James Joyce's
ULYSSES
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I
STATELY, plump Buck Mulligan came from the stairhead, bearing a
bowl of lather on which a mirror and a razor lay crossed. A yellow dressing-gown, ungirdled, was
sustained gently behind him by the mild morning air. He held the bowl aloft and intoned:
- Introibo ad altare Dei.
Halted, he peered
down the dark winding stairs and called up coarsely:
- Come up,
Kinch. Come up, you fearful jesuit.
Solemnly he came forward and mounted the round gunrest. He faced about and blessed gravely thrice the
tower, the surrounding country and the awaking mountains. Then, catching sight of Stephen Dedalus, he
bent towards him and made rapid crosses in the air, gurgling in his throat and
shaking his head. Stephen Dedalus,
displeased and sleepy, leaned his arms on the top of the staircase and looked
coldly at the shaking gurgling face that blessed him, equine in its length, and
at the light untonsured hair, grained and hued like pale oak.
Buck Mulligan peeped an instant under the mirror and then covered the bowl
smartly.
- Back to barracks,
he said sternly.
He added in a
preacher's tone:
- For this, O
dearly beloved, is the genuine Christine: body and soul and blood and
ouns. Slow music, please. Shut your eyes, gents. One moment. A little trouble about
those white corpuscles. Silence, all.
He peered sideways
up and gave a long low whistle of call, then paused awhile in rapt attention,
his even white teeth glistening here and there with
gold points. Chrysostomos. Two strong shrill whistles answered through
the calm.
- Thanks, old chap,
he cried briskly. That will do
nicely. Switch off the current, will
you?
He skipped off the
gunrest and looked gravely at his watcher, gathering about his legs the loose
folds of his gown. The plump shadowed
face and sullen oval jowl recalled a prelate, patron of arts in the middle
ages. A pleasant smile broke quietly
over his lips.
- The mockery of
it, he said gaily. Your
absurd name, an ancient Greek.
He pointed his
finger in friendly jest and went over to the parapet, laughing to himself. Stephen Dedalus stepped up, followed him
wearily halfway and sat down on the edge of the gunrest, watching him still as
he propped his mirror on the parapet, dipped the brush in the bowl and lathered
cheeks and neck.
Buck Mulligan's gay
voice went on:
- My name is absurd
too: Malachi Mulligan, two dactyls. But
it has a Hellenic ring, hasn't it? Tripping and sunny like the buck himself. We must go to Athens. Will you come if I can get the aunt to fork
out twenty quid?
He laid the brush
aside and, laughing with delight, cried:
- Will he
come? The jejune
jesuit.
Ceasing, he began
to shave with care.
- Tell me,
Mulligan, Stephen said quietly.
- Yes, my love?
- How long is
Haines going to stay in this tower?
Buck Mulligan
showed a shaven cheek over his right shoulder.
- God, isn't he
dreadful? he said frankly. A ponderous Saxon. He thinks you're not a gentleman. God, these bloody English. Bursting with money and
indigestion. Because
he comes from Oxford. You know,
Dedalus, you have the real Oxford manner.
He can't make you out. O, my name
for you is the best: Kinch, the knife-blade.
He shaved warily
over his chin.
- He was raving all
night about a black panther, Stephen said.
Where is his guncase?
- A wo(e)ful lunatic, Mulligan said. Were you in a funk?
- I was, Stephen
said with energy and growing fear. Out
here in the dark with a man I don't know raving and moaning to himself about
shooting a black panther. You saved men
from drowning. I'm not a hero,
however. If he stays on here I am off.
Buck Mulligan
frowned at the lather on his razorblade.
He hopped down from his perch and began to search his trouser pockets
hastily.
- Scutter, he cried
thickly.
He came over to the
gunrest and, thrusting a hand into Stephen's upper pocket, said:
- Lend us a loan of
your noserag to wipe my razor.
Stephen suffered
him to pull out and hold up on show by its corner a dirty crumpled
handkerchief. Buck Mulligan wiped the
razorblade neatly. Then, gazing over the
handkerchief, he said:
- The bard's
noserag. A new art colour for our Irish
poets: snotgreen. You can almost taste
it, can't you?
He mounted to the
parapet again and gazed out over Dublin bay, his fair oakpale hair stirring
slightly.
- God, he said
quietly. Isn't the sea what Algy calls
it: a grey sweet mother? The snotgreen sea. The scrotumtightening sea.
Epi oinopa ponton. Ah, Dedalus, the Greeks. I must teach you. You must read them in the original. Thalatta! Thalatta!
She is our great sweet mother. Come and look.
Stephen stood up
and went over to the parapet. Leaning on
it he looked down on the water and on the mailboat clearing the harbour mouth
of Kingstown.
- Our mighty
mother, Buck Mulligan said.
He turned abruptly
his great searching eyes from the sea to Stephen's face.
- The aunt thinks
you killed your mother, he said. That's
why she won't let me have anything to do with you.
Someone killed her,
Stephen said gloomily.
- You could have
knelt down, damn it, Kinch, when your dying mother
asked you, Buck Mulligan said. I'm
hyperborean as much as you. But to think
of your mother begging you with her last breath to
kneel down and pray for her. And you
refused. There is something sinister in you ...
He broke off and
lathered again lightly his farther cheek.
A tolerant smile curled his lips.
- But a lovely
mummer, he murmured to himself. Kinch, the loveliest mummer of them all.
He shaved evenly
and with care, in silence, seriously.
Stephen, an elbow
rested on the jagged granite, leaned his palm against his brow and gazed at the
fraying edge of his shiny black coat-sleeve.
Pain, that was not yet the pain of love, fretted his heart. Silently, in a dream she had come to him
after her death, her wasted body within its loose brown graveclothes giving off
an odour of wax and rosewood, her breath, that had bent upon him, mute,
reproachful, a faint odour of wetted ashes.
Across the threadbare cuffedge he saw the sea hailed as a great sweet
mother by the wellfed voice beside him.
The ring of bay and skyline held a dull green mass of liquid. A bowl of white china had stood beside her
deathbed holding the green sluggish bile which she had torn up from her rotting
liver by fits of loud groaning vomiting.
Buck Mulligan wiped
again his razorblade.
- Ah, poor
dogsbody, he said in a kind voice. I
must give you a shirt and a few noserags.
How are the secondhand breeks?
- They fit well
enough, Stephen answered.
Buck Mulligan
attacked the hollow beneath his underlip.
- The mockery of
it, he said contentedly, secondleg they should be. God knows what poxy bowsy left them off. I have a lovely pair with a hair stripe,
grey. You'll look spiffing in them. I'm not joking, Kinch. You look damn well when you're dressed.
- Thanks, Stephen
said. I can't wear them if they are
grey.
- He can't wear
them, Buck Mulligan told his face in the mirror. Etiquette is etiquette. He kills his mother but he can't wear grey
trousers.
He folded his razor
neatly and with stroking palps of fingers felt the smooth skin.
Stephen turned his
gaze from the sea and to the plump face with its smokeblue mobile eyes.
- That fellow I was
with in the Ship last night, said Buck Mulligan, says you have g.p.i. He's up in Dottyville with Conolly
Norman. General
paralysis of the insane.
He swept the mirror
a half circle in the air to flash the tidings abroad in sunlight now radiant on
the sea. His curling
shaven lips laughed and the edges of his white glittering teeth. Laughter seized all his
strong wellknit trunk.
- Look at yourself,
he said, you dreadful bard.
Stephen bent
forward and peered at the mirror held out to him, cleft by a crooked crack,
hair on end. As he and others see
me. Who chose this face for me? This dogsbody to rid of
vermin. It asks me too.
- I pinched it out
of the skivvy's room, Buck Mulligan said.
It does her all right. The aunt
always keeps plainlooking servants for Malachi.
Lead him not into temptation. And
her name is Ursula.
Laughing again, he
brought the mirror away from Stephen's peering eyes.
- The rage of
Caliban at not seeing his face in a mirror, he said. If Wilde were only alive to
see you.
Drawing back and
pointing, Stephen said with bitterness:
- It is a symbol of
Irish art. The cracked
lookingglass of a servant.
Buck Mulligan
suddenly linked his arm in Stephen's and walked with him round the tower, his
razor and mirror clacking in the pocket where he had thrust them.
- It's not fair to
tease you like that, Kinch, is it? he said
kindly. God knows you have more spirit
than any of them.
Parried
again. He fears the lancet of my
art as I fear that of his. The cold steelpen.
- Cracked
lookingglass of a servant. Tell that to
the oxy chap downstairs and touch him for a guinea. He's stinking with money and thinks you're
not a gentleman. His old fellow made his
tin by selling jalap to Zulus or some bloody swindle or other. God, Kinch, if you and I could only work
together we might do something for the island.
Hellenise it.
Cranly's
arm. His arm.
- And to think of
your having to beg from these swine. I'm
the only one that knows what you are.
Why don't you trust me more? What
have you up your nose against me? Is it
Haines? If he makes any noise here I'll
bring down Seymour and we'll give him a ragging worse than they gave Clive
Kempthorpe.
Young shouts of
moneyed voices in Clive Kempthorpe's rooms.
Palefaces: they hold their ribs with laughter, one clasping another, O,
I shall expire! Break the news to her
gently, Aubrey! I shall die! With slit ribbons of his shirt whipping the
air he hops and hobbles round the table, with trousers down at heels, chased by
Ades of Magdalen with the tailor's shears.
A scared calf's face gilded with marmalade. I don't want to be debagged! Don't you play the giddy ox with me!
Shouts
from the open window startling evening in the quadrangle. A deaf gardener, aproned, masked with Matthew
Arnold's face, pushes his mower on the sombre lawn watching narrowly the
dancing motes of grasshalms.
To
ourselves ... new paganism ... omphalos.
- Let him stay,
Stephen said. There's nothing wrong with
him except at night.
- Then what is it?
Buck Mulligan asked impatiently. Cough
it up. I'm quite frank with you. What have you against me now?
They halted,
looking towards the blunt cape of Bray Head that lay on the water like the
snout of a sleeping whale. Stephen freed
his arm quietly.
- Do you wish me to
tell you? he asked.
- Yes, what is it?
Buck Mulligan answered. I don't remember
anything.
He looked in
Stephen's face as he spoke. A light wind
passed his brow, fanning softly his fair uncombed hair and stirring silver
points of anxiety in his eyes.
Stephen, depressed
by his own voice, said:
- Do you remember
the first day I went to your house after my mother's death?
Buck Mulligan
frowned quickly and said:
What? Where?
I can't remember anything. I
remember only ideas and sensations. Why? What happened in the name of God?
- You were making
tea, Stephen said, and I went across the landing to get more hot water. Your mother and some visitor came out of the
drawingroom. She asked you who was in
your room.
- Yes? Buck
Mulligan said. What did I say? I forget.
- You said, Stephen
answered, O, it's only Dedalus whose mother is
beastly dead.
A flush which made
him seem younger and more engaging rose to Buck Mulligan's cheek.
- Did I say that? he asked. Well? What harm is that?
He shook his
constraint from him nervously.
- And what is
death, he asked, your mother's or yours or my own? You saw only your mother die. I see them pop off every day in the Mater and
Richmond and cut up into tripes in the dissecting room. It's a beastly thing and nothing else. It simply doesn't matter. You wouldn't kneel down and pray for your
mother on her deathbed she asked you.
Why? Because you have the cursed
jesuit strain in you, only it's injected the wrong way. To me it's all a mockery and beastly. Her cerebral lobes are not functioning. She calls the doctor Sir Peter Teazle and
picks buttercups off the quilt. Humour
her till it's over. You crossed her last
wish in death and yet you sulk with me because I don't whinge like some hired
mute from Lalouette's. Absurd! I suppose I did say it. I didn't mean to offend the memory of your
mother.
