THE LIFE OF MAGISTER LUDI JOSEPH KNECHT
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ONE
THE
CALL
NO
KNOWLEDGE HAS come down to us of Joseph Knecht's
origins. Like many other pupils of the
elite schools, he either lost his parents early in childhood, or the Board of
Educators removed him from unfavourable home conditions and took charge of him. In any case, he was spared the conflict
between elite school and home which complicates the youth of many other boys of
his type, makes entry into the Order more difficult, and in some cases
transforms highly gifted young people into problem personalities.
Knecht was one
of those fortunates who seem born for Castalia, for
the Order, and for service in the Board of Educators. Although he was not spared the perplexities
of the life of the mind, it was given to him to experience without personal
bitterness the tragedy inherent in every life consecrated to thought. Indeed, it is probably not so much this
tragedy in itself that has tempted us to delve so deeply into the personality
of Joseph Knecht; rather, it was the tranquil,
cheerful, not to say radiant manner in which he brought his destiny and his
talents to fruition. Like every man of
importance he had his daimonion and his
amor fati;
but in him amor fati
manifested itself to us free of sombreness and fanaticism. Granted, there is always much that is hidden,
and we must not forget that the writing of history - however dryly it is done
and however sincere the desire for objectivity - remains literature. History's third dimension is always fiction.
Thus, to select some examples of
greatness, we have no idea whether Johann Sebastian Bach or Wolfgang Amadeus
Mozart actually lived in a cheerful or a despondent manner. Mozart moves us with that peculiarly touching
and endearing grace of early blossoming and fading; Bach stands for the
edifying and comforting submission to God's paternal plan of which suffering
and dying form a part. But we do not
really read these qualities from their biographies and from such facts about
their private lives as have come down to us; we read them solely from their
works, from their music. Furthermore,
although we know Bach's biography and deduce his personality from his music, we
involuntarily include his posthumous destiny in the picture. We conceive him as living with the knowledge,
which causes him a silent smile, that all his work would be forgotten after his
death, that his manuscripts would be treated as so much waste paper, that one
of his sons instead of himself would be considered "the great Bach",
and harvest the success he himself merited, and that after his work had been
rediscovered it would be plunged into the misunderstandings and barbarities of
the Age of the Feuilleton, and so on.
Similarly, we tend to ascribe to Mozart, while still alive and
flourishing, and producing his soundest work, some knowledge of his security in
the hands of death, some premonition of the kindness with which death would
embrace him. Where a body of work
exists, the historian cannot help himself; he must sum it up, along with the
life of the creator of that work, as two inseparable halves of a living
unity. So we do with Mozart or with
Bach; so we do with Knecht, although he belongs to
our essentially uncreative era and has not left behind any body of work of the
same nature as those masters.
In attempting to trace the course of Knecht's life we are also attempting to interpret it, and
although as historians we must deeply regret the scantiness of authenticated
information on the last period of his life, we were nevertheless encouraged to
undertake the task precisely because this last part of Knecht's
life has become a legend. We have taken
over this legend and adhere to its spirit, whether or not it is merely a pious
fiction. Just as we know nothing about Knecht's birth and origins, we know nothing about his
death. But we have not the slightest
reason for assuming that his death could have been a matter of pure
chance. We regard his life, insofar as
it is known, as built up in a clear succession of stages; and if in our
speculations about its end we gladly accept the legend and faithfully report
it, we do so because what the legend tells us about the last stage of his life
seems to correspond fully with the previous stages. We go so far as to admit that the manner in
which his life drifts gently off into legend appears to us organic and right,
just as it imposes no strain on our credulity to believe in the continued
existence of a constellation that has vanished below the horizon. Within the world in which we live - and by
"we" I mean the author of this present work and the reader - Joseph Knecht reached the summit and achieved the maximum. As Magister Ludi he became the leader and prototype of all those who
strive towards and cultivate the things of the mind. He administered and increased the cultural
heritage that had been handed down to him, for he was high priest of a temple
that is sacred to each and every one of us.
But he did more than attain the realm of a Master, did more than fill
the office at the very summit of our hierarchy.
He moved on beyond it; he grew out of it into a dimension whose nature
we can only reverently guess at. And for
that very reason it seems to us perfectly appropriate, and in keeping with his
life, that his biography should also have surpassed the usual dimensions and at
the end passed on into legend. We accept
the miracle of this fact and rejoice in it without any inclination to pry into
it interpretively. But insofar as Knecht's life is historical - and it is that up to one
specific day - we intend to treat it as such.
