literary transcript

 

Squibs

 

I

 

      Even though God did not exist, Religion would be none the less holy and divine.

      God is the sole being who has no need to exist in order to reign.

      That which is created by the Mind is more living than Matter.

      Love is the desire to prostitute oneself.  There is, indeed, no exalted pleasure which cannot be related to prostitution.

      At the play, in the ballroom, each one enjoys possession of all.

      What is Art?  Prostitution.

      The pleasure of being in crowds is a mysterious expression of sensual joy in the multiplication of Number.

      All is Number.  Number is in all.  Number is in the individual.  Ecstasy is a Number.

      Inclinations to wastefulness ought, when a man is mature, to be replaced by a wish to concentrate and to produce.

      Love may spring from a generous sentiment, the desire for prostitution; but it is soon corrupted by the desire for ownership.

      Love wishes to emerge from itself, to become, like the conqueror with the conquered, a part of its victim, yet to preserve, at the same time, the privileges of the conqueror.

      The sensual delights of one who keeps a mistress are at once those of an angel and a landlord.  Charity and cruelty.  Indeed, they are independent of sex, of beauty and of the animal species.

      The green shadows in the moist evenings of summer.

      Immense depths of thought in expressions of common speech; holes dug by generations of ants.

      The story of the Hunter, concerning the intimate relation between cruelty and love.

 

 

II

 

      Squibs.  Of the feminine nature of the Church, as a reason for her omnipotence.

      Of violet (love repressed, mysterious, veiled; canoness colour).

      The priest is a tremendous figure, because he makes the crowd believe marvellous things.

      That the Church should wish to do all things and be all things is a law of human nature.

      The People adore authority.

      Priests and the servants and sectaries of the imagination.

      Revolutionary maxim: the throne and the altar.

      E. G. or The Seductive Adventuress.

      Religious intoxication of the great cities.

      Pantheism.  I am all things.  All things are myself.

      Whirlwind.

 

 

 

III

 

      Squibs.  I believe I have already set down in my notes the Love greatly resembles an application of torture or a surgical operation.  But this idea can be developed, and in the most ironic manner.  For even when two lovers love passionately and are full of mutual desire, one of the two will always be cooler or less self-abandoned than the other.  He or she is the surgeon or executionary; the other, the patient or victim.  Do you hear these sighs - preludes to a shameful tragedy - these groans, these screams, these rattling gasps?  Who has not uttered them, who has not inexorably wrung them forth?  What worse sights than these could you encounter at an inquisition conducted by adept torturers?  These eyes, rolled back like the sleepwalker's, these limbs who muscles burst and stiffen as thought subject to the action of a galvanic battery - such frightful, such curious phenomena are undoubtedly never obtained from even the most extreme cases of intoxication, of delirium, of opium-taking.  The human face, which Ovid believed fashioned to reflect the stars, speaks here only of an insane ferocity, relaxing into a kind of death.  For I should consider it indeed a sacrilege to apply the word 'ecstasy' to this species of decomposition.

      A terrible pastime, in which one of the players must forfeit possession of himself!

      It was once asked, in my hearing, what was the greatest pleasure in Love?  Someone, of course, answered: To receive, and someone else: To give oneself - The former said: The pleasure of pride, and the latter: The voluptuousness of humility.  All those swine talked like The Imitation of Jesus Christ.  Finally, there was a shameless Utopian who affirmed that the greatest pleasure in Love was to beget citizens for the State.  For my part, I say: the sole and supreme pleasure in Love lies in the absolute knowledge of doing evil.  And man and woman know, from birth, that in Evil is to be found all voluptuousness.

 

 

IV

 

      Schemes.  Squibs.  Projects.  Comedy à la Silvestre.  Barbara and the sheep.

      Chenavard has created a superhuman type.

      My homage to Levaillant.

      The Preface, a blend of mysteriousness and drollery.

      Dreams and the theory of dreams, in the manner of Swedenborg.

      The thought of Campbell (The conduct of life).

      Concentration.

      Power of the fixed idea.

      Absolute frankness, the means of originality.

      To relate pompously things which are comic....