He had spoken
himself into boldness. Stephen,
shielding the gaping wounds which the words had left in his heart, said very
coldly:
- I am not thinking
of the offence to my mother.
- Of what, then?
Buck Mulligan asked.
- Of the offence to
me, Stephen answered.
Buck Mulligan swung
round on his heel.
- O, an impossible
person! he exclaimed.
He walked off
quickly round the parapet. Stephen stood
at his post, gazing over the calm sea towards the headland. Sea and headland now grew dim. Pulses were beating in his eyes, veiling
their sight, and he felt the fever of his cheeks.
A voice within the
tower called loudly:
- Are you up there,
Mulligan?
- I'm coming, Buck
Mulligan answered.
He turned towards
Stephen and said:
- Look at the
sea. What does it care about
offences? Chuck Loyola, Kinch, and come
on down. The Sassenach wants his morning
rashers.
His head halted
again for a moment at the top of the staircase, level with the roof.
- Don't mope over
it all day, he said. I'm
inconsequent. Give up the moody
brooding.
His head vanished
but the drone of his descending voice boomed out of the stairhead:
And no more turn
aside and brood
Upon love's bitter
mystery
For Fergus rules the brazen cars.
Woodshadows floated
silently by through the morning peace from the stairhead seaward where he
gazed. Inshore and farther out the mirror
of water whitened, spurned by lightshod hurrying feet. White breast of the dim
sea. The twining stresses, two by
two. A hand plucking the harpstrings
merging their twining cords. Wavewhite
wedded words shimmering on the dim tide.
A cloud began to cover
the sun slowly, shadowing the bay in deeper green. It lay behind him, a bowl of bitter
waters. Fergus' song: I sang it alone in
the house, holding down the long dark chords.
Her door was open: she wanted to hear my music. Silent with awe and pity I went to her
bedside. She was crying in her wretched
bed. For those words, Stephen: love's
bitter mystery.
Where now?
Her secrets: old
feather fans, tasselled dancecards, powdered with musk, a gaud of amber beads
in her locked drawer. A birdcage hung in
the sunny window of her house when she was a girl. She heard old Royce sing in the pantomime of
Turko the terrible and laughed with other when he sang:
I am the boy
That can enjoy
Invisibility.
Phantasmal mirth,
folded away: muskperfumed.
And no more turn aside and brood.
Folded
away in the memory of nature with her toys. Memories beset with brooding brain. Her glass of water from the
kitchen tap when she had approached the sacrament. A cored apple, filled with brown sugar,
roasting for her at the hob on a dark autumn evening. Her shapely fingernails reddened by the blood
of squashed lice from the children's shirts.
In a dream,
silently, she had come to him, her wasted body within its loose graveclothes
giving off an odour of wax and rosewood, her breath bent over him with mute
secret words, a faint odour of wetted ashes.
Her
glazing eyes, staring out of death, to shake and bend my soul. On me alone. The ghostcandle to light
her agony. Ghostly
light on the tortured face. Her
hoarse loud breath rattling in horror, while all prayed on their knees. Her eyes on me to strike me
down. Liliata
rutilantium te confessorum turma circumdet:
iubilantium te virginum chorus excipiat.
Ghoul! Chewer of corpses!
No, mother. Let me be and let me live.
- Kinch ahoy!
Buck Mulligan's
voice sang from within the tower. It
came nearer up the staircase, calling again.
Stephen, still trembling at his soul's cry, heard warm
running sunlight and in the air behind him friendly words.
- Dedalus, come
down, like a good mosey. Breakfast is
ready. Haines is apologizing for waking
us last night. It's all right.
- I'm coming,
Stephen said, turning.
- Do, for Jesus'
sake, Buck Mulligan said. For my sake and for all our sakes.
His head
disappeared and reappeared.
- I told him your
symbol of Irish art. He says it's very
clever. Touch him for a quid, will
you? A guinea, I mean.
- I get paid this
morning, Stephen said.
- The school kip?
Buck Mulligan said. How much? Four quid? Lend us one.
- If you want it,
Stephen said.
- Four shining
sovereigns, Buck Mulligan cried with delight.
We'll have a glorious drunk to astonish the druidy druids. Four omnipotent sovereigns.
He flung up his
hands and tramped down the stone stairs, singing out of tune with a Cockney
accent:
O, won't we have
a merry time
Drinking whisky, beer and wine,
On Coronation,
Coronation day?
O, won't we have a merry time
On coronation day?
Warm
sunshine merrying over the sea.
The nickel shavingbowl shone, forgotten, on the parapet. Why should I bring it down? Or leave it there all day, forgotten
friendship?
He went over to it,
held it in his hands awhile, feeling its coolness, smelling the clammy slaver
of the lather in which the brush was stuck.
So I carried the boat of incense then at Clongowes. I am another now and yet the same. A servant too. A server of a servant.
In the gloomy domed
livingroom of the tower Buck Mulligan's gowned form moved briskly about the
hearth to and fro, hiding and revealing its yellow glow. Two shafts of soft daylight fell across the
flagged floor from the high barbicans: and at the meeting of their rays a cloud
of coalsmoke and fumes of fried grease floated, turning.
- We'll, be choked,
Buck Mulligan said. Haines,
open that door, will you?
Stephen laid the
shavingbowl on the locker. A tall figure
rose from the hammock where it had been sitting, went to the doorway and pulled
open the inner doors.
- Have you the key?
a voice asked.
- Dedalus has it,
Buck Mulligan said. Janey Mack, I'm
choked. He howled without looking up
from the fire:
- Kinch!
- It's in the lock,
Stephen said, coming forward.
The key scraped
round harshly twice and, when the heavy door had been set ajar, welcome light
and bright air entered. Haines stood at
the doorway, looking out. Stephen haled
his upended valise to the table and sat down to wait. Buck Mulligan tossed the fry on to the dish
beside him. Then he carried the dish and
a large teapot over to the table, set them down heavily and sighed with relief.
- I'm melting, he
said, as the candle remarked when ... But hush.
Not a word more on that subject.
Kinch, wake up. Bread, butter, honey.
Haines, come in. The grub is
ready. Bless us, O Lord, and these thy
gifts. Where's the sugar? O, jay, there's no milk.
Stephen fetched the
loaf and the pot of honey and the buttercooler from the locker. Buck Mulligan sat down in a sudden pet.
- What sort of a
kip is this? he said.
I told her to come after eight.
- We can drink it
black, Stephen said. There's a lemon in
the locker.
- O, damn you and your Paris fads, Buck Mulligan said. I want Sandycove milk.
Haines came in from
the doorway and said quietly:
- That woman is
coming up with the milk.
- The blessings of
God on you, Buck Mulligan cried, jumping up from his chair. Sit down.
Pour out the tea there. The sugar
is in the bag. Here, I can't go fumbling
at the damned eggs. He hacked through
the fry on the dish and slapped it out on three plates, saying:
- In nomine Patris et Filii et
Spiritus Sancti.
Haines sat down to
pour out the tea.
- I'm giving you
two lumps each, he said. but, I say, Mulligan, you do make strong tea, don't you?
Buck Mulligan,
hewing thick slices from the loaf, said in an old woman's wheedling voice:
- When I makes tea I makes tea, as old mother Grogan said. And when I makes
water I makes water.
- By Jove, it is
tea, Haines said.
Buck Mulligan went
on hewing and wheedling:
- So I do, Mrs Cahill, says she. Begob, ma'am, says
Mrs Cahill, Godsend you don't make them in the one
pot.
He lunged towards
his messmates in turn a thick slice of bread, impaled on his knife.
- That's folk, he
said very earnestly, for your book, Haines.
Five lines of text and ten pages of notes about the
folk and the fishgods of Dundrum.
Printed by the weird sisters in the year of the big
wind.
He turned to
Stephen and asked in a fine puzzled voice, lifting his brows:
Can you recall,
brother, is mother Grogan's tea and water pot spoken of in the Mabinogion or is
it in the Upanishads?
- I doubt it, said
Stephen gravely.
- Do you now? Buck
Mulligan said in the same tone. Your
reasons, pray?
- I fancy, Stephen
said as he ate, it did not exist in or out of the Mabinogion. Mother Grogan was, one imagines, a kinswoman
of Mary Ann.
Buck Mulligan's
face smiled with delight.
Charming, he said
in a finical sweet voice, showing his white teeth and blinking his eyes
pleasantly. Do you think she was? Quite charming.
Then, suddenly
overclouding all his features, he growled in a hoarsened rasping voice as he
hewed again vigorously at the loaf:
- For old Mary Ann
She doesn't care a damn,
But, hising up her petticoats
...
He crammed his
mouth with fry and munched and droned.
The doorway was
darkened by an entering form.
- The milk, sir.
- Come in, ma'am,
Mulligan said. Kinch, get the jug.
An old woman came
forward and stood by Stephen's elbow.
- That's a lovely
morning, sir, she said. Glory be to God.
- to whom? Mulligan said, glancing at her. Ah, to be sure.
Stephen reached
back and took the milkjug from the locker.
- The islanders,
Mulligan said to Haines casually, speak frequently of the collector of
prepuces.
- How much, sir? asked the old woman.
- A quart, Stephen
said.
He watched her pour
into the measure and thence into the jug rich white milk, not hers. Old shrunken paps. She poured again a measureful and a tilly. Old and secret
she had entered from a morning world, maybe a messenger. She praised the goodness of the milk, pouring
it out. Crouching by a
patient cow at daybreak in the lush field, a witch on her toadstool, her
wrinkled fingers quick at the squirting dugs. They lowed about her whom they knew, dewsilky
cattle. Silk of the kine and poor old woman,
names given her in old times. A wandering crone, lowly form of an immortal serving her conqueror
and her gay betrayer, their common cuckquean, a messenger from the secret
morning. To
serve or to upbraid, whether he could not tell: but scorned to beg her favour.
- It is indeed,
ma'am, Buck Mulligan said, pouring milk into their cups.
Taste it, sir, she
said.
He drank at her
bidding.
- If we could only
love on good food like that, he said to her somewhat loudly. Living in a bogswamp, eating cheap food and
the streets paved with dust, horsedung and consumptives' spits.
- Are you a medical
student, sir? the old woman asked.
- I am ma'am, Buck
Mulligan answered.
Stephen listened in
scornful silence. She bows her old head
to a voice that speaks to her loudly, her bonesetter, her medicineman; me she
slights. To the voice that will shrive
and oil for the grave all there is of her but her woman's unclean loins, of
man's flesh made not in God's likeness, the serpent's prey. And to the loud voice that now bids her be
silent with wondering unsteady eyes.
- Do you understand
what he says? Stephen asked her.
- Is it French you
are talking, sir? the old woman said to Haines.
Haines spoke to her
again a longer speech, confidently.
- Irish, Buck
Mulligan said. Is there Gaelic on you?
- I thought it was
Irish, she said, by the sound of it. Are
you from west, sir?
- I am an
Englishman, Haines answered.
- He's English,
Buck Mulligan said, and he thinks we ought to speak Irish in Ireland.
- Sure we ought to,
the old woman said, and I'm ashamed I don't speak the language myself. I'm told it's a grand language by them that knows.
- Grand is no name
for it, said Buck Mulligan. Wonderful entirely.
Fill us out some more tea, Kinch.
Would you like a cup, ma'am?
- No, thank you,
sir, the old woman said, slipping the ring of the milkcan on her forearm and
about to go.
Haines said to her:
- Have you your
bill? We had better pay her, Mulligan,
hadn't we?
Stephen filled the
three cups.
- Bill, sir? she said, halting.
Well, it's seven mornings a pint at twopence is
seven twos is a shilling and twopence over and these three mornings a quart at
fourpence is three quarts is a shilling and one and two is two and two, sir.