It has been our endeavour, therefore, to transmit the tradition exactly
as it has been revealed to us by our researches.
Concerning his childhood before he
entered the elite schools, we know only a single incident. It is, however, one of symbolic importance,
for it signifies the first great call of the realm of Mind to him, the voice of
his vocation. And it is characteristic
that this first call came not from science or scholarship, but from music. We owe this fragment of biography, as we do
almost all the recollections of Knecht's personal
life, to the jottings of a pupil of the Glass Bead Game, a loyal admirer who
kept a record of many of the remarks and stories of his great teacher.
Knecht must
have been twelve or thirteen years old at the time. For quite a while he had been a scholarship
pupil in the Latin
The news stirred the boy deeply, for of
course he knew quite well who the Music Master was. He was not to be compared with the school
inspectors who visited twice a year, coming from somewhere in the higher
reaches of the Board of Educators. The
Music Master was one of the twelve demigods, one of the twelve supreme heads of
this most respected of Boards. In all
musical affairs he was the supreme authority for the entire country. To think that the Music Master himself, the Magister Musicae in person, would
be coming to Berolfingen! There was only one person in the world whom
Joseph might have regarded as still more legendary and mysterious: the Master
of the Glass Bead Game.
Joseph was filled in advance with an
enormous and timorous reverence for the impending visitor. He imagined the Music Master variously as a
king, as one of the Twelve Apostles, or as one of the legendary great artists
of classical times, a Michael Praetorius or a Claudio
Monterverdi, a J.J. Froberger
or Johann Sebastian Bach. And he looked
forward with a joy as deep as his terror to the appearance of this mighty
star. That one of the demigods and
archangels, one of the mysterious and almighty regents of the world of thought,
was to appear in the flesh here in town and in the Latin school; that he was
going to see him, and that the Master might possibly speak to him, examine him,
reprimand or praise him, was a kind of miracle and rare prodigy in the
skies. Moreover, as the teachers assured
him, this was to be the first time in decades that a Magister
Musicae in person would be visiting the town and the
little Latin school. The boy pictured
the forthcoming event in a great variety of ways. Above all he imagined a great public festival
and a reception such as he had once experienced when a new major had taken
office, with brass bands and streets strung with banners; there might even be
fireworks. Knecht's
schoolmates also had such fantasies and hopes.
His happy excitement was subdued only by the thought that he himself
might come too close to this great man, and that his playing and his answers
might be so bad that he would end up unbearably disgraced. But this anxiety was sweet as well as
tormenting. Secretly, without admitting
it to himself, he did not think the whole eagerly anticipated festival with its
flags and fireworks nearly so fine, so entrancing, important, and miraculously
delightful as the very possibility that he, little Joseph Knecht,
would be seeing this man at close quarters, that in fact the Master was paying
this visit to Berolfingen just a little on his, Joseph's,
account - for he was after all coming to examine the state of musical
instruction, and the music teacher obviously thought it possible that the
Master would examine him as well.
But perhaps it would not come to that -
alas, it probably would not. After all,
it was hardly possible. The Master would
have better things to do than to listen to a small boy's violin-playing. He would probably want to see and hear only
the older, more advanced pupils.
Such were the boy's thoughts as he
awaited the day. And the day, when it
came, began with a disappointment. No
music blared in the streets, no flags and garlands hung from the houses. As on every other day, Joseph had to gather
up his books and notebooks and go to the ordinary classes. And even in the classroom there was not the
slightest sign of decoration or festivity.
Everything was ordinary and normal.
Class began; the teacher wore his everyday smock; he made no speeches,
did not so much as mention the great guest of honour.
But during the second or third hour the
guest came nevertheless. There was a
knock at the door; the school janitor came in and informed the teacher that
Joseph Knecht was to present himself to the music
teacher in fifteen minutes. And he had
better make sure that his hair was decently combed and his hands and
fingernails clean.
Knecht turned
pale with fright. He stumbled from the
classroom, ran to the dormitory, put down his books, washed and combed his
hair. Trembling, he took his violin case
and his book of exercises. With a lump
in his throat, he made his way to the music rooms in the annex. An excited schoolmate met him on the stairs,
pointed to a practice room, and told him: "You're supposed to wait here
till they call you."