 

 

V

 

      Squibs.  Suggestions.  When a man takes to his bed, nearly all his friends have a secret desire to see him die; some to prove that his health is inferior to their own, others in the disinterested hope of being able to study a death-agony.

      The Arabesque is the most spiritualistic of designs.

 

 

VI

 

      Squibs.  Suggestions.  The man of letters shakes foundations.  He promotes the taste for intellectual gymnastics.

      The Arabesque is the most ideal of all designs.

      We love women in so far as they are strangers to us.  To love intelligent women is the pleasure of the pederast.  Thus it follows that bestiality excludes pederasty.

      The spirit of buffoonery does not necessarily exclude Charity, but this is rare.

      Enthusiasm applied to things other than abstractions is a sign of weakness and disease.

      Thinness is more naked, more indecent than corpulence.

 

 

VII

 

      Tragic Sky.  An abstract epithet applied to a material entity.

      Man drinks in light with the atmosphere.  Thus the masses are right in saying that the night air is unhealthy for work.

      The masses are born fire-worshippers.

      Fireworks, conflagrations, incendiaries.

      If one imagined a born fire-worshipper, a born Parsee, one could write a story ...

 

 

VIII

 

      Mistakes made about people's faces are due to an eclipse of the real image by some hallucination to which it gives rise.

      Know therefore the pleasures in an austere like and pray, pray without ceasing.  Prayer is the fountain of strength.  (Altar of the Will.  Moral dynamic.  The Sorcery of the Sacraments.  Hygiene of the Soul.)

      Music excavates Heaven.

      Jean-Jacques [Rousseau] said that he always entered a café with a certain emotional disturbance.  For a timid nature, the ticket-office in a theatre is rather like the tribunal of Hell.

      Life has but one true charm: the charm of gambling.  But what if we are indifferent to gain or loss?

 

 

IX

 

      Suggestions.  Squibs.  Nations - like families - only produce great men in spite of themselves.  They make every effort not to produce them.  And thus the great man has need, if he is to exist, of a power of attack greater than the power of resistance developed by several millions of individuals.

      Of sleep, every evening's sinister adventure, it may be observed that men go daily to their beds with an audacity which would be beyond comprehension did we not know that it is the result of their ignorance of danger.

 

 

X

 

      There are some skins as hard as tortoise shell against which scorn has no power.

      Many friends, many gloves.  Those who loved me have been despised persons; worthy of being despised, I might even say, if I were determined to flatter the respectable.

      For Girardin to speak Latin!  Pecudesque locutae.

      It was typical of a Society without faith to send Robert Houdin to the Arabs to convert them from belief in miracles.

 

 

XI

 

      These great and beautiful ships, imperceptibly poised (swayed) on calm waters; these stout ships, with their out-of-work, homesick air - are they not saying to us in dumb show: When shall we set sail for happiness?

      Do not neglect the marvellous element in drama - the magical and the romanesque.

      The surroundings, the atmospheres in which the whole narrative must be steeped.  (See Usher, and compare this with the most intense sensations of hashish and opium.)

 

 

XII

 

      Are there mathematical lunacies and madmen who believe that two and two make three?  In other words, can hallucination invade the realms of pure reason - if the words do not cry out (at being joined together)?  If, when a man has fallen into habits of idleness, of daydreaming and of sloth, putting of his most important duties continually till the morrow, another man were to wake him up one morning with heavy blows of a whip and were to whip him unmercifully, until he who was unable to work for pleasure worked now for fear - would not that man, the chastiser, be his benefactor and truest friend?  Moreover, one may go so far as to affirm that pleasure itself would follow, and this with much better reason than when it is said: love comes after marriage.

      Similarly, in politics, the real saint is he who chastises and massacres the People, for the good of the People.

 

      Tuesday, May 13, 1856

 

      Take some copies to Michel.

      Write to Moun,

      to Urriès.

      to Maria Clemm.

      Send to Madame Dumay to know if Mirès ...

      That which is not slightly distorted lacks sensible appeal; from which it follows that irregularity - that is to say, the unexpected, surprise and astonishment, are an essential part and characteristic of beauty.