Buck Mulligan sighed
and having filled his mouth with a crust thickly buttered on both sides,
stretched forth his legs and began to search his trouser pockets.
- Pay up and look
pleasant, Haines said to him smiling.
Stephen filled a
third cup, a spoonful of tea colouring faintly the thick rich milk. Buck Mulligan brought up a florin, twisted it
round in his fingers and cried:
- A miracle!
He passed it along
the table towards the old woman, saying:
- Ask nothing more
of me, sweet. All I can give you I give.
Stephen laid the
coin in her uneager hand.
- We'll owe
twopence, he said.
- Time enough, sir,
she said, taking the coin. Time enough. Good
morning, sir.
She curtseyed and
went out, followed by Buck Mulligan's tender chant:
- Heart of my heart, were it more,
More would be laid at your feet.
He turned to
Stephen and said:
- Seriously,
Dedalus. I'm stony. Hurry out to your school kip and bring us
back some money. Today the bards must
drink and junket. Ireland expects that
every man this day will do his duty.
- That reminds me,
Haines said, rising, that I have to visit your national library today.
- Our swim first,
Buck Mulligan said.
He turned to
Stephen and asked blandly:
- Is this the day
for your monthly wash, Kinch?
Then he said to
Haines:
- The unclean bard
makes a point of washing once a month.
- All Ireland is
washed by the gulfstream, Stephen said as he let honey trickle over a slice of
the loaf.
Haines from the
corner where he was knotting easily a scarf about the loose collar of his
tennis shirt spoke:
- I intend to make
a collection of your sayings if you will let me.
Speaking
to me. They wash and tub and
scrub. Agenbite of
inwit. Conscience. Yet here's the spot.
- That one about
the cracked lookingglass of a servant being the symbol of Irish art is deuced
good.
Buck Mulligan
kicked Stephen's foot under the table and said with warmth of tone:
- Wait till you
hear him on Hamlet, Haines.
- Well, I mean it,
Haines said, still speaking to Stephen. I was just thinking of it when that poor old
creature came in.
- Would I make
money by it? Stephen asked.
Haines laughed and,
as he took his soft grey hat from the holdfast of the hammock, said:
-
I don't know, I'm sure.
He strolled out to
the doorway. Buck Mulligan bent across
to Stephen and said with coarse vigour:
- You put your hoof
in it now. What did you say that for?
- Well? Stephen
said. The problem is to get money. From whom? From the milkwoman or from
him. It's a toss up, I think.
- I blow him out
about you, Buck Mulligan said, and then you come along with your lousy leer and
your gloomy jesuit jibes.
- I see little
hope, Stephen said, from her or from him.
Buck Mulligan
sighed tragically and laid his hand on Stephen's arm.
- From me, Kinch,
he said.
In a suddenly
changed tone he added:
- To tell you the
God's truth, I think you're right. Damn
all else they are good for. Why don't
you play them as I do? To hell with them all.
Let us get out of the kip.
He stood up,
gravely ungirdled and disrobed himself of his gown, saying resignedly:
- Mulligan is
stripped of his garments.
He emptied his
pockets on to the table.
- There's your
snotrag, he said.
And putting on his
stiff collar and rebellious tie, he spoke to them, chiding them, and to his
dangling watchchain. His hands plunged
and rummaged in his trunk while he called for a clean handkerchief. Agenbite of inwit. God, we'll simply have to dress the
character. I want puce gloves and green
boots. Contradiction. Do I contradict myself? Very well then, I contradict myself. Mercurial Malachi. A limp black missile flew out of his talking
hands.
- And there's your
Latin quarter hat, he said.
Stephen picked it
up and put it on. Haines called to them
from the doorway:
- Are you coming,
you fellows?
- I'm ready, Buck
Mulligan answered, going towards the door.
Come out, Kinch. You have eaten
all we left, I suppose. Resigned he
passed out with grave words and gait, saying, wellnigh with sorrow:
- And going forth
he met Butterly.
Stephen, taking his
ashplant from its leaningplace, followed them out and said, as they went down
the ladder, pulled to the slow iron door and locked it. He put the huge key in his inner pocket.
At the foot of the ladder
Buck Mulligan asked:
Did you bring the
key?
- I have it,
Stephen said, preceding them.
He walked on. Behind him he heard Buck Mulligan club with
his heavy bathtowel the leader shoots of ferns or grasses.
- Down, sir. How dare you, sir?
Haines asked:
- Do you pay rent
for this tower?
- Twelve quid, Buck
Mulligan said.
- To the secretary
of state for war, Stephen added over his shoulder.
They halted while
Haines surveyed the tower and said at last:
- Rather bleak in
wintertime, I should say. Martello you
call it?
- Billy Pitt had
them built, Buck Mulligan said, when the French were on the sea. But ours is the omphalos.
- What is your idea
of Hamlet? Haines asked Stephen.
- No, no, Buck
Mulligan shouted in pain. I'm not equal
to Thomas Aquinas and the fiftyfive reasons he has made to prop it up. Wait till I have a few pints in me first.
He turned to
Stephen, saying as he pulled down neatly the peaks of his primrose waistcoat:
- You couldn't manage
it under three pints, Kinch, could you?
- It has waited so long, Stephen said listlessly, it can wait longer.
- You pique my
curiosity, Haines said amiably. Is it
some paradox?
- Pooh! Buck
Mulligan said. We have grown out of
Wilde and paradoxes. It's quite
simple. He proves by algebra that
Hamlet's grandson is Shakespear's grandfather and that
he himself is the ghost of his own father.
- What? Haines
said, beginning to point at Stephen. He himself?
Buck Mulligan slung
his towel stolewise round his neck and, bending in loose laughter, said to
Stephen's ear:
- O, shade of Kinch
the elder! Japhet in search of a father!
- We're always
tired in the morning, Stephen said to Haines.
And it is rather long to tell.
Buck Mulligan,
walking forward again, raised his hands.
- The sacred pint
along can unbind the tongue of Dedalus, he said.
- I mean to say,
Haines explained to Stephen as they followed, this tower and these cliffs here
remind me somehow of Elsinore. That beetles o'er his base into the sea, isn't
it?
Buck Mulligan
turned suddenly for an instant towards Stephen but did not speak. In the bright silent instant Stephen saw his
own image in cheap dusty mourning between their gay attires.
- It's a wonderful
tale, Haines said, bringing them to halt again.
Eyes, pale as the
sea the wind had freshened, paler, firm and prudent. The seas' ruler, he gazed southward over the
bay, empty save for the smokeplume of the mailboat, vague on the bright
skyline, and a sail tacking by the Muglins.
- I read a
theological interpretation of it somewhere, he said bemused. The Father and the Son
idea. The Son
striving to be atoned with the Father.
Buck Mulligan at
once put on a blithe broadly smiling face.
He looked at them, his wellshaped mouth open happily, his eyes, from
which he had suddenly withdrawn all shrewd sense, blinking with mad
gaiety. He moved a doll's head to and
fro, the brims of his Panama hat quivering, and began to chant in a quiet happy
foolish voice:
- I'm the
queerest young fellow that ever you heard.
My mother's a jew, my
father's a bird.
With Joseph the joiner I cannot agree,
So here's to disciples and
Calvary.
He held up a forefinger of warning.
-
If anyone thinks that I amn't divine
He'll get no free drinks when I'm making the
wine
But have to drink water and wish it were
plain
That I make when the wine becomes water
again.
He
tugged swiftly at Stephen's ashplant in farewell and, running forward to a brow
of the cliff, fluttered his hands at his sides like fins or wings of one about
to rise in the air, and chanted:
- Goodbye, now, goodbye. Write down all I said
And tell Tom, Dick and Harry I rose from the
dead.
What's bred in the bone cannot fail me to
fly.
And Olivet's breezy ... Goodbye, now,
goodbye.
He capered before
them down towards the fortyfoot hole, fluttering his winglike hands, leaping
nimbly, Mercury's hat quivering in the fresh wing that bore back to them his
brief birdlike cries.
Haines, who had
been laughing guardedly, walked on beside Stephen and said:
- We oughtn't to
laugh, I suppose. He's rather
blasphemous. I'm not a believer myself,
that is to say. Still his gaiety takes
the harm out of it somehow, doesn't it?
What did he call it? Joseph the Joiner?
- The ballad of
Joking Jesus, Stephen answered.
- O, Haines said,
you have heard it before?
- Three times a
day, after meals, Stephen said drily.
- You're not a
believer, are you? Haines asked. I mean, a believer in the narrow sense of the word. Creation from nothing and
miracles and a personal God.
- There's only one
sense of the word, it seems to me, Stephen said.
- Haines stopped to
take out a smooth silver case in which twinkled a green stone. He sprang it open with his thumb and offered
it.
- Thank you,
Stephen said, taking a cigarette.
Haines helped
himself and snapped the case to. He put
it back in his sidepocket and took from his waistcoatpocket a nickel tinderbox,
sprang it open too, and, having lit his cigarette, held the flaming spunk
towards Stephen in the shell of his hands.
- Yes, of course,
he said, as they went on again. Either
you believe or you don't, isn't it?
Personally I couldn't stomach that idea of a personal God. You don't stand for that, I suppose?
- You behold in me,
Stephen said with grim displeasure, a horrible example of free thought.
He walked on,
waiting to be spoken to, trailing his ashplant by his side. Its ferrule followed lightly on the path,
squealing at his heels. My familiar, after me, calling Steeeeeeeeeephen. A wavering line along the
path. They will walk on it
tonight, coming here in the dark. He want that key. It is
mine, I paid the rent. Now I eat his
salt bread. Give him the key too. All. He will ask for it. That was in his eyes.
- After all, Haines
began ...
Stephen turned and
saw that the cold gaze which had measured him was not
all unkind.
- After all, I
should think you are able to free yourself.
You are your own master, it seems to me.
- I am the servant
of two masters, Stephen said, an English and an
Italian.
- Italian? Haines
said.
A
crazy queen, old and jealous.
Kneel down before me.
- And a third,
Stephen said, there is who wants me for odd jobs.
Italian?
Haines said again. What do you mean?
- The imperial
British state, Stephen answered, his colour rising, and the holy Roman catholic
and apostolic church.
Haines detached
from his underlip some fibres of tobacco before he spoke.
I can quite understand
that, he said calmly. An Irishman must
think like that, I daresay. We feel in
England that we have treated you rather unfairly. It seems history is to blame.
The proud potent
titles clanged over Stephen's memory the triumph of their brazen bells: et unam sanctam catholicam et apostolicam ecclesiam: the
slow growth and change of rite and dogma like his own rare thoughts, a
chemistry of stars. Symbol of the
apostles in the mass for pope Marcellus, the voices
blended, singing alone loud in affirmation: and behind their chant the vigilant
angel of the church militant disarmed and menaced her heresiarchs. A horde of heresies fleeing with mitres awry:
Photius and the brood of mockers of whom Mulligan was one, and Arius, warring
his life long upon the consubstantiality of the Son with the Father, and
Valentine, spurning Christ's terrene body, and the subtle African heresiarch
Sabellius who held that the Father was Himself His own Son. Words Mulligan had spoken a moment since in
mockery to the stranger. Idle mockery. The
void awaits surely all them that weave the wind: a menace, a disarming and a
worsting from those embattled angels of the church, Michael's host, who defend
her ever in the hour of conflict with their lances and their shields.
Hear, hear. Prolonged applause. Zut! Nom de Dieu!
- Of course I'm a
Britisher, Haines' voice said, and I feel as one. I don't want to see my country fall into the
hands of German jews either. That's our national problem,
I'm afraid, just now.
Two men stood at
the verge of the cliff, watching: businessman, boatman.
She's making for
Bullock harbour.
The boatman nodded
towards the north of the bay with some disdain.