The wait was short, but seemed to him an
eternity. No-one called him, but a man
entered the room. A very old man, it
seemed to him at first, not very tall, white-haired, with a fine clear face and
penetrating, light-blue eyes. The gaze
of those eyes might have been frightening, but they were serenely cheerful as
well as penetrating, neither laughing nor smiling, but filled with a calm,
quietly radiant cheerfulness. He shook
hands with the boy, nodded, and sat down with deliberation on the stool in
front of the old practice piano.
"You are Joseph Knecht?" he
said. "Your teacher seems content
with you. I think he is fond of
you. Come, let's make a little music
together."
Knecht had
already taken out his violin. The old
man struck the A, and the boy tuned.
Then he looked inquiringly, anxiously, at the Music Master.
"What would you like to play?"
the Master asked.
The boy could not say a word. He was filled to the brim with awe of the old
man. Never had he seen a person like
this. Hesitantly, he picked up his
exercise book and held it out to the Master.
"No," the Master said, "I
want you to play from memory, and not an exercise but something easy that you
know by heart. Perhaps a song you
like."
Knecht was
confused, and so enchanted by this face and those eyes that he could not
answer. He was deeply ashamed of his
confusion, but unable to speak. The
Master did not insist. With one finger,
he struck the first notes of a melody, and looked questioningly at the
boy. Joseph nodded and at once played
the melody with pleasure. It was one of
the old songs which were often sung in school.
"Once more," the Master said.
Knecht
repeated the melody, and the old man now played a second voice to go with
it. Now the old song rang through the
small practice room in two parts.
"Once more."
Knecht played,
and the Master played the second part, and a third part also. Now the beautiful old song rang through the
room in three parts.
"Once more." And the Master played three voices along with
the melody.
"A lovely song," the Master
said softly. "Play it again, in the
alto this time."
The Master gave him the first note, and Knecht played, the Master accompanying with the other three
voices. Again and again the Master said,
"Once more," and each time he sounded merrier. Knecht played the
melody in the tenor, each time accompanied by two or three parts. They played the song many times, and with
every repetition the song was involuntarily enriched with embellishments and
variations. The bare little room
resounded festively in the cheerful light of the forenoon.
After a while the old man stopped. "Is that enough?" he asked. Knecht shook his
head and began again. The Master chimed
in gaily with his three voices, and the four parts drew their thin lucid lines,
spoke to one another, mutually supported, crossed, and wove around one another
in delightful windings and figurations.
The boy and the old man ceased to think of anything else; they
surrendered themselves to the lovely, congenial lines and figurations they
formed as their parts criss-crossed.
Caught in the network their music was creating, they swayed gently along
with it, obeying an unseen conductor.
Finally, when the melody had come to an end once more, the Master turned
his head and asked: "Did you like that, Joseph?"
Gratefully, his face glowing, Knecht looked at him.
He was radiant but still speechless.
"Do you happen to know what a fugue
is?" the Master now asked.
Knecht looked
dubious. He had already heard fugues,
but had not yet studied them in class.
"Very well," the Master said,
"then I'll show you. You'll grasp
it quicker if we make a fugue ourselves.
Now then, the first thing we need for a fugue is a theme, and we don't
have to look far for the theme. We'll
take it from our song."
He played a brief phrase, a fragment of
the song's melody. It sounded strange,
cut out in that way, without head or tail.
He played the theme once more, and this time he went on to the first
entrance; the second entrance changed the interval of a fifth to a fourth; the
third repeated the first an octave higher, as did the fourth with the
second. The exposition concluded with a
cadence in the key of the dominant. The
second working-out modulated more freely to other keys; the third, tending
towards the subdominant, ended with a cadence on the tonic.
The boy looked at the player's clever
white fingers, saw the course of the development faintly mirrored in his
concentrated expression, while his eyes remained quiet under half-closed
lids. Joseph's heart swelled with
veneration, with love for the Master.
His ear drank in the fugue; it seemed to him that he was hearing music
for the first time in his life. Behind
the music being created in his presence he sensed the world of Mind, the
joy-giving harmony of law and freedom, of service and rule. He surrendered himself, and vowed to serve
that world and this Master. In those few
minutes he saw himself and his life, saw the whole cosmos guided, ordered, and
interpreted by the spirit of music. And
when the playing had come to an end, he saw this magician and king for whom he
felt so intense a reverence pause for a little while longer, slightly bowed
over the keys, with half-closed eyes, his face softly glowing from within. Joseph did not know whether he ought to
rejoice at the bliss of this moment, or weep because it was over.