 

 

XIII

 

      Notes.  Squibs.  Théodore de Banville is not precisely a materialist; he gives forth light.

      His poetry represents happy hours.

      Whenever you receive a letter from a creditor write fifty lines upon some extra-terrestrial subject, and you will be saved.

      A great smile on the beautiful face of a giant.

 

 

XIV

 

      Of suicide and suicidal mania considered in their bearings upon statistics, medicine, and philosophy.

                                                                                                          BRIERE DE BOISMONT

 

      Look up the passage: To live with someone who feels towards you nothing but aversion....

      The portrait of Serenus by Seneca.  That of Stagirus by St. John Chrysostom.  Acedia, the malady of Monks.

      Taedium Vitae.

 

 

XV

 

      Squibs.  Translation and paraphrase of La Passion rapporte tout à elle.

      Spiritual and physical pleasures caused by the storm, electricity and the thunderbolt, tocsin of dark amorous memories, from the distant years.

 

 

XVI

 

      Squibs.  I have found a definition of the Beautiful, of my own conception of the Beautiful.  It is something intense and sad, something a little vague, leaving scope for conjecture.  I am ready, if you will, to apply my ideas to a sentient object, to that object, for example, which Society finds the most interesting of all, a woman's face.  A beautiful and seductive head, a woman's head, I mean, makes one dream, but in a confused fashion, at once of pleasure and of sadness; conveys an idea of melancholy, of lassitude, even of satiety - a contradictory impression, of an ardour, that is to say, and a desire for life together with a bitterness which flows back upon them as if from a sense of deprivation and hopelessness.  Mystery and regret are also characteristics of the Beautiful.

      A beautiful male head has no need to convey, to the eyes of man, at any rate - though perhaps to those of a woman - this impression of voluptuousness which, in a woman's face, is a provocation all the more attractive the more the face is generally melancholy.  But this head also will suggest ardours and passions - spiritual longings - ambitions darkly repressed - powers turned to bitterness through lack of employment - traces, sometimes, of a revengeful coldness (for the archetype of the dandy must not be forgotten here), sometimes, also - and this is one of the most interesting characteristics of Beauty - of mystery, and last of all (let me admit the exact point to which I am a modern in my aesthetics) of Unhappiness.  I do not pretend that Joy cannot associate with Beauty, but I will maintain that Joy is one of her most vulgar adornments, while Melancholy may be called her illustrious spouse - so much so that I can scarcely conceive (is my brain become a witch's mirror?) a type of Beauty which has nothing to do with Sorrow.  In pursuit of - others might say obsessed by - these ideas, it may be supposed that I have difficulty not concluding from them that the most perfect type of manly beauty is Satan - as Milton saw him.

 

 

XVII

 

      Squibs.  Auto-Idolatry.  Poetic harmony of character.  Eurhythmic of the character and the faculties.  To preserve all the faculties.  To augment all the faculties.

      A cult (Magianism, evocatory magic).

      The sacrifice and the act of dedication are the supreme formulae and symbols of barter.

      Two fundamental literary qualities, supernaturalism and irony.  The individual ocular impression, the aspect in which things present themselves to the writer - then the turn of satanic wit.  The supernatural comprises the general colour and accent - that is to say, the intensity, sonority, limpidity, vibrancy, depth and reverberation in Space and Time.

      There are moments of existence at which Time and Duration are more profound, and the Sense of Being is enormously quickened.

      Of magic as applied to the evocation of the great dead, to the restoration and perfection of health.

      Inspiration comes always when man wills it, but it does not always depart when he wishes.

      Of language and writing, considered as magical operations, evocatory magic.

      Of airs in Woman.

      The charming airs, those in which beauty consists, are:

      The blasé,

      The bored,

      The empty-headed,

      The impudent,

      The frigid,

      The introspective,

      The imperious,

      The capricious,

      The naughty,

      The ailing.

      The feline - a blend of childishness, nonchalance and malice.

      In certain semi-supernatural conditions of the spirit, the whole depths of life are revealed within the scene - no matter how commonplace - which one has before one's eyes.  This becomes its symbol.