- There's five
fathoms out there, he said. It'll be
swept up that way when the tide comes in about one. It's nine days
today.
The
man that was drowned. A sail veering about the blank bay waiting for a swollen bundle to
bob up, roll over to the sun a puffy face, salt white. Here I am.
They followed the
winding path down to the creek. Buck Mulligan
stood on a stone, in shirtsleeves, his unclipped tie rippling over his
shoulder. A young man clinging to a spur
of rock near him moved slowly frogwise his green legs in the deep jelly of the
water.
- Is the brother
with you, Malachi?
- Down in Westmeath. With the Bannons.
- Still there? I got a card from Bannon. Says he found a sweet young thing down
there. Photo girl he calls her.
- Snapshot,
eh? Brief exposure.
Buck Mulligan sat
down to unlace his boots. An elderly man
shot up near the spur of rock a blowing red face. He scrambled up by the stones, water
glistening on his pate and on its garland of grey hair, water rilling over his
chest and paunch and spilling jets out of his black sagging loincloth.
Buck Mulligan made
way for him to scramble past and, glancing at Haines and Stephen, crossed
himself piously with his thumbnail at brow and lips and breastbone.
- Seymour's back in
town, the young man said, grasping again his spur of rock. Chucked medicine and going in for the army.
- Ah, go to God,
Buck Mulligan said.
- Going over next
week to stew. You know that red Carlisle
girl, Lily?
- Yes.
- Spooning with him
last night on the pier. The father is
rotto with money.
- Is she up the
pole?
- Better ask
Seymour that.
- Seymour a
bleeding officer, Buck Mulligan said.
He nodded to
himself as he drew off his trousers and stood up, saying tritely:
- Redheaded women
buck like goats.
He broke off in
alarm, feeling his side under his flapping shirt.
- My twelfth rip is
gone, he cried. I'm the Uebermench. Toothless Kinch and I, the supermen.
He struggled out of
his shirt and flung it behind him to where his clothes lay.
- Are you going in
here, Malachi?
- Yes. Make room in the bed.
The young man
shoved himself backward through the water and reached the middle of the creek
in two long clean strokes. Haines sat
down on a stone, smoking.
- Are you not
coming in? Buck Mulligan asked.
- Later on, Haines
said. Not on my breakfast.
Stephen turned
away.
- I'm going, Mulligan,
he said.
- Give us that key,
Kinch, Buck Mulligan said, to keep my chemise flat.
Stephen handed him
the key. Buck Mulligan laid it across
his heaped clothes.
- And twopence, he
said, for a pint. Throw it there.
Stephen threw two
pennies on the soft heap. Dressing, undressing.
Buck Mulligan
erect, with joined hands before him, said solemnly:
- He who stealeth
from the poor lendeth to the Lord. Thus
spoke Zarathustra.
His plump body
plunged.
- We'll see you
again, Haines said, turning as Stephen walked up the path and smiling at wild
Irish.
Horn
of a bull, hoof of a horse, smile of a Saxon.
- The Ship, Buck
Mulligan cried. Half
twelve.
He walked along the
upwardcurving path.
Liliata
rutilantium
Turma circumdet
Iubilantium te
virginum.
The
priest's grey nimbus in a niche where he dressed discreetly. I will not sleep here tonight. Home also I cannot go.
A voice, sweettoned
and sustained, called to him from the sea.
Turning the curve he waved his hand.
It called again. A sleek brown head, a seal's, far out on the water, round.
Usurper.
____________________
YOU, Cochrane, what city sent for him?
- Tarantum, sir.
- Very good. Well?
- There was a
battle, sir.
- Very good. Where?
The boy's blank
face asked the blank window.
Fabled
by the daughters of memory. And
yet it was in some way if not as memory fabled it. A phrase, then, of
impatience, thud of Blake's wings of excess. I hear the ruin of all space, shattered glass
and toppling masonry, and time one livid final flame. What's left us then?
- I forget the
place, sir. 279 B.C.
- Asculum, Stephen
said, glancing at the name and date in the gorescarred book.
- Yes, sir. And he said: Another victory like that and
we are done for.
That phrase the
world had remembered. A
dull ease of the mind. From a
hill above a corpsestrewn plain a general speaking to his officers, leaned upon
his spear. Any general
to any officers. They lend ear.
- You, Armstrong,
Stephen said. What was the end of
Pyrrhus?
- End of Pyrrhus,
sir?
- I know, sir. Ask me, sir, Comyn said.
- Wait. You, Armstrong. Do you know anything about Pyrrus?
A bag of figrolls
lay snugly in Armstrong's satchel. He
curled them between his palms at whiles and swallowed them softly. Crumbs adhered to the tissues of his
lips. A sweetened boy's breath. Welloff people, proud that their eldest son was in the navy. Vico Road, Dalkey.
- Pyrrus, sir? Pyrrus, a pier.
All laughed. Mirthless high malicious
laughter. Armstrong looked round
at his classmates, silly glee in profile.
In a moment they will laugh more loudly, aware of my lack of rule and of
the fees their papas pay.
- Tell me now,
Stephen said, poking the boy's shoulder with the book, what is a pier.
- A pier, sir,
Armstrong said. A
think out in the waves. A kind of bridge. Kingstown pier, sir.
Some laughed again:
mirthless but with meaning. Two in the
back bench whispered. Yes. They knew: had never learned nor ever been
innocent. All. With envy he watched their faces. Edith, Ethel, Gerty, Lily. Their likes: their breathes,
too, sweetened with tea and jam, their bracelets tittering in the struggle.
- Kingstown pier,
Stephen said. Yes, a disappointed
bridge.
The words troubled
their gaze.
- How, sir? Comyn
asked. A bridge is across a river.
For
Haines's chapbook. No-one here to hear.
Tonight deftly amid wild drink and talk, to pierce the polished mail of
his mind. What then? A jester at the court of his master, indulged
and disesteemed, winning a clement master's praise. What had they chosen all that part? Not wholly for the smooth caress. For them too history was a tale like any
other too often heard, their land a pawnshop.
Had Pyrrus not fallen
by a beldam's hand in Argos or Julius Caesar not been knifed to death? They are not to be thought away. Time has branded them and fettered they are
lodged in the room of the infinite possibilities they have ousted. But can those have been possible seeing that
they never were? Or was that only
possible which came to pass? Weave,
weaver of the wind.
- Tell us a story,
sir.
- Oh, do, sir, a
ghoststory.
Where do you begin
in this? Stephen asked, opening another book.
- Weep no more,
Comyn said.
- Go on then,
Talbot.
- And the history,
sir?
- After, Stephen
said. Go on, Talbot.
A swarthy boy
opened a book and propped it nimbly under the breastwork of his satchel. He recited jerks of verse with odd glances at
the text:
- Weep
no more, wo(e)ful shepherd, weep no more
For Lycidas, your sorrow, is not dead,
Sunk though he be beneath the watery floor ...
It must be a
movement then, an actuality of the possible as possible. Aristotle's phrase formed itself within the
gabbled verses and floated out into the studious silence of the library of
Saint Genevieve where he had read, sheltered from the sin of Paris, night by
night. By his elbow a delicate Siamese
conned a handbook of strategy. Fed and
feeding brains about me: under glowlamps, impaled, with faintly beating
feelers: and in my mind's darkness a sloth of the underworld, reluctant, shy of
brightness, shifting her dragon scaly folds.
Thought is the thought of thought.
Tranquil brightness. The soul is in a manner all that is: the soul
is the form of forms. Tranquillity
sudden, vast, candescent: form of forms.
Talbot repeated:
- Through
the dear might of Him that walked the waves
Through the dear might ...
- Turn over,
Stephen said quietly. I don't see
anything.
- What, sir? Talbot
asked simply, bending forward.
His hand turned the
page over. He leaned back and went on
again, having just remembered. Of him
that walked the waves. Here also over
these craven hearts his shadow lies and on the
scoffer's heart and lips and on mine. It
lies upon their eager faces who offered him a coin of the tribute. To Caesar what is Caesar's and to God what is
God's. A long look
from dark eyes, a riddling sentence to be woven and woven on the church's
looms. Ay.
Riddle
me, riddle me, randy ro.
My
father gave me seeds to sow.
Talbot slid his
closed book into his satchel.
- Have I heard all?
Stephen asked.
- Yes, sir. Hockey at ten, sir.
- Half day,
sir. Thursday.
- Who can answer a
riddle? Stephen asked.
They bundled their
books away, pencils clacking, pages rustling.
Crowding together they strapped and buckled their satchels, all gabbling
gaily:
- A riddle,
sir? Ask me, sir.
- O, ask me, sir.
- A hard one, sir.
- This is the
riddle, Stephen said.
The cock crew
The sky was blue:
The bells in heaven
Were striking eleven.
Tis time for this poor soul
To go to heaven.
- What is that?
- What, sir?
- Again, sir. We didn't hear.
Their eyes grew
bigger as the lines were repeated. After
a silence Cochrane said:
- What is it,
sir? We give it up.
Stephen, his throat
itching, answered:
- The fox burying
his grandmother under a hollybush.
He stood up and
gave a shout of nervous laughter to which their cried echoed dismay.
A stick struck the
door and a voice in the corridor called:
- Hockey!
They broke asunder,
sidling out of their benches, leaping them.
Quickly they were gone and from the lumberroom came the rattle of sticks
and clamour of their boots and tongues.
Sargent who alone
had lingered came forward slowly, showing an open copybook. His tangled hair and scraggy neck gave
witness of unreadiness and through his misty glasses weak eyes looked up
pleading. On his cheek, dull and
bloodless, a soft stain of ink lay, dateshaped, recent
and damp as a snail's bed.
He held out his
copybook. The word Sums was
written on the headline. Beneath were
sloping figures and at the foot a crooked signature with blind loops and a
blot. Cyril Sargent: his name and seal.
- Mr Deasy told me
to write them out all again, he said, and show them to you, sir.
Stephen touched the
edges of the book. Futility.
- Do you understand
how to do them now? he asked.
- Numbers eleven to
fifteen, Sargent answered. My Deasy said
I was to copy them off the board, sir.
Can you do them
yourself? Stephen asked.
- No, sir.
Ugly and futile:
lean neck and tangled hair and a stain of ink, a snail's bed. Yet someone had loved him, borne him in her
arms and in her heart. But for her the
race of the world would have trampled him underfoot, a squashed boneless
snail. She had loved his weak watery
blood drained from her own. Was that
then real? The only
true thing in life? His mother's
prostrate body the fiery Columbanus in holy zeal bestrode. She was no more: the trembling skeleton of a
twig burnt in the fire, an odour of rosewood and wetted ashes. She had saved him from being trampled
underfoot and had gone, scarcely having been.
A poor soul gone to heaven: and don a heath beneath winking stars a fox,
red reek of rapine in his fur, with merciless bright eyes scraped in the earth,
listened, scraped up the earth, listened, scraped and scraped.
Sitting at his side
Stephen solved out the problem. He
proves by algebra that Shakespear's ghost is Hamlet's grandfather. Sargent peered askance through his slanted
glasses. Hockeysticks rattled in the
lumberroom: the hollow knock of a ball and calls from the field.
Across the page the
symbols moved in grave morrice, in the mummery of their letters, wearing quaint
caps of squares and cubes. Give hands,
traverse, bow to partner: so: imps of fancy of the
Moors. Gone too from the world, Averroes
and Moses Maimonides, dark men in mien and movement, flashing in their mocking
mirrors the obscure soul of the world, a darkness shining in brightness which
brightness could not comprehend.
- Do you understand
now? Can you work the second for
yourself?
- Yes, sir.
In long shady
strokes Sargent copied the data. Waiting
always for a word of help his hand moved faithfully the unsteady symbols, a
faint hue of shame flickering behind his dull skin. Amor matris: subjective and objective
genitive. With her weak blood and
wheysour milk she had fed him and hid from sight of others his swaddling bands.