The old man slowly raised himself from
the piano stool, fixed those cheerful blue eyes piercingly and at the same time
with unimaginable friendliness upon him, and said: "Making music together
is the best way for two people to become friends. There is none easier. That is a fine thing. I hope you and I shall remain friends. Perhaps you too will learn how to make
fugues, Joseph."
He shook hands with Joseph and took his
leave. But in the doorway he turned once
more and gave Joseph a parting greeting, with a look and a ceremonious little
inclination of his head.
Many years later Knecht
told his pupil that when he stepped out of the building, he found the town and
the world far more transformed and enchanted than if there had been flags,
garlands, and streamers, or displays of fireworks. He had experienced his vocation, which may
surely be spoken of as a sacrament. The
ideal world, which hitherto his young soul had known only be hearsay and in
wild dreams, had suddenly taken on visible lineaments for him. Its gates had opened invitingly. This world, he now saw, did not exist only in
some vague, remote past or future; it was here and was active; it glowed, sent
messengers, apostles, ambassadors, men like this old Magister
(who by the way was not nearly so old as he then seemed to Joseph). And through this venerable messenger an
admonition and a call had come from that world even to him, the insignificant
Latin school pupil.
Such was the meaning of the experience
for him. It took weeks before he
actually realized, and was convinced, that the magical events of that
sacramental hour corresponded to a precise event in the real world, that the
summons was not just a sense of happiness and admonition in his own soul and
his own conscience, but a show of favour and an exhortation from the earthly
powers. For in the long run it could not
be concealed that the Music Master's visit had been neither a matter of chance
nor a real inspection of the school.
Rather, Knecht's name had stood for some time
on the lists of pupils who seemed deserving of education in the elite
school. At any rate, on the basis of his
teachers' reports he had been so recommended to the Board of Educators. The boy had been recommended for good
character and as a Latinist, but the highest praise had come from his music
teacher. Therefore the Music Master had
chosen to stop off for a few hours in Berolfingen, in
the course of an official mission, in order to see this pupil. In his examination he was not so much
interested in Joseph's Latin or his fingering (in these matters he relied on
the teaches' reports, which he nevertheless spent an hour going over) as
whether the boy had it in him by nature to become a musician in the higher
sense of the word, whether he had the capacity for enthusiasm, subordination,
reverence, worshipful service. As a
rule, and for very good reasons, the teachers in the public schools were
anything but liberal in their recommendations of pupils for the
"elite". Nevertheless, now and
then someone would be pushed out of more or less unsavoury motives. Quite often, too, from sheer lack of insight
a teacher would stubbornly recommend some pet pupil who had few virtues aside
from diligence, ambition, and a certain shrewdness in his conduct towards the
teachers. The Music Master particularly
disliked this kind of boy. He could tell
at once whether a pupil was aware that his future career was at stake, and woe
to the boy who approached him too adroitly, too cannily, too cleverly, let
alone one who tried to flatter him. In a
good many cases such candidates were rejected without even an examination.
Knecht, on the
other hand, had delighted the old Music Master.
He had liked him very much. As he
continued his journey he recalled the boy with pleasure. He had made no notes and entered no marks for
him in his notebook, but he took with him the memory of the unspoiled, modest
boy, and upon his return he inscribed his name in his own hand on the list of
pupils who had been examined personally by a member of the Board of Educators
and been found worthy of admission.
Joseph had occasionally heard talk in
school about this list, and in a great variety of tones. The pupils called it "the golden
book", but sometimes they disrespectfully referred to it as the
"climbers' catalogue".
Whenever a teacher mentioned the list - if only to remind a pupil that a
lout like him could never hope to win a place on it - there would be a note of
solemnity, of respect, and also of self-importance in his voice. But if the pupils mentioned the catalogue,
they usually spoke in a jeering tone and with somewhat exaggerated
indifference. Once Joseph had heard a
schoolmate say: "Go on, what do I care about that stupid climbers'
catalogue. You won't see a regular
fellow's name in it, that's for sure.
The teachers keep it for all the worst grinds and creeps."
A curious period followed Joseph's
wonderful experience with the Music Master.