 

      As I was crossing the boulevard, hurrying a little to avoid the carriages, my halo was dislodged and fell into the filth of the macadam.  Fortunately, I had time to recover it, but a moment later the unhappy thought slipped into my brain that this was an ill omen; and from that instant the idea would not let me alone; it has given me no peace all day.

      Of the cult of oneself as a lover - from the point of view of health, hygiene, the toilet, spiritual nobility, eloquence.

 

Self-purification and anti-humanity

      There is, in the act of love, a great resemblance to torture or to a surgical operation.

      There is, in prayer, a magical operation.  Prayer is one of the great forces of intellectual dynamism.  There is, as it were, an electric current.

      The rosary is a medium, a vehicle.  It is Prayer brought within the reach of all.

      Work - a progressive and accumulative force, yielding interest like capital, in the faculties just as much as by its fruits.

      Gambling, even when it is conducted scientifically, is an intermittent force and will be overcome, however fruitful it may be, by continuous work, however little.

      If a poet demanded from the State the right to have a few bourgeois in his stable, people would be very much astonished, but if a bourgeois asked for some roast poet, people would think it quite normal.

      That would not scandalize our wives, our daughters or our sisters.

 

      Presently he asked permission to kiss her leg, and, profiting by the occasion, he kissed that beautiful limb in such a position that her figure was sharply outlined against the setting sun!

      "Pussy, kitty, catkin, my cat, my wolf, my little monkey, big monkey, great big serpent, my little melancholy monkey."

      Such caprices of language, too often repeated, such excessive use of animal nicknames, testify to a satanic aspect in love.  Have not demons the forms of beasts?  The camel of Cazotte - camel, devil and woman.

 

      A man goes pistol-shooting, accompanied by his wife.  He sets up a doll and says to his wife: "I shall imagine that this is you."  He closes his eyes and shatters the doll.  Then he says, as he kisses his companion's hand, "Dear angel, let me thank you for my skill!"

 

      When I have inspired universal horror and disgust, I shall have conquered solitude.

      This book is not for our wives, our daughters and our sisters.  I have little to do with such things.

      There are some tortoise-like carapaces against which contempt ceases to be a pleasure.

      Many friends, many gloves - for fear of the itch.

      Those who have loved me were despised people, I might even say worthy of being despised, if I were determined to flatter the respectable.

      God is a scandal - a scandal which pays.

 

 

XVIII

 

      Squibs.  Despise the sensibility of nobody.  Each man's sensibility is his genius.

      There are only two places where one pays for the right to spend: women and public latrines.

      From a passionate concubinage one may guess at the joys of a young married couple.

      The precocious taste for women.  I used to confuse the smell of women with the smell of furs.  I remember ...  Indeed, I loved my mother for her elegance.  I was a precocious dandy.

      My ancestors, idiots or maniacs, in their solemn houses, all victims of terrible passions.

      The protestant countries lack two elements indispensable to the happiness of a well-bred man: gallantry and devotion.

      The mixture of the grotesque and the tragic is agreeable to the spirit, as are discords to the jaded ear.

      What is exhilarating in bad taste is the aristocratic pleasure of giving offence.

      Germany expresses her dreams by means of line, England by means of perspective.

      There is, in the creation of all sublime thought, a nervous concussion which can be felt in the cerebellum.

      Spain brings to religion the natural ferocity of Love.

      STYLE.  The eternal touch, eternal and cosmopolite.  Chateaubriand, Alph. Rabbe, Edgar Poe.

 

 

XIX

 

      Squibs.  Suggestions.  It is easy to guess why the rabble dislike cats.  A cat is beautiful; it suggests ideas of luxury, cleanliness, voluptuous pleasures ... etc.

 

 

XX

 

      Squibs.  A small amount of work, repeated three hundred and sixty-five times, gives three hundred and sixty-five times a small sum of money - that is to say, an enormous sum.  At the same time, glory is achieved.  [In the margin] Similarly, a crowd of small pleasures compose happiness.

      To write a pot-boiler, that is genius.  I ought to write a pot-boiler.

      A really clever remark is a masterpiece.

      The tone of Alphonse Rabbe.