Like him was I, these
sloping shoulders, this gracelessness.
My childhood bends beside me. Too far for me to lay a hand there once or lightly. Mine is far and his secret as our eyes. Secrets, silent, stony sit in their dark
palaces of both our hearts: secrets weary of their tyranny: tyrants willing to
be dethroned.
The sum was done.
- It is very
simple, Stephen said as he stood up.
- Yes, sir. Thanks, Sargent answered.
He dried the page
with a sheet of think blottingpaper and carried his copybook back to his desk.
- You had better
get your stick and go out to the others, Stephen said as he followed towards
the door the boy's graceless form.
- Yes, sir.
In the corridor his
name was heard, called from the playfield.
- Sargent!
- Run on, Stephen
said. Mr Deasy is calling you.
He stood in the
porch and watched the laggard hurry towards the scrappy field where sharp
voices were in strife. They were sorted
in teams and Mr Deasy came stepping over wisps of grass with gaitered feet. When he had reached the schoolhouse voices
again contending called to him. He
turned his angry white moustache.
- What is it now? he cried continually without listening.
- Cochrane and
Halliday are on the same side, sir, Stephen cried.
- Will you wait in
my study for a moment, Mr Deasy said, till I restore order here.
And as he stepped
fussily back across the field his old man's voice cried sternly:
- What is the
matter? What is it now?
Their sharp voices
cried about him on all sides: their many forms closed round him, the garish
sunshine bleaching the honey of his illdyed head.
Stale smoky air
hung in the study with the smell of drab abraded leather of its chairs. As on the first day he bargained with me
here. As it was in the beginning, is
now. On the sideboard the tray of Stuart
coins, base treasure of a bog: and ever shall be. And snug in their spooncase of purple plush,
faded, the twelve apostles having preached to all the gentiles: world without
end.
A
hasty step over the stone porch and in the corridor. Blowing out his rare moustache Mr Deasy
halted at the table.
- First, our little
financial settlement, he said.
He brought out of
his coat a pocketbook bound by a leather thong.
It slapped open and he took from it two notes, one of joined halves, and
laid them carefully on the table.
- Two, he said,
strapping and stowing his pocketbook away.
And
now his strongroom for the gold.
Stephen's embarrassed hand moved over the shells heaped in the cold
stone mortar: whelks and money, cowries and leopard shells: and this, whorled
as an emir's turban, and this, the scallop of Saint James. An old pilgrim's hoard, dead treasure, hollow
shells.
A
sovereign fell, bright and new, on the soft pile of the tablecloth.
- Three, Mr Deasy
said, turning his little savingsbox about in his hand. Those are handy things to have. See.
This is for sovereigns. This is
for shillings, sixpences, halfcrowns. And here crowns. See.
He shot from it two
crowns and two shillings.
- Three twelve, he
said. I think you'll find that's right.
- Thank you, sir,
Stephen said, gathering the money together with shy haste and putting it all in
a pocket of his trousers.
- No thanks at all,
Mr Deasy said. You have earned it.
Stephen's hand,
free again, went back to the hollow shells.
Symbols too of beauty and of power. A lump in my pocket. Symbols soiled by greed and misery.
- Don't carry it
like that, Mr Deasy said. You'll pull it
out somewhere and lose it. You just buy
one of these machines. You'll find them
very handy.
Answer something.
- Mine would be
often empty, Stephen said.
The same room and
hour, the same wisdom: and I the same. Three times now.
Three nooses round me here.
Well. I can break them in this
instant if I will.
- Because you don't
save, Mr Deasy said, pointing his finger.
You don't know yet what money is.
Money is power, when you have lived as long as I have. I know, I know. If youth but knew. But what does Shakespeare say? Put but money in thy purse.
- Iago, Stephen
murmured.
He lifted his gaze
from the idle shells to the old man's stare.
- He knew what
money was, Mr Deasy said. He made
money. A poet but an
Englishman too. Do you know what is the pride of the English?
Do you know what is the proudest word you will ever
hear from an Englishman's mouth?
The
seas' ruler. His seacold eyes
looked on the empty bay: history is to blame: on me and on my words, unhating.
- That on his
empire, Stephen said, the sun never sets.
- Ba! Mr Deasy
cried. That's not English. A French Celt said that. He tapped his savingsbox against his
thumbnail.
- I will tell you,
he said solemnly, what is his proudest boast.
I paid my way.
Good man, good man.
- I paid my
way. I never borrowed a shilling in my
life. Can you feel that? I owe nothing. Can you?
Mulligan, nine
pounds, three pairs of socks, one pair brogues, ties. Curran, ten guineas. McCann, one guinea. Fred Ryan, two shillings. Temple, two lunches. Russell, one guinea. Cousins, ten shillings, Bob Reynolds, half a
guinea, Kohler, three guineas, Mrs McKernan, five weeks' board. The lump I have is useless.
- For the moment,
no, Stephen answered.
Mr Deasy laughed
with rich delight, putting back his savingsbox.
- I knew you
couldn't, he said joyously. But one day
you must feel it. We are a generous
people but we must also be just.
- I fear those big
words, Stephen said, which make us so unhappy.
Mr Deasy stared
sternly for some moments over the mantelpiece at the shapely bulk of a man in
tartan fillibegs: Albert Edward, Prince of Wales.
- You think me an
old fogey and an old tory, his thoughtful voice said. I saw three generations since O'Connell's
time. I remember the famine. Do you know that the orange lodges agitated
for repeal of the union twenty years before O'Connell did or before the
prelates of your communion denounced him as a demagogue? You fenians forget some things.
Glorious,
pious and immortal memory. The lodge of Diamond in Armagh the splendid behung with corpses of
papishes. Hoarse,
masked and armed, the planters' covenant. The black north and true
blue bible. Croppies lie down.
Stephen sketched a
brief gesture.
- I have rebel
blood in me too, Mr Deasy said. On the spindle side.
But I am descended from sir John Blackwood who
voted for the union. We are all Irish,
all kings' sons.
- Alas, Stephen
said.
Per vias rectas,
Mr Deasy said firmly, was his motto. He
voted for it and put on his topboots to ride to Dublin from the Ards of Down to
do so.
Lal the ral the ra
The rocky road to Dublin.
A
gruff squire on horseback with shiny topboots. Soft day, sir
John. Soft day, your
honour ... Day ... Day ... Two topboots jog dangling on to Dublin. Lal the ral the ra, lal the
ral the raddy.
- That reminds me,
Mr Deasy said. You can do me a favour,
Mr Dedalus, with some of your literary friends.
I have a letter here for the press.
Sit down a moment. I have just to
copy the end.
He went to the desk near the window,
pulled in his chair twice and read off some words from the sheet on the drum of
his typewriter.
- Sit down. Excuse me, he said over his shoulder, the
dictates of common sense. Just a moment.
He peered from
under his shaggy brows at the manuscript by his elbow and, muttering, began to
prod the stiff buttons of the keyboard slowly, sometimes blowing as he screwed
up the drum to erase an error.
Stephen seated
himself noiselessly before the princely presence. Framed around the walls images of vanished
horses stood in homage, their meek heads poised in air: lord
Hastings' Repulse, the duke of Westminster's Shotover, the duke of Beaufort's
Ceylon, prix de Paris, 1866.
Elfin riders sat them, watchful of a sign. He saw their speeds, backing king's colours, and
shouted with the shouts of vanished crowds.
- Full stop, Mr
Deasy bade his keys. But prompt
ventilation of this important question ...
Where
Cranly led me to get rich quick, hunting his winners among the mudsplashed
brakes, amid the bawls of bookies on their pitches and reek of the canteen,
over the motley slush. Even money
Fair Rebel: ten to one the field. Dicers
and thimbleriggers we hurried by after the hoofs, the vying caps and jackets
and past the meatfaced woman, a butcher's dame, nuzzling thirstily her clove of
orange.
Shouts rang shrill
from the boys' playfield and a whirring whistle.
Again: a goal. I am among them, among their battling bodies
in a medley, the joust of life. You mean
that knockneed mother's darling who seems to be slightly crawsick? Jousts. Time shocked rebounds, shock by shock. Jousts, slush and uproar
of battles, the frozen deathspew of the slain, a shout of spear spikes baited
with men's bloodied guts.
- Now then, Mr
Deasy, rising.
He came to the
table, pinning together his sheets.
Stephen stood up.
- I have put the
matter into a nutshell, Mr Deasy said.
It's about the foot and mouth disease.
Just look through it. There can
be no two opinions on the matter.
May I trespass on
your valuable space.
That doctrine of laissez faire which so often
in our history. Our cattle trade. The way of all our old industries. Liverpool ring which jockeyed the Galway
harbour scheme. European
conflagration. Grain supplies
through the narrow waters of the channel.
The pluterperfect imperturbability of the department
of agriculture. Pardoned a classical allusion. Cassandra. By a woman who was no better than she should
be. To come to the
point at issue.
- I don't mince
words, do I? Mr Deasy asked as Stephen read on.
Foot
and mouth disease. Known as Koch's preparation.
Serum and virus. Percentage of salted
horses. Rinderpest. Emperor's horses at Murzsteg,
lower Austria. Veterinary
surgeons. Mr Henry Blackwood
Price. Courteous offer a fair
trial. Dictates of
common sense. Allimportant
question. In every sense of the
word take the bull by the horns.
Thanking you for the hospitality of your columns.
- I want that to be
printed and read, Mr Deasy said. You
will see at the next outbreak they will put an embargo on Irish cattle. And it can be cured. It is cured.
My cousin, Blackwood Price, writes to me it is regularly treated and
cured in Austria by cattledoctors there.
They offer to come over here. I
am trying to work up influence with the department. Now I'm going to try publicity. I am surrounded by difficulties, by ...
intrigues, by ... backstairs influence, by ...
He raised his
forefinger and beat the air oddly before his voice spoke.
- Mark my words, Mr
Dedalus, he said. England is in the
hands of the jews.
In all the higher places: her finance, her press. And they are the signs of a nation's
decay. Wherever they gather they eat up
the nation's vital strength. I have seen
it coming these years. As sure as we are
standing here the jew merchants are already at their work
of destruction. Old England is dying.
He stepped swiftly
off, his eyes coming to blue life as they passed a broad sunbeam. He faced about and back again.
- Dying, he said,
if not dead by now.
The harlot's cry from street to street
Shall weave old England's
winding sheet.
His eyes open wide
in vision stared sternly across the sunbeam in which he halted.
- A merchant,
Stephen said, is one who buys cheap and sells dear, jew
or gentile, is he not?
- They sinned
against the light, Mr Deasy said gravely.
And you can see the
darkness in their eyes.
And that is why they are wanderers on the earth to this day.
On the steps of the
Paris Stock Exchange the goldskinned men quoting prices on their gemmed
fingers. Gabbles of
geese. They swarmed loud, uncouth
about the temple, their heads thickplotting under maladroit silk hats. Not theirs: these clothes, this speech, these
gestures. Their full slow eyes belief
the words, the gestures eager and unoffending, but knew the rancours massed
about them and knew their zeal was vain.
Vain patience to heap and hoard. Time surely would scatter all. A hoard heaped by the roadside: plundered and
passing on. Their eyes knew the years of
wandering and, patient, knew the dishonours of their
flesh.
- Who has not?
Stephen said.
- What do you mean?
Mr Deasy asked.
He came forward a
pace and stood by the table. His
underjaw fell sideways open uncertainly. Is this old wisdom? He waits to hear from me.
- History, Stephen
said, is a nightmare from which I am trying to awake.
From the playfield
the boys raised a shout. A whirring
whistle: goal. What if that nightmare
gave you a back kick?
- The ways of the
Creator are not our ways, Mr Deasy said.