He still did not know that he now belonged to the electi,
to the flos juventutis,
as the elite pupils were called in the Order.
At first it did not enter his mind that there might be practical
consequences and tangible effects of the episode upon his general destiny or
his daily life. While for his teachers
he was already marked by distinction and on the verge of departure, he himself
was conscious of his call almost entirely as a process within himself. Even so, it made a clear dividing line in his
life. Although the hour with the sorcerer
(as he often thought of the Music Master) had only brought to fruition, or
brought closer, something he had already sensed in his own heart, that hour
nevertheless clearly separated the past from the present and the future - just
as an awakened dreamer, even if he wakes up in the same surroundings that he
has seen in his dream, cannot really doubt that he is now awake. There are many types and kinds of vocation,
but the core of the experience is always the same: the soul is awakened by it,
transformed or exalted, so that instead of dreams and presentiments from within
a summons comes from without. A portion
of reality presents itself and makes it claim.
In this case the portion of reality had
been the Music Master. This remote,
venerated demigod, this archangel from the highest spheres of heaven, had
appeared in the flesh. Joseph had seen
his omniscient blue eyes. He had sat on
the stool at the practice piano, had made music with Joseph, made music
wonderfully; almost without words he had shown him what music really was, had
blessed him, and vanished.
For the present Joseph was incapable of
reflecting on possible practical consequences, on all that might flow out of
this event, for he was much too preoccupied with the immediate reverberations
of it within himself. Like a young plant
hitherto quietly and intermittently developing which suddenly begins to breathe
harder and to grow, as though in a miraculous hour it has become aware of the
law which shapes it and begins to strive towards the fulfilment of its being,
the boy, touched by the magician's hand, began rapidly and eagerly to gather
and tauten his energies. He felt
changed, growing; he felt new tensions and new harmonies between himself and
the world. There were times, now, in
music, Latin, and mathematics, when he could master tasks that were still far
beyond his age and the scope of his schoolmates. Sometimes he felt capable of any
achievements. At other times he might
forget everything and daydream with a new softness and surrender, listen to the
wind or the rain, gaze into the chalice of a flower or the moving waters of the
river, understanding nothing, divining everything, lost in sympathy, curiosity,
the craving to comprehend, carried away from his own self towards another,
towards the world, towards the mystery and sacrament, the at once painful and
lovely disporting of the world of appearances.
Thus, beginning from within and growing
towards the meeting and confirmation of self and world, the vocation of Joseph Knecht developed into perfect purity. He passed through all its stages, tasted all
its joys and anxieties. Unhampered by
sudden revelations and indiscretions, the sublime process moved to its conclusion. His was the typical evolution of every noble
mind; working and growing harmoniously and at the same tempo, the inner self
and the outer world approached each other.
At the end of these developments the boy became aware of his situation
and of the fate that awaited him. He
realized that his teachers were treating him like a colleague, even like a
guest of honour whose departure is expected at any moment, and this his
schoolmates were half admiring or envying him, half avoiding or even
distrusting him. Some of his enemies now
openly mocked and hated him, and he found himself more and more separated from
and deserted by former friends. But by
then the same process of separation and isolation had been completed within
himself. His own feelings had taught him
to regard the teachers more and more as associates rather than superiors; his
former friends had become temporary companions of the road, now left
behind. He no longer felt that he was
among equals in his school and his town.
He was no longer in the right place.
Everything he had known had become permeated by a hidden death, a
solvent of unreality, a sense of belonging to the past. It had all become a makeshift, like worn-out
clothing that no longer fitted. And as
the end of his stay at the Latin school approached, this slow outgrowing of a
beloved and harmonious home town, this shedding of a way of life no longer
right for him, this living on the verge of departure - interspersed though the
mood of parting was by moments of supreme rejoicing and radiant self-assurance
- became a terrible torment to him, an almost intolerable pressure and
suffering. For everything was slipping
from him without his being sure that it was not really himself who was
abandoning everything. He could not say
whether he should not be blaming himself for this perishing and estrangement of
his dear and accustomed world. Perhaps
he had killed it by ambition, by arrogance, by pride, by disloyalty and lack of
love. Among the pangs inherent in a
genuine vocation, these are the bitterest.