      The tone of a kept woman (My beautifullest!  Oh, you fickle sex!)

      The eternal tone.

      The colouring crude, the design profoundly simplified.

      The prima donna and the butcher boy.

      My mother is fantastic; one must fear and propitiate her.

      Hilderbrand the arrogant.

      Caesarism of Napoleon III (Letter to Edgar Ney), Pope and Emperor.

 

 

XXI

 

      Squibs.  Suggestions.  To give oneself to Satan. What does this mean?

      What can be more absurd than Progress, since man, as the event of each day proves, is for ever the double and equal of man - is for ever, that is to say, in the state of primitive nature!  What perils have the forest and the prairie to compare with the daily shocks and conflicts of civilization?  Whether man ensnares his dupe upon the boulevard or pierces his victim within the trackless forests, is he not everlasting man, the most perfect of the beasts of prey?

      People tell me that I am thirty, but if I have lived three minutes in one ... am I not ninety years old?

      Is not work the salt which preserves mummified souls?

      At the beginning of a story attack the subject, no matter where, and open with some very beautiful phrases which will arouse the desire to complete it.

 

 

XXII

 

      I believe that the infinite and mysterious charm which lies in the contemplation of a ship, especially of a ship in motion, depends firstly upon its order and symmetry - primal needs of the human spirit as great as those of intricacy and harmony - and, secondly, upon the successive multiplication and generation of all the curves and imaginary figures described in space by the real elements of the object.

      The poetic idea which emerges from this operation of line in motion is an hypothesis of an immeasurably vast, complex, yet perfectly harmonized entity, of an animal being possessed of a spirit, suffering all human ambition and sighing all the sighs of men.

      You civilized peoples, who are for ever speaking foolishly about Savages and Barbarians - soon, as d'Aurevilly says, you will have become too worthless even to be idolaters.

      Stoicism, a religion which has but one sacrament: suicide!

      To conceive a sketch for a lyrical or fairy extravagance for a pantomime and to translate it into a serious romance.  To plunge the whole into a supernatural, dreamlike atmosphere - the atmosphere of the great days.  That there should be something lulling, even serene, in passion.  Regions of pure poetry.

 

      Moved by contact with those pleasures which were themselves like memories, softened by the thought of a past ill-spent, of so many faults, so many quarrels, of so many things which each must hide from the other, he began to weep; and his tears fell warm, in the darkness, upon the bare shoulder of his beloved and still charming mistress.  She trembled.  She, also, felt moved and softened.  The darkness shielded her vanity, her elegant affectation of coldness.  These two fallen creatures, who could still suffer, since a vestige of nobility remained with them, embraced impulsively, mingling, in the rain of their tears and kisses, regrets for the past with hopes, all too uncertain, for the future.  Never, perhaps, for them, as upon that night of melancholy and forgiveness, had pleasure been so sweet - a pleasure steeped in sorrow and remorse.

      Through the night's blackness, he had looked behind him into the depths of the years, then he had thrown himself into the arms of his guilty lover, to recover there the pardon he was granting her.

 

      Hugo often thinks of Prometheus.  He applies an imaginary vulture to his breast, which is seared only by the moxas of vanity.   Then, as the hallucination becomes more complex and varied, following always, however, the progressive stages which medical men describe, he believes that a fiat of Providence has substituted Jersey for St. Helena.

      This man is so little of a poet, so little spiritual, that he would disgust even a solicitor.

      Hugo, like a priest, always has his head bowed - bowed so low that he can see nothing except his own navel.

      What is not a priesthood nowadays?  Youth itself is a priesthood - according to the young.

      And what is not a prayer?  To sh- is a prayer - according to the rabble, when they sh-

      M. de Pontmartin - a man who has always the air of having just arrived from the provinces.

      Man - all mankind, that is to say - is so naturally depraved that he suffers less from universal degradation than from the establishment of a reasonable hierarchy.