All history moves towards one great goal, the manifestation of God.
Stephen jerked his
thumb towards the window, saying:
- That is God.
Hooray! Ay!
Whrrwhee!
- What? Mr Deasy
asked.
- A shout in the
street, Stephen answered, shrugging his shoulders.
Mr Deasy looked
down and held for a while the wings of his nose tweaked between his
fingers. Looking up again he set them
free.
- I am happier than
you are, he said. We have committed many
errors and many sins. A woman brought
sin into the world. For a woman who was
no better than she should be, Helen, the runaway wife of Menelaus, ten years
the Greeks made war on Troy. A faithless
wife first brought the strangers to our shore here, MacMurrough's wife and
leman O'Rourke, prince of Breffni. A
woman too brought Parnell low. Many errors, many failures but not the one sin. I am a struggler now at the end of my
days. But I will fight for the right
till the end.
For Ulster will fight
And Ulster will be right.
Stephen raised the
sheets in his hand.
- Well, sir, he
began.
- I foresee, Mr
Deasy said, that you will not remain here very long at this work. You were not born to be a teacher, I
think. Perhaps I am wrong.
- A learner rather,
Stephen said.
And here what will
you learn more?
Mr Deasy shook his
head.
- Who knows? he said. To learn one
must be humble. But life is the great
teacher.
Stephen rustled the
sheets again.
- As regards these,
he began.
- Yes, Mr Deasy
said. You have two copies there. If you can have them
published at once.
Telegraph. Irish Homestead.
- I will try,
Stephen said, and let you know tomorrow.
I know two editors slightly.
- That will do, Mr
Deasy said briskly. I wrote last night
to Mr Field, M.P. There is a meeting of
the cattletraders' association today at the City Arms Hotel. I asked him to lay my letters before the
meeting. You see if you can get it into
your two papers. What are they?
- The Evening Telegraph ...
- That will do, Mr
Deasy said. There is no time to
lose. Now I have to answer that letter
from my cousin.
- Good morning,
sir, Stephen said, putting the sheets in his pocket. Thank you.
- Not at all, Mr
Deasy said as he searched the papers on his desk. I like to break a lance with you, old as I
am.
- Good morning,
sir, Stephen said again, bowing to his bent back.
He went out by the
open porch and down the gravel path under the trees, hearing the cries of
voices and crack of sticks from the playfield.
The lions couchant on the pillars as he passed
out through the gate; toothless terrors.
Still I will help him in his fight.
Mulligan will dub me a new name: the bullockbefriending bard.
- Mr Dedalus!
Running
after me. No more letters, I
hope.
- Just one moment.
Yes, sir, Stephen
said, turning back at the gate.
Mr Deasy halted,
breathing hard and swallowing his breath.
- I just wanted to
say, he said. Ireland, they say, has the
honour of being the only country which never persecuted the jews. Do you know that? No.
And do you know why?
He frowned sternly
on the bright air.
- Why, sir? Stephen
asked, beginning to smile.
- Because she never
let them in, Mr Deasy said solemnly.
A coughball of laughter leaped from his throat
dragging after it a rattling chain of phlegm.
He turned back quickly, coughing, laughing, his lifted arms waving to
the air.
- She never let
them in, he cried again through his laughter as he stamped on gaitered feet
over the gravel of the path. That's why.
On his wise shoulders
through the checkerwork of leaves the sun flung spangles, dancing coins.
___________________
INELUCTABLE modality of the visible: at least that if no more,
thought through my eyes. Signatures of
all things I am here to read, seaspawn and seawrack, the nearing tide, that
rusty boot. Snotgreen, bluesilver, rust:
coloured signs. Limits
of the diaphane. But he adds: in
bodies. Then he was aware of them bodies
before of them coloured. How? By knocking his sconce
against them, sure. Go easy. Bald he was and a millionaire, maestro di
colour che sanno. Limit of the
diaphane in. Why in? diaphane,
adiaphane. If you can put your five
fingers through it, it is a gate, if not a door. Shut your eyes and see.
Stephen closed his
eyes to hear his boots crush crackling wrack and shells. You are walking through it howsomever. I am, a stride at a
time. A very short
space of time through very short times of space. Five, six: the nacheinander. Exactly: and that is the ineluctable modality
of the audible. Open your eyes. No.
Jesus! If I fell over a cliff
that beetles o'er his base, fell through the nebeneinander
ineluctably. I am getting on nicely in
the dark. My ash sword hangs at my
side. Tap with it: they do. My two feet in his boots are at the end of
his legs, 'nebeneinander'. Sounds solid: made by the mallet of 'Los Demiurgos'. Am I walking into eternity along Sandymount
strand? Crush, crack,
crick, crick. Wild
sea money. Dominie Deasy kens
them a'.
Won't you come to Sandymount
Madeleine the mare?
Rhythm begins, you
see. I hear. A catalectic tetrameter of
iambs marching. No, agallop: deline
the mare.
Open your eyes
now. I will. One moment. Has all vanished since? If I open and am for ever
in the black adiaphane. Basta! I will see if I can see.
See now. There all the time without you: and ever
shall be, world without end.
They came down the
steps from Leahy's terrace prudently, Frauenzimmer: and down the
shelving shore flabbily their splayed feet sinking into the silted sand. Like me, like Algy, coming down to our mighty
mother. Number one swung lourdily her
midwife's bag, the other's gamp poked in the beach. From the liberties, out for
the day. Mrs Florence MacCabe,
relict of the late Patk MacCabe, deeply lamented, of Bride Street. One of her sisterhood lugged me squealing
into life. Creation
from nothing. What has she in the
bag? A misbirth with a trailing
navelcord, hushed in ruddy wool. The
cords of all link back, strandentwining cable of all flesh. That is why mystic monks. Will you be as gods? Gaze in your omphalos. Hello.
Kinch here.
Put me on to Edenville. Aleph,
alpha: nought, nought, one.
Spouse and helpmate
of Adam Kadmon: Heva, naked Eve. She had
no navel. Gaze. Belly without blemish,
bulging big, a buckler of taut vellum, no, whiteheaped corn, orient and
immortal, standing from everlasting to everlasting. Womb of sin.
Wombed in sin
darkness I was too, made not begotten. By them, the man with my voice and my eyes and a ghostwoman with
ashes on her breath. They clasped
and sundered, did the coupler's will. From before the ages He willed me and now may
not will me away or ever. A lex
eterna stays about him. Is that then
the divine substance wherein Father and Son are consubstantial? Where is poor dear Arius to try
conclusions? Warring
his life long on the contransmagnificandjewbangtantiality. Illstarred heresiarch. In a Greek watercloset he breathed his last:
euthanasia. With
beaded mitre and with crozier, stalled upon his throne, widower of a widowed
see, with upstiffed omophorion, with clotted hinderparts.
Airs romped around
him, nipping and eager airs. They are
coming, waves. The
whitemaned seahorses, champing, brightwind-bridled, the steeds of Mananaan.
I mustn't forget
his letter for the press. And after? The Ship, half twelve.
By the way go easy with that money like a good young imbecile. Yes, I must.
His pace
slackened. Here. Am I going to Aunt Sara's or not? My consubstantial father's
voice. Did you see anything of
your artist brother Stephen lately?
No? Sure he's not down in
Strasburg terrace with his aunt Sally? Couldn't he fly a bit higher than that,
eh? And and and and tell us Stephen, how
is uncle Si? O weeping God, the things I
married into. De boys
up in de hayloft. The drunken little costdrawer and his brother, the cornet player. Highly respectable
gondoliers. And
skeweyed Walter sirring his father, no less. Sir. Yes, sir.
No, sir.
Jesus wept: and no wonder, by Christ.
I pull the wheezy
bell of their shuttered cottage: and wait.
They take me for a dun, peer out from a coign of vantage.
- It's Stephen,
sir.
- Let him in. Let Stephen in.
A bolt drawn back
and Walter welcomes me.
- We thought you
were someone else.
In his broad bed
nuncle Richie, pillowed and blanketed, extends over the hillock of his knees a
sturdy forearm. Cleanchested. He has washed the upper moiety.
- Morrow, nephew.
He lays aside the
lapboard whereon he drafts his bills of costs for the eyes of Master Goff and
Master Shapland Tandy, filing consents and common searches and a writ of Duces
Tecum. A bogoak frame over his bald
head: Wilde's Requiescat. The
drone of his misleading whistle brings Walter back.
- Yes, sir?
- Malt for Richie
and Stephen, tell mother. Where is she?
- Bathing Crissie,
sir.
Papa's
little bedpal. Lump of love.
- No, uncle Richie ...
- Call me
Richie. Damn your lithia water. It lowers.
Whusky!
- Uncle Richie, really ...
- Sit down or by
the law Harry I'll knock you down.
- Walter squints
vainly for a chair.
- He has nothing to
sit down on, sir.
- He has nowhere to
put it, you mug. Bring in our
Chippendale chair. Would you like a bite
of something? None of your damned lawdeedaw
air here; the rich of a rasher fried with a herring? Sure? So much the better.
We have nothing in the house but backache pills.
All'erta!
He drones bars of
Ferrando's aria de sortita. The
grandest number, Stephen, in the whole opera.
Listen.
His tuneful whistle
sounds again, finely shaded, with rushes of the air, his fists bigdrumming on
his padded knees.
This wind is
sweeter.
House
of decay, mine, his and all. You
told the Clongowes gentry you had an uncle a judge and an uncle a general in
the army. Come out of them,
Stephen. Beauty is not there. Nor in the stagnant bay of
Marsh's library where you read the fading prophecies of Joachim Abbas. For whom? The hundredheaded rabble of
the cathedral close. A hater of
his kind ran from them to the wood of madness, his mane foaming in the moon,
his eyeballs stars. Houyhnhnm,
horsenostrilled. The oval equine
faces. Temple, Buck Mulligan, Foxy
Campbell. Lantern
jaws. Abbas father, furious dean,
what offence laid fire to their brains?
Paff! Descende,
calve, ut ne nimium decalveris.
A garland of grey hair on his comminated head see him me clambering
down to the footpace (descende), clutching a monstrance,
basiliskeyed. Get down, bald poll! A choir gives back menace and echo, assisting
about the altar's horns, the snorted Latin of jackpriests moving burly in their
albs, tunsured and oiled and gelded, fat with the fat of kidneys of wheat.
And at the same
instant perhaps a priest round the corner is elevating it. Dringdring!
And two streets off another locking it into a
pyx. Dringadring! And in a ladychapel another
taking housel all to his own cheek.
Dringdring! Down, up, forward,
back. Dan Occam thought of that,
invincible doctor. A misty English
morning the imp hypostasis tickled his brain.
Bringing his host down and kneeling he heard twine with his second bell
the first bell in the transept (he is lifting his) and, rising, heard (now I am
lifting) their two bells (he is kneeling) twang in diphthong.
Cousin Stephen, you
will never be a saint. Isle of saints. You
were awfully holy, weren't you? You
prayed to the Blessed Virgin that you might not have a red nose. You prayed to the devil in Serpentine avenue that the fubsy widow in front might lift her clothes
still more from the wet street O si, certo!
Sell your soul for that, do, dyed rags pinned round a squaw. More tell me, more still! On the top of the Howth tram alone crying to
the rain: naked women! What about
that, eh?
What about
what? What else were they invented for?
Reading two pages
apiece of seven books every night, eh? I
was young. You bowed to yourself in the
mirror, stepping forward to applause earnestly, striking
face. Hurray for the Goddamned
idiot! Hray! No-one saw: tell no-one. Books you were going to write with letters
for titles. Have your read his F? O yes, but I prefer Q. Yes, but W is wonderful. O yes, W.