One who has received the call takes, in accepting it, not only a gift
and a commandment, but also something akin to guilt. Similarly, the soldier who is snatched from
the ranks of his comrades and raised to the status of officer is the worthier
of promotion, the more he pays for it with a feeling of guilty conscience
towards his comrades.
Joseph Knecht,
however, had the good fortune to go through this evolution undisturbed and in
utter innocence. When at last the
faculty informed him of his distinction and his impending admission to the
elite schools, he was for the moment completely surprised, although a moment
later this novelty seemed to him something he had long known and been
expecting. Yet only now did he recall
that for weeks the word electus, or
"elite boy", had now and again been sneeringly called out behind his
back. He had heard it, but only half
heard, and had never imagined it as anything but a taunt. He had taken it to mean not that his
schoolmates were actually calling him an electus,
but that they were jeering: "You're so stuck up you think you're an electus." Occasionally he had suffered from the gulf
that had opened between himself and his schoolmates, but in fact he would never
have considered himself an electus. He had become conscious of the call not as a
rise in rank, but only as an inward admonition and encouragement. And yet - in spite of everything, had he not
known it all along, divined it, felt it again and again? Now it had come; his raptures were confirmed,
made legitimate; his suffering had had meaning; the clothing he had worn, by
now unbearably old and too tight, could be discarded at last. A new suit was waiting for him.
With his admission into the elite, Knecht's life was transferred to a different plane. The first and decisive step in his
development had been taken. It is by no
means the rule for all elite pupils that official admission to the elite
coincides with the inner experience of vocation. That is a matter of grace, or to put it in
banal terms, sheer good fortune. The
young man to whom it does happen starts out with an advantage, just as it is an
advantage to be endowed with felicitous qualities of body and soul. Almost all elite pupils regard their election
as a piece of great good fortune, a distinction they are proud of, and a great many of them have
previously felt an ardent longing for that distinction. But for most of the elect the transition from
the ordinary schools of their home towns to the schools of Castalia comes
harder than they had imagined, and entails a good many unexpected
disappointments. Especially for pupils
who were happy and loved in their homes, the change represents a very difficult
parting and renunciation. The result is
a rather considerable number of transfers back home, especially during the first
two elite years. The reason for these is
not a lack of talent and industry, but the inability of the pupils to adapt to
boarding-school life and to the idea of more and more severing their ties to
family and home until ultimately they would cease to know and to respect any
allegiance other than to the Order.
On the other hand, there were
occasionally pupils for whom admission to the elite schools meant above all
freedom from home or an oppressive school, from an oversevere
father, say, or a disagreeable teacher.
These youngsters breathed easier for a while, but they had expected such
vast and impossible changes in their whole life that disillusionment soon
followed.
The real climbers and model pupils, the
young pedants, could also not always hold their own in Castalia. Not that they would have been unable to cope
with their studies. But in the elite,
studies and marks were not the only criterion.
There were other pedagogical and artistic goals which sometimes proved
too much for such pupils. Nevertheless,
within the system of four great elite schools with their numerous subdivisions
and branch institutions there was room for a great variety of talents, and an
aspiring mathematician or a student of languages and literatures, if he really
had the makings of a scholar, would not be misprized
for a lack of musical or philosophical talent.
Even in Castalia, in fact, there were at times very strong tendencies
towards cultivation of the pure, sober disciplines, and the advocates of such
tendencies not only denigrated the "visionaries", that is, the
devotees of music and the other arts, but even sometimes went so far as to
forswear and ban, within their own circle, everything artistic, and especially
the Glass Bead Game.
Since all that is known to us of Knecht's life took place in Castalia, in that most tranquil
and serene region of our mountainous country, which in the old days used to be
called, in the poet Goethe's phrase, "the pedagogical province", we
shall at the risk of boring the reader with matters long familiar once more briefly
sketch the character of famous Castalia and the structure of her schools. These schools, for brevity known as the elite
schools, constitute a wise and flexible system by means of which the
administration (a Council of Studies consisting of twenty councillors, ten
representing the Board of Educators and ten representing the Order) draws
candidates from among the most gifted pupils in the various sections and
schools of the country, in order to supply new generations for the Order and
for all the important offices in the secondary school system and the
universities. The multitude of ordinary
schools, gymnasia, and other schools in the country, whether technical or
humanistic in character, are for more than ninety percent of our students
preparatory schools for the professions.