      The world is about to end.  Its sole reason for continuance is that it exists.  And how feeble is this reason, compared with those which announce the contrary, particularly the following: What, under Heaven, has this world henceforth to do?  Even supposing that it continued materially to exist, would this existence be worthy of the name or the Historical Dictionary?  I do not say that the world will be reduced to the clownish shifts and disorders of a South American republic, or even that we shall perhaps return to a state of nature and roam the grassy ruins of our civilization, gun in hand, seeking our food.  No; for these adventures would require a certain remnant of vital energy, echo of earlier ages.  As a new example, as fresh victims of the inexorable moral laws, we shall perish by that which we have believed to be our means of existence.  So far will machinery have Americanized us, so far will Progress have atrophied in us all that is spiritual, that no dream of the Utopians, however bloody, sacrilegious or unnatural, will be comparable to the result.  I appeal to every thinking man to show me what remains of Life.  As for religion, I believe it useless to speak of it or to search for its relics, since to give oneself the trouble of denying God is the sole disgrace in these matters.  Ownership virtually disappeared with the suppression of the rights of the eldest son; but the time will come when humanity, like an avenging ogre, will tear their last morsel from those who believe themselves to be the legitimate heirs of revolution.  And even that will not be the worst.

      Human imagination can conceive, without undue difficulty, of republics or other communal states worthy of a certain glory, if they are directed by holy men, by certain aristocrats.  It is not, however, specifically in political institutions that the universal ruin, or the universal progress - for the name matters little - will be manifested.  That will appear in the degradation of the human heart.  Need I describe how the last vestiges of statesmanship will struggle painfully in the clutches of universal bestiality, how the governors will be forced - in maintaining themselves and erecting a phantom of order - to resort to measures which would make our men of today shudder, hardened as they are?  Then the son will run away from the family not at eighteen but at twelve, emancipated by his gluttonous precocity; he will fly not to seek heroic adventures, not to deliver a beautiful prisoner from a tower, not to immortalize a garret with sublime thoughts, but to found a business, to enrich himself and to compete with his infamous papa, to be founder and shareholder of a journal which will spread enlightenment and cause Le Siècle of that time to be considered as an instrument of superstition.  Then the erring, the déclassées, those women who have had several lovers and who are sometimes called Angels, by virtue of and in gratitude for the empty-headed frivolity which illumines, with its fortuitous light, their existences logical as evil - then these women, I say, will be nothing but a pitiless wisdom, a wisdom which condemns everything except money, everything, even the crimes of the senses.  Then, any shadow of virtue, everything indeed which is not worship of Plutus, will be brought into utter ridicule.  Justice, if, at that fortunate epoch, Justice can still exist, will deprive of their civil rights those citizens who are unable to make a fortune.  Thy spouse, O bourgeois!  Thy chaste better half, whose legitimacy seems to thee poetic - making legality to be henceforth a baseness beneath reproach - vigilant and loving guardian of thy strong-box, will be no more than the absolute type of the kept woman.  Thy daughter, with an infantile wantonness, will dream in her cradle that she sells herself for a million - and thou, thyself, O bourgeois - less of a poet even than thou art today - thou will find no fault in that, thou wilt regret nothing.  For there are some qualities in a man which grow strong and prosper only as others diminish and grow less; thanks to the progress of that age, of thy bowels of compassion nothing will remain but the guts! - That age is perhaps very near; who knows if it is not already come and if the coarseness of our perceptions is not the sole obstacle which prevents us from appreciating the nature of the atmosphere in which we breathe?

      For myself, who feel within me sometimes the absurdity of a prophet, I know that I shall never achieve the charity of a physician.  Lost in this vile world, elbowed by the crowd, I am like a worn-out man, whose eyes see, in the depths of the years behind him, only disillusionment and bitterness, ahead only a tumult in which there is nothing new, whether of enlightenment or of suffering.  In the evening, when this man has filched from his destiny a few hours of pleasure, when he is lulled by the process of digestion, forgetful - as far as possible - of the past, content with the present and resigned to the future, exhilarated by his own nonchalance and dandyism, proud that he is less base than the passers-by, he says to himself, as he contemplates the smoke of his cigar: What does it matter to me what becomes of these perceptions?

      I believe I have wandered into what those of the trade call a hors-d’oeuvre.  Nevertheless, I will let these pages stand - since I wish to record my days of anger.