Remember your epiphanies on green oval leaves, deeply deep, copies to be
sent if you died to all the great libraries of the world, including
Alexandria? Someone was to read them
there after a few thousand years, a mahamanvantara. Pico della Mirandola
like. Ay, very like a whale. When one reads these strange pages of one
long gone one feels that one is at one with one who once ...
The grainy sand had
gone from under his feet. His boots trod
again a damp crackling mast, razorshells, squeaking pebbles,
that on the unnumbered pebbles beats, wood sieved by the shipworm, lost
Armada. Unwholesome sandflats waited to
suck his treading soles, breathing upward sewage breath. He coasted them, walking warily. A porter-bottle stood up, stogged to its
waist, in the cakey sand dough. A
sentinel: isle of dreadful thirst. Broken hoops on the shore; at the land a maze of dark cunning nets;
farther away chalkscrawled backdoors and on the higher beach a drying line with
two crucified shirts. Ringsend:
wigwams of brown steersmen and master mariners.
Human shells.
He halted. I have passed the way to aunt
Sara's. Am I not going there? Seems not. No-one about. He turned northeast and crossed the firmer
sand towards the Pigeonhouse.
- Qui vous a mis
dans cette fichue position?
- C'est le
pigeon, Joseph.
Patrice,
home on furlough, lapped warm milk with me in the bar MacMahon. Son of the wild goose,
Kevin Egan of Paris. My father's
a bird, he lapped the sweet lait chaud with
pink young tongue, plump bunny's face. Lap, lapin. He
hopes to win in the gros lots.
About the nature of women he read in Michelet. But he must send me La Vie de Jésus by
M. Leo Taxil. Lent it
to his friend.
- C'est tordant,
vous savez. Moi je suis
socialiste. Je ne
crois pas en l'existence de Dieu.
Faut pas le dire à mon père.
-
Il croit?
- Mon père, oui.
Schluss. He laps.
My Latin quarter hat. God, we
simply must dress the character. I want
puce gloves. You were a student, weren't
you? Of what in the
other devil's name? Paysayenn. P. C. N.,
you know: physiques, chemiques et naturelles. Aha.
Eating your goatsworth of mou en civet,
fleshpots of Egypt, elbowed by belching cabmen. Just say in the most natural tone: when I was
in Paris boul' Mich, I used to.
Yes, used to carry punched tickets to prove an alibi if they arrested
you for murder somewhere. Justice. On the night
of the seventeenth of February 1904 the prisoner was seen by two
witnesses. Other fellow did it: other
me. Hat, tie,
overcoat, nose. Lui, c'est moi.
You seem to have enjoyed yourself.
Proudly
walking. Whom were you trying to
walk like? Forget: a dispossessed. With mother's money order, eight shillings,
the banging door of the post office slammed in your face by the usher. Hunger toothache. Encore deux minutes. Look clock. Must get. Fermé. Hired dog!
Shoot him to bloody bits with a bang shotgun, bits man spattered walls
all brass buttons. Bits
all Khrrrrklak in place clack back.
Not hurt? O, that's all
right. Shake hands. See what I meant, see? O, that's all right. Shake a shake. O, that all only all right.
You were going to
do wonders, what? Missionary
to Europe after fiery Columbanus.
Fiacre and Scotus on their creepystools in heaven spilt from their
pinpots, loudlatin-laughing: Euge!
Euge! Pretending
to speak broken English as you dragged your valise, porter threepence, across
the slimy pier at Newhaven. Comment? Rich
booty you brought back; Le Tutu, five tattered numbers of Pantalon
Blanc et Culotte Rouge, a blue French telegram,
curiosity to show:
- Mother dying come
home father.
The aunt think you killed your mother. That's why she won't.
Then here's a health to Mulligan's aunt
And I'll tell you the reason why.
She always kept things decent in
The Hannigan Famileye.
His feet marched in
sudden proud rhythm over the sand furrows, along by the boulders of the south
wall. He stared at them proudly, piled
stone mammoth skulls. Gold
light on sea, on sand, on boulders.
The sun is there, the slender trees, the lemon houses.
Paris
rawly waking, crude sunlight on her lemon streets. Moist pith of farls of bread, the froggreen
wormwood, her matin incense, court the air. Belluomo rises from the bed of his wife's
lover's wife, the kerchiefed housewife is astir, a saucer of ascetic acid in
her hands. In Rodot's Yvonne and
Madeleine newmake their tumbled beauties, shattering with gold teeth chaussons
of pastry, their mouths yellowed with the pus of flan breton. Faces of
Paris men go by, their wellpleased pleasers, curled
conquistadores.
Noon slumbers. Kevin Egan rolls gunpowder cigarettes through
fingers smeared with printer's ink, sipping his green fairy as Patrice his
white. About us
gobblers fork spiced beans down their gullets.
Un demi setier! A jet of coffee steam
from the burnished caldron. She
serves me at his beck. Il est irlandais.
Hollandais?
Non fromage.
Deux irlandais, nous, Irelande, vous savez? Ah oui!
She thought you wanted a cheese hollandais. Your postprandial, do you know that
word? Postprandial. There was a fellow I knew once in Barcelona,
queer fellow, used to call it his postprandial.
Well: slainte! Around the
slabbed tables the tangle of wined breaths and grumbling gorges. His breath hangs over our saucestained plates,
the green fairy's fang thrusting between his lips. Of Ireland, the
Delcassians, of hopes, conspiracies, of Arthur Griffith now. To yoke me as his yokefellow, our crimes our common cause. You're
your father's son. I know the
voice. His fustian shirt,
sanguineflowered, trembles its Spanish tassels at his secrets. M. Drumont, famous journalist, Drumont, know
what he called queen Victoria? Old hag with the yellow
teeth. Vieille
ogresse with the dents jaunes. Maud Gonne, beautiful woman, La Patrie,
M. Millevoye, Félix Faure, know how he died?
Licentious men.
The froeken, bonne à tout faire, who rubs male
nakedness in the bath at Upsala. Moi
faire, she said. Tous les messieurs. Not this Monsieur, I said. Most licentious custom. Bath a most private thing. I wouldn't let my brother, not even my own
brother, most lascivious thing. Green
eyes, I see you. Fang, I feel. Lascivious people.
The blue fuse burns
deadly between hands and burns clear.
Loose tobacco shreds catch fire: a flame and acrid smoke light our
corner. Raw facebones
under his peep of day boy's hat.
How the head centre got away, authentic version. Got up as a young bride, man, veil
orangeblossoms, drove out the road to Malahide.
Did, faith.
Of lost leaders, the betrayed, wild escapes. Disguises, clutched at, gone, not here.
Spurned
lover. I was a strapping young
gossoon at that time, I tell you, I'll show you my
likeness one day. I was,
faith. Lover, for her love he prowled
with colonel Richard Burke, tanist of his sept, under
the walls of Clerkenwell and, crouching, saw a flame of vengeance hurl them
upward in the fog. Shattered glass and
toppling masonry. In gay Paree he hides,
Egan of Paris, unsought by any save by me.
Making his day's stations, the dingy printingcase, his three taverns,
the Montmartre lair he sleeps short night in, rue de la Goutte-d'Or, damascened
with flyblown faces of the gone. Loveless, landless, wifeless. She is quite nicey comfy without her outcastman,
madame, in rue Gît-le-Coeur, canary and two buck lodgers. Peachy cheeks, a zebra
skirt, frisky as a young thing's.
Spurned and undespairing. Tell
Pat you saw me, won't you? I wanted to
get poor Pat a job at one time. Mon
fils, soldier of France. I taught
him to sing. The boys of Kilkenny are
stout roaring blades. Know that old
lay? I taught Patrice that. Old Kilkenny: saint Canice, Strongbow's
castle on the Nore. Goes like this. O, O.
He takes me, Napper Tandy, by the hand.
O, O the boys of
Kilkenny ...
Weak
wasting hand on mine. They have
forgotten Kevin Egan, not he them. Remembering thee, O Sion.
He had come nearer
the edge of the sea and wet sand slapped his boots. The new air greeted him, harping in wild
nerves, wind of wild air of seeds of brightness. Here, I am not walking out to the Kish
lightship, am I? He stood suddenly, his
feet beginning to sink slowly in the quaking soil. Turn back.
Turning, he scanned
the shore south, his feet sinking again slowly in new sockets. The cold domed room of the tower waits. Through the barbicans the shafts of light are
moving ever, slowly ever as my feet are sinking, creeping duskwards over the dail floor. Blue dusk, nightfall, deep blue night. In the darkness of the dome they wait, their
pushbacked chairs, my obelisk valise, around a board of abandoned
platters. Who to clear it? He has the key. I will not sleep there when this night
comes. A shut door of
a silent tower entombing their blind bodies, the panthersahib and his pointer. Call: no answer. He lifted his feet up from the suck and
turned back by the mole of boulders.
Take all, keep all. My soul walks
with me, form of forms. So in the moon's
midwatches I pace the path above the rocks, in sable silvered, hearing Elsinore's
tempting flood.
The flood is
following me. I can watch it flow past
from here. Get back then by the Poolbeg
road to the strand there. He climbed
over the sedge and eely oarreeds and sat on a stool of rock, resting his
ashplant in a grike.
A bloated carcass
of a dog lay lolled on bladerwrack. Before him the gunwhale of a boat, sunk in
sand. Un coche unsablé, Louis
Veuillot called Gautier's prose. These
heavy sands are language tide and wind have silted
here. And there, the
stoneheaps of dead builders, a warren of weasel rats. Hide gold there. Try it.
You have some. Sands
and stones. Heavy
on the past. Sir
Lout's toys. Mind you don't get
one bang on the ear. I'm the bloody well
gigant rolls all of them bloody well boulders, bones for my steppingstones. Feefawfum. I zmellz de bloodz odz an Iridzman.
A point, live dog,
grew into sight running across the sweep of sand. Lord, is he going to attack me? Respect his liberty. You will not be master of others or their
slave. I have my stick. Sit tight.
From farther away, walking shoreward across from the crested tide,
figures, two.
The two maries.
They have tucked it safe among the bulrushes. Peekaboo.
I see you. No,
the dog. He is running back to
them. Who?
Galleys of the
Lochlanns ran here to beech, in quest of prey, their bloodbeaked prows riding
low on a molten pewter surf. Danevikings, torcs of
tomahawks aglitter on their breasts when Malachi wore the collar of gold. A school of turlehide
whales stranded in hot noon, spouting, hobbling in the shallows. Then from the starving
cagework city a horde of jerkined dwarfs, my people, with flayer's knives,
running, scalling, hacking in green blubbery whalemeat. Famine, plague, and
slaughters. Their blood is in me,
their lusts my waves. I moved among them
on the frozen Liffey, that I, a changeling, among the spluttering resin
fires. I spoke to no-one: none to me.
The dog's bark ran
towards him, stopped, ran back. Dog of my enemy. I just simply stood pale, silent, bayed
about. Terribilia
meditans. A primrose doublet,
fortune's knave, smiled on my fear. For that are you pining, the bark of their applause? Pretenders: live their lives. The Bruce's brother, Thomas Fitzgerald,
silken knight, Perkin Warbeck, York's false scion, in breeches of silk of
whiterose ivory, wonder of a day, and Lambert Simnel, with a tail of nans and
sutlers, a scullion crowned. All kings' sons. Paradise of pretenders then and now. He saved men from drowning and you shake at a
cur's yelping. But the courtiers who
mocked Guido in Or san Michele were in their own house. House of ... We don't want any of your
medieval abstrusiosities. Would you do
what he did? A boat would be near, a
lifebuoy. Naturlich, put there
for you. Would you or would you not. The man that was drowned
nine days ago off Maiden's rock.
They are waiting for him now. The
truth, spit it out.