They terminate with an entrance examination for the university. At the university there is a specific course
of study for each subject. Such is the
standard curriculum for our students, as everyone knows. These schools make reasonably strict demands
and do their best to exclude the untalented.
But alongside or above these schools we
have the system of elite schools, to which only the pupils of extraordinary
gifts and character are admitted.
Entrance to them is not controlled by examinations. Instead, the elite pupils are chosen by their
teachers, according to their judgement, and are recommended to the Castalian authorities.
One day a teacher suggests to a child of eleven or twelve that if he
wished he could perhaps enter one of the Castalian
schools next semester. Does he feel
attracted by the idea; does he feel any vocation for it? The boy is given time to think it over. If he then agrees, and if the unqualified
consent of both parents is obtained, one of the elite schools admits him on
probation. The directors and the
highest-level teachers of these elite schools (by no means the faculties of the
universities) form the Board of Educators, which has charge of all education
and all intellectual organizations in the country. Once a boy becomes an elite pupil (and
assuming he does not fail any of the courses, in which case he is sent back to
the ordinary schools) he no longer has to prepare for a profession or some
speciality that will subsequently become his livelihood. Rather, the Order and the hierarchy of
academics are recruited from among the elite pupils, everyone from the grammar
school teachers to the highest officers, the twelve Directors of Studies, also
called Masters, and the Ludi Magister,
the director of the Glass Bead Game.
As a rule, the last courses in the elite
schools are completed between the ages of twenty-two and twenty-five. The graduate is then admitted to the
Order. Thereafter, all educational and
research institutions of the Order and of the Board of Educators are available
to the former elite pupils, all the libraries, archives, laboratories, and so
on, together with a large staff of teachers, if they desire further study, and
all the faculties of the Glass Bead Game.
A degree of specialization begins even during the school years. In the upper ranges of the elite schools
those who show special aptitudes for languages, philosophy, mathematics, or
whatever are shifted to the curriculum which provides the best nourishment for
their talents. Most of these pupils end
up as subject teachers in the public schools and universities. They remain, even though they have left
Castalia, members of the Order for life.
That is to say, they stand at an austere remove from the "normals" (those who were not educated in the elite
schools) and can never - unless they resign the Order - become professional
men, such as doctors, lawyers, engineers, and so on. They are subject for life to the rules of the
Order, which include poverty and bachelorhood.
The common people call them, in an half-derisive, half-respectful tone,
"the mandarins".
Thus the bulk of former elite pupils
find their ultimate destiny as schoolmasters.
The tiny remainder, the top flight of the Castalian
schools, can devote themselves to free study for as long as they please. A contemplative, diligent intellectual life
is reserved for them. Many a highly
gifted person who for one reason or another, perhaps some physical defect or
quirk of character, is not suited to become a teacher or to hold a responsible
post in the superior or inferior Boards of Educators, may go on studying,
researching, or collecting throughout his life as a pensioner of the
authorities. His contribution to society
then consists mostly of works of pure scholarship. Some are placed as advisors to dictionary
committees, archives, libraries, and so on; others pursue scholarship as art
for art's sake. A good many of them have
devoted their lives to highly abstruse and sometimes peculiar subjects, such as
Ludovicus Crudelis, who
toiled for thirty years translating all extant ancient Egyptian texts into both
Greek and Sanskrit, or the somewhat peculiar Chattus Calvensis II, who has bequeathed to us four immense folio
volumes on The Pronunciation of Latin in the Universities of Southern Italy
towards the End of the Twelfth Century. This
work was intended as Part One of a History of the Pronunciation of Latin
from the Twelfth to the Sixteenth Centuries.
But in spite of its one thousand manuscript pages, it has remained a
fragment, for no-one has carried on the work.
It is understandable that there has been
a good deal of joking about purely learned works of this type. Their actual value for the future of
scholarship and for the people as a whole cannot be demonstrated. Nevertheless, scholarship, as was true for
art in the olden days, must indeed have far-flung grazing grounds, and in
pursuit of a subject which interests no-one but himself a scholar can
accumulate knowledge as valuable as that stored in a dictionary or an archive.
