CYCLE
NINE
1. No doubt, the fact that women are more
closely associated with water than men, as in the civilized bias of the tongue
and the womb, is what makes it feasible for them to shed tears, which fall, it
seems to me, in star-like radiance from their eyes. A man would normally disgrace himself by
crying, but a woman only confirms her femininity, or rather superfemininity,
by shedding tears.
2. Probably tears stand to the eyes as milk to
the breasts, and I fancy that, given their proximity to the 'fiery' realms of
the eyes and the heart, both alike are noumenal contexts,
with a closer correspondence, in consequence, to barbarism than to
civilization.
3. Broadly, fire and water being feminine
elements, one could argue that Summer and Winter are
feminine seasons, in contrast to the masculine essence, in earth (vegetation)
and air, of Spring and Autumn.
Certainly, this would apply almost literally to Winter and Spring
respectively, while the gender attribution to Summer and Autumn would have to
be weighed against the diabolic and divine correlations which accrue to the 'noumenal elements', viz. fire and air, and their closer
association, in consequence, with superfeminine/subfeminine
and submasculine/supermasculine alternatives.
4. There is a sense, though only a relative one,
in which the manner of a person's dying would determine whether he went to
Heaven or to Hell, the former as a spirit and the latter as a soul. By which I mean that a natural death would
suggest the salvation of the spirit to Heaven, in terms of one's having 'given
up the ghost' with one's last breath and accordingly become subject to the
passage of spirit (breath) into air (Heaven), whereas a violent death,
particularly one that resulted in the flow of blood from a wound, would
suggest, on the contrary, the damnation of the soul to Hell, as blood trickled
into the earth, or whatever, and effectively eclipsed, in the horror of its
unfolding, the fate reserved for the spirit.
Hence although a violent death would still entail one's 'giving up the
ghost', such an inevitable process would effectively be overshadowed by the
seepage of blood from a wound, and accordingly it would be logically feasible
to maintain that visible loss of blood would tip the balance of Judgement in
favour of the damnation of the soul (blood) into Hell (the depths and, from a Christian
standpoint, fiery core of the Earth).
Such, relatively, would be the contrasting fates to which a dying person
could be regarded as being subject, though only of course from a narrowly
Christian and, in some sense, factual point of view. For damnation and salvation, as outlined by
me in terms of ascents or descents (depending on the context) from sensuality
to sensibility, are really very different from that, as is the concept of
Eternity to which the mature part of my oeuvre, with its evolutionary
perspectives, has long been partial.