I would want to. I would
try. I am not a strong swimmer. Water cold soft. When I put my face into it
in the basis at Clongowes. Can't
see! Who's behind me? Out quickly, quickly! Do you see the tide flowing quickly in on all
sides, sheeting the lows of sands quickly, shellcocoacoloured? If I had land under my
feet. I want his life still to be
his, mine to be mine. A
drowning man. His human eyes
scream to me out of horror of his death.
I ... With him together down ... I could not save her. Waters: bitter death: lost.
A
woman and a man. I see her
skirties. Pinned up, I bet.
Their dog ambled
about a bank of dwindling sand, trotting, sniffing on all sides. Looking for something lost in a past
life. Suddenly he made off like a
bounding hare, ears flung back, chasing the shadow of
a lowskimming gull. The man's shrieked
whistle struck his limp ears. He turned,
bounded back, came nearer, trotted on twinkling
shanks. On a field tenney a buck,
trippant, proper, unattired. At the
lacefringe of the tide he halted with stiff forehoofs, seawardpointed ears. His snout lifted barked at the wavenoise,
herds of seamorse. They serpented towards
his feet, curling, unfurling many crests, every ninth, breaking, plashing, from
far, from farther out, waves and waves.
Cocklepickers. They waded a little way in the water and,
stooping, soused their bags, and, lifting them again, waded out. The dog yelped running to them, reared up and
pawed them, dropping on all fours, again reared up at them with mute bearish
fawning. Unheeded he kept by them as
they came towards the drier sand, a rag of wolf's tongue redpanting from his
jaws. His speckled body ambled ahead of
them and then loped off at a calf's gallop.
The carcass lay on his path. He
stopped, sniffed, stalked round it, brother, nosing closer, went round it,
sniffing rapidly like a dog all over the dead dog's
bedraggled fell. Dogskull, dogsniff,
eyes on the ground, moves to one great goal.
Ah, poor dogsbody. Here lies poor
dogsbody's body.
Tatters! Out of that, you mongrel.
The cry brought him
skulking back to his master and a blunt bootless kick sent him unscathed across
a spit of sand, crouched in flight. He
slunk back in a curve. Doesn't see me. Along by the edge of the mole he lolloped,
dawdled, smelt a rock and from under a cocked hindleg pissed against it. He trotted forward and, lifting his hindleg,
pissed quick short at an unsmelt rock. The simple pleasures of the poor. His hindpaws then scattered sand: then his
forepaws dabbled and delved. Something
he buried there, his grandmother. He
rooted in the sand, dabbling, delving and stopped to listen to the air, scraped
up the sand again with a fury of his claws, soon ceasing, a pard, a panther,
got in spousebreach, vulturing the dead.
After he woke me up
last night same dream or was it?
Wait. Open hallway. Street of harlots. Remember.
Haroun al Raschid. I am almosting
it. That man led me, spoke. I was not afraid. The melon he had he held against my
face. Smiled:
creamfruit smell. That was the
rule, said. In. Come.
Red carpet spread. You will see
who.
Shouldering their
bags they trudged, the red Egyptians.
His blued feet out of turnedup trousers slapped the clammy sand, a dull
brick muffler strangling his unshaven neck.
With woman steps she followed: the ruffian and his strolling mort. Spoils slung at her back. Loose sand and shellgrit crusted her bare
feet. About her windraw face her hair
trailed. Behind her lord his helpmate, bing awast, to Romeville.
When night hides her body's flaws calling under her
brown shawl from an archway where dogs have mired. Her fancyman is treating two Royal Dublins in
O'Loughlin's of Blackpitts. Buss her,
wap in rogue's rum lingo, for, O, my dimber wapping dell. A shefiend's whiteness
under her rancid rags. Fumbally's
lane that night: the tanyard smells.
White thy fambles, red thy gan
And thy quarrons dainty is.
Couch a hogshead with me then.
In the darkmans clip and kiss.
Morose delectation
Aquinas tunbelly calls this, frate porcospino. Unfallen Adam rode and not rutted. Call away let him: thy quarrons dainty
is. Language no
whit worse than his. Monkwords,
marybeads jabber on their girdles: roguewords, tough nuggets patter in their
pockets.
Passing
now.
A
side-eye at my Hamlet hat. If I were suddenly naked here as I sit? I am not.
Across the sands of all the world, followed by
the sun's flaming sword, to the west, trekking to evening lands. She trudges, schlepps, trains, drags,
trascines her load. A
tide westering, moondrawn, in her wake.
Tides, myriadislanded, within her, blood not mine, oinopa ponton,
a winedark sea. Behold the handmaid of
the moon. In sleep the wet sign calls
her hour, bids her rise. Bridebed, childbed, bed of death, ghostcandled. Omnis caro ad te
veniet. He come, pale vampire,
through storm his eyes, his bat sails bloodying the sea, mouth to her mouth's
kiss.
Here. Put a pin in that chap, will you? My tablets. Mouth to her kiss. No. Must be two of 'em.
Glue 'em well. Mouth
to her mouth's kiss.
His lips lipped and
mouthed fleshless lips of air: mouth to her womb. Oomb, allwombing tomb. His mouth moulded issuing breath, unspeeched:
ooeeehah: roar of cataractic planets, globed, blazing, roaring
wayawayawayawayawayaway. Paper. The banknotes,
blast them. Old
Deasy's letter. Here. Thanking you for hospitality tear the blank
end off. Turning his back to the sun he
bent over far to a table of rock and scribbled words. That's twice I forgot to take slips from the
library counter.
His shadow lay over
the rocks as he bent, ending. Why not
endless till the farthest star? Darkly
they are there behind this light, darkness shining in the brightness, delta of
Cassiopeia, worlds. Me
sits there with his auger's rod of ash, in borrowed sandals, by day beside a
livid sea, unbeheld, in violet night walking beneath a reign of uncouth
stars. I throw this ended shadow from
me, manshape ineluctable, call it back.
Endless, would it be mine, form of my form? Who watches me here? Who ever anywhere will read these written
words? Signs on a
white field. Somewhere
to someone in your flutiest voice.
The good bishop of Cloyne took the veil of the temple out of his shovel
hat: veil of space with coloured emblems hatched on its field. Hold hard.
Coloured on a flat: yes, that's right.
Flat I see, then think distance, near, far,
flat I see, east, back. Ah, see
now. Falls back
suddenly, frozen in stereoscope.
Click does the trick. You find my
words dark. Darkness is in our souls, do
you not think? Flutier. Our souls, shamewounded by our sins, cling to
us yet more, a woman to her lover clinging, the more the more.
She trusts me, her
hand gentle, the longlashed eyes. Now where the blue hell am I bringing her
beyond the veil? Into
the ineluctable modality of the ineluctable visuality. She, she, she. What she?
The virgin of Hodges Figgis' window on Monday looking in for one of the
alphabet books you were going to write.
Keen glance you gave her. Wrist through the braided jess of her sunshade. She lives in Leeson park,
with a grief and kickshaws, a lady of letters.
Talk that to someone else, Stevie: a pickmeup. But she wears those curse
of God stays suspenders and yellow stockings, darned with lumpy wool. Talk about apple dumplings, piuttosto. Where are your wits?
Touch me. Soft eyes. Soft soft soft hand. I am lonely here. O, touch me soon, now. What is that word known to all men? I am quiet here alone. Sad too. Touch, touch me.
He lay back at full
stretch over the sharp rocks, cramming the scribbled note and pencil into a
pocket, his hat tilted down on his eyes.
That is Kevin Egan's movement I made nodding for his nap, sabbath sleep. Et vidit Deus.
Et erant valde bona. Alo!
Bonjour, welcome as the flowers in May. Under its leaf he watched through
peacocktwittering lashes the southing sun.
I am caught in this burning scene.
Pan's hour, the faunal noon. Among gumheavy serpentplants, milkoozing
fruits, where on the tawny waters leaves lie wide. Pain is far.
And no more turn
aside and brood.
His gaze brooded on
his broadtoed boots, a buck's castoffs nebeneinander. He counted the creases of rucked leather
wherein another's foot had nested warm. The foot that beat the ground in tripudium, foot I dislove. But you were delighted when Esther Osvalt's
shoe went on you: girl I knew in Paris. Tiens,
quel petit pied! Staunch friend, a
brother soul: Wilde's love that dare not speak its name. He now will leave me. And the blame? As I am. As I am. All or not at all.
In long lassoes
from the Cock lake the water flowed full, covering
greengoldenly lagoons of sand, rising, flowing.
My ashplant will float away. I
shall wait. No, they will pass on,
passing chafing against the low rocks, swirling, passing. Better get this job over quick. Listen: a fourworded wavespeech: seesoo,
hrss, rsseeiss, ooos.
Vehement breath of waters amid seasnakes, rearing horses, rocks. In cups of rocks it slops: flop, slop, slap:
bounded in barrels. And, spent, its
speech ceases. It flows purling, widely
flowing, floating foampool, flower unfurling.
Under the
upswelling tide he saw the writhing reeds lift languidly and sway reluctant
arms, hising up their petticoats, in whispering water swaying and upturning coy
silver fronds. Day by day: night by
night: lifted, flooded and let fall.
Lord, they are weary: and, whispered to, they sigh. Saint Ambrose heard
it, sigh of leaves and waves, waiting, awaiting the fullness of their time, diebus
ac noctibus iniurias patiens ingemiscit.
To no end gathered: vainly then released, forth flowing, wending back: loom of the moon. Weary too in sight of lovers, lascivious men,
a naked woman shining in her courts, she draws a toil
of waters.
Five fathoms out
there. Full fathom five thy father lies. At one he
said. Found drowned. High water at Dublin bar. Driving before it a loose
drift of rubble, fanshoals of fishes, silly shells. A corpse rising saltwhite
from the undertow, bobbing landward, a pace a pace a porpoise. There he is.
Hook it quick. Sunk though he be beneath the watery floor.
We have him. Easy
now.
Bag
of corpsegas sopping in foul brine.
A quiver of minnows, fat of a spongy titbit, flash
through the slits of his buttoned trouserfly. God becomes man becomes fish becomes barnacle
goose becomes featherbed mountain. Dead
breaths I living breathe, tread dead dust, devour a
urinous offal from all dead. Hauled
stark over the gunwale he breathes upward the stench of his green grave, his
leprous nosehole snoring to the sun.
A
seachange this, brown eyes saltblue.
Seadeath, mildest of all deaths known to man. Old Father Ocean. Prix de Paris: beware of
imitations. Just you give it a fair
trial. We enjoyed ourselves immensely.
Come. I thirst.
Clouding over.
No black clouds anywhere, are there? Thunderstorm. Allbright he falls, proud lightning of the
intellect, Lucifer, dico, qui nescit occasum. No. My
cockle hat and staff and his my sandal shoon. Where?
To evening lands. Evening will find itself.
He took the hilt of
his ashplant, lunging with it softly, dallying still. Yes, evening will find itself in me, without
me. All days making
their end. By the way next when
is it? Tuesday will be the longest
day. Of all the glad new
year, mother, the rum tum tiddly tum.
Lawn Tennyson, gentleman poet. Già. For the old hag with the
yellow teeth. And
Monsieur Dumont, gentleman journalist. Già. My teeth are very bad. Why, I wonder? Feel. That one is going too. Shells. Ought I go to a dentist,
I wonder, with that money? That one. Toothless Kinch, the superman. Why is that, I wonder, or does it mean
something perhaps?
My
handkerchief. He threw it. I remember.
Did I not take it up?
His hand groped
vainly in his pockets. No, I didn't. Better buy one.
He laid the dry
snot picked from his nostril on a ledge of rock, carefully. For the rest let look who will.
Behind. Perhaps there is someone.
He turned his face
over a shoulder, rear regardant. Moving
through the air high spars of a threemaster, her sails brailed up on the
crosstrees, homing, upstream, silently moving, a
silent ship.