys are we to the gods;
they kill us for their sport. Thunder
again; words that proclaimed themselves true - truer
somehow than truth itself. And yet that
same
A humming overhead had
become a roar; and suddenly he was in shadow, there was something between the
sun and him. He looked up, startled,
from his digging, from his thoughts; looked up in a dazzled bewilderment, his
mind still wandering in that other world of truer-than-truth, still focused on
the immensities of death and deity; looked up and saw, close above him, the
swarm of hovering machines. Like locusts
they came, hung poised, descended all around him on the heather. And from out of the bellies of these giant
grasshoppers stepped men in white viscose-flannels, women (for the weather was
hot) in acetate-shantung pyjamas or velveteen shorts and sleeveless, half-unzippered singlets - one couple
from each. In a few minutes there were
dozens of them, standing in a wide circle round the lighthouse, staring,
laughing, clicking their cameras, throwing (as to an ape) peanuts, packets of
sex-hormone chewing-gum, pan-glandular petits
beurres.
And every moment - for across the Hog's Back the stream of traffic now
flowed unceasingly - their numbers increased.
As in a nightmare, the dozens became scores, the scores hundreds.
The Savage had
retreated towards cover, and now, in the posture of an animal at bay, stood
with his back to the wall of the lighthouse, staring from face to face in
speechless horror, like a man out of his senses.
From this stupor he
was aroused to a more immediate sense of reality by the impact on his cheek of
a well-aimed packed of chewing-gum. A
shock of startling pain - and he was broad awake, awake and fiercely angry.
"Go away!"
he shouted.
The ape had spoken;
there was a burst of laughter and hand-clapping. "Good old Savage! Hurrah, hurrah!" And through the babel
he heard cries of: "Whip, whip, the whip!"
Acting on the word's
suggestion, he seized the bunch of knotted cords from its nail behind the door and
shook it at his tormentors.
There was a yell of
ironical applause.
Menacingly he advanced
towards them. A woman cried out in
fear. The line wavered at its most
immediately threatened point, then stiffened again, stood firm. The consciousness of being in overwhelming
force had given these sightseers a courage which the Savage had not expected of
them. Taken aback, he halted and looked
round.
"Why don't you
leave me alone?" There was an
almost plaintive note in his anger.
"Have a few
magnesium-salted almonds!" said the man who, if the Savage were to
advance, would be the first to be attacked.
He held out a packet.
"They're really very good, you know," he added, with a rather
nervous smile of propitiation. "And
the magnesium salts will help to keep you young."
The Savage ignored his
offer. "What do you want with
me?" he asked, turning from one grinning face to another. "What do you want with me?"
"The whip,"
answered a hundred voices confusedly.
"Do the whipping stunt.
Let's see the whipping stunt."
Then, in unison and on
a slow, heavy rhythm, "We - want - the whip," shouted a group at the
end of the line. "We - want - the
whip."
Others at once took up
the cry, and the phrase was repeated, parrot-fashion, again and again, with an
ever-growing volume of sound, until, by the seventh or eight reiteration, no
other word was being spoken. "We -
want - the whip."
They were all crying together; and, intoxicated by the noise, the
unanimity, the sense of rhythmical atonement, they might, it seemed, have gone
on for hours - almost indefinitely. But
at about the twenty-fifth repetition the proceedings were startlingly
interrupted. Yet another helicopter had arrived from across the Hog's Back,
hung poised above the crowd, then dropped within a few yards of where the
Savage was standing, in the open space between the line of sightseers and the
lighthouse. The roar of the air screws
momentarily drowned the shouting; then, as the machine touched the ground and
the engines were turned off: "We - want - the whip; we - want - the
whip," broke out again in the same loud, insistent monotone.
The door of the
helicopter opened, and out stepped, first a fair and ruddy-faced young man,
then, in green velveteen short, white shirt, and jockey cap, a young woman.
At the sight of the
young woman, the Savage started, recoiled, turned pale.
The young woman stood,
smiling at him - an uncertain, imploring, almost abject smile. The seconds passed. Her lips moved, she was saying something; but
the sound of her voice was covered by the loud reiterated refrain of the
sightseers.
"We - want - the
whip! We - want - the whip!"
The young woman
pressed both hands to her left side, and on that peach-bright, doll-beautiful
face of hers appeared a strangely incongruous expression of yearning
distress. Her blue eyes seemed to grow
larger, brighter; and suddenly two tears rolled down her cheeks. Inaudibly, she spoke again; then, with a
quick, impassioned gesture, stretched out her arms towards the Savage, stepped
forward.
"We - want - the
whip! We - want ..."
And all of a sudden
they had what they wanted.
"Strumpet!" The Savage had rushed at her like a
madman. "Fitchew!"
Like a madman, he was slashing at her with his whip of small cords.
Terrified, she had
turned to flee, had tripped and fallen in the heather. "Henry!
Henry!" she shouted. But her
ruddy-faced companion had bolted out of harm's way behind the helicopter.
With a whoop of
delighted excitement the line broke; there was a convergent stampede towards
that magnetic centre of attraction. Pain
was a fascinating horror.
"Fry, lechery,
fry!" Frenzied, the Savage slashed
again.
Hungrily they gathered
round, pushing and scrambling like swine about the trough.
"Oh,
the flesh!" The Savage
ground his teeth. This time it was on
his shoulders that the whip descended.
"Kill it, kill it!"
Drawn by the
fascination of the horror of pain and, from within, impelled by that habit of
co-operation, that desire for unanimity and atonement, which their conditioning
had so ineradicably implanted in them, they began to mime the frenzy of his
gestures, striking at one another as the Savage struck at his own rebellious
flesh, or at that plump incarnation of turpitude writhing in the heather at his
feet.
"Kill it, kill
it, kill it ..." the Savage went on shouting.
Then suddenly somebody
started singing "Orgy-porgy," and in a moment they had all caught up
the refrain and, singing, had begun to dance.
Orgy-porgy, round and round and round, beating one another in six-eight time. Orgy-porgy ...
It was after
"Oh,
my God, my God!" He covered
his eyes with his hand.
That evening the swarm
of helicopters that came buzzing across the Hog's Back was a dark cloud ten kilometres
long. The description of last night's
orgy of atonement had been in all the papers.
"Savage!"
called the first arrivals, as they alighted from their machine. "Mr Savage!"
There was no answer.
The door of the
lighthouse was ajar. They pushed it open
and walked into a shuttered twilight.
Through an archway on the further side of the room they could see the
bottom of the staircase that led up to the higher floors. Just under the crown of the arch dangled a
pair of feet.
"Mr Savage!"
Slowly, very slowly,
like two unhurried compass needles, the feet turned towards the right; north,
north-east, east, south-east, south, south-south-west; then paused, and, after
a few seconds, turned as unhurriedly back towards the left. South-south-west, south, south-east, east ...