As far as possible, scholarly works such
as the above-mentioned were printed. The
real scholars were left in almost total freedom to ply their studies and their
Games, and no-one objected that a good many of their works seemed to bring no
immediate benefits to the people or the community and, inevitably, seemed to nonscholars merely luxurious frivolities. A good many of these scholars have been
smiled at for the nature of their studies, but none has ever been reproved, let
alone had his privileges withdrawn. Nor
were they merely tolerated; they enjoyed the respect of the populace, in spite
of being the butt of many jokes. This
respect was founded on the sacrifice with which all members of the scholarly
community paid for their intellectual privileges. They had many amenities; they had a modest
allotment of food, clothing, and shelter; they had splendid libraries,
collections, and laboratories at their disposal. But in return they renounced lush living,
marriage, and family. As a monastic
community they were excluded from competition in the world. They owned no property, received no titles
and honours, and in material things had to content themselves with a very
simple life. If one wanted to expend the
years of his life deciphering a single ancient inscription, he was free to do
so, and would even be helped. But if he
desired good living, rich clothing, money, or titles, he found these things
inexorably barred. Those for whom such
gratifications were important usually returned to "the world" quite
young; they became paid teachers or tutors or journalists; they married or in
other ways sought out a life to suit their tastes.
When the time came for Joseph Knecht to leave Berolfingen, it
was his music teacher who accompanied him to the railroad station. Saying goodbye to his teacher was painful,
and his heart also swelled a little with a feeling of loneliness and
uncertainty after the train started and the whitewashed stepped gable of the
old castle tower dropped out of sight and did not reappear. Many another pupil has set out on his first
journey with far more turbulent feelings, frightened and in tears. Joseph had inwardly already transferred his
allegiance; he withstood the journey well.
And he did not have far to go.
He had been assigned to the Eschholz school.
There had been pictures of this school hanging in his principal's
office. Eschholz
was the largest and the newest complex of schools in Castalia. The buildings were all modern. There was no town in the vicinity, only a
village-like small settlement set among woods.
Beyond the settlement the school spread out, wide, level, and cheerful,
the buildings enclosing a large open quadrangle. In the centre of the quadrangle, arranged
like the five on a die, five enormous stately trees raised their dark cones to
the sky. The huge rectangle was partly
in lawn, partly in gravel, its expanse broken only by two large swimming pools,
fed by running water. Wide shallow steps
led down to the pools. At the entrance
to this sunny plaza stood the schoolhouse, the only tall building in the
complex. There were two wings, each
flanked by a five-columned portico. All
the rest of the buildings enclosing the quadrangle were very low, flat, and
unadorned, divided into perfectly equal sections, each of which led out into
the plaza through an arcade and down a low flight of steps. Pots of flowers stood in the openings of most
of the arcades.
In keeping with Castalian
custom, Joseph was not received by a school attendant and taken to a principal
or a committee of teachers. Instead, a
schoolmate met him, a tall good-looking boy in clothes of blue linen, a few
years older than Joseph. He shook hands,
saying "My name is Oscar; I'm the senior boy in Hellas House, where you
will be living. I've been assigned to
welcome you and show you around. You're
not expected to attend classes until tomorrow, so we have plenty of time to
look around. You'll get the hang of
things soon enough. And until you have
become adjusted, please consider me your friend and mentor, and your protector
as well, in case some of the fellows bother you. There are always some who think they have to
haze the new boys a little. But it won't
be bad, take it from me. I'll show you
Hellas House first, so you'll see where you're going to live."
Thus, in the traditional fashion, Oscar
greeted the newcomer; the housemaster had appointed him Joseph's mentor, and he
in fact made an effort to play his part well.
It is, after all, a part the seniors usually find congenial, and if a
fifteen-year-old takes the trouble to charm a thirteen-year-old by employing a
tone of affable comradeship with a touch of patronage, he will almost always
succeed. During Joseph's first few days
his mentor treated him like a guest whom a courteous host pampers in the hope
that he will, should he happen to depart the next day, take away with him a
good impression of host and house.
Joseph was shown to a room which he
would be sharing with two other boys. He
was served rusks and a cup of fruit juice. He was shown the whole of Hellas House, one
of the dormitories of the large quadrangle; he was shown where to hang his
towel in the steam bath, and in which corner he was allowed to keep potted
plants, if he wanted them. Before
evening fell he was also taken to the launderer at the washhouse, where a blue
linen suit was selected and fitted for him.
From the very first, Joseph felt at ease
in the place. He gaily fell in with
Oscar's tone and showed only the slightest trace of bashfulness, although he
naturally regarded this older boy, who had obviously been at home in Castalia
for a long time, as something of a demigod.
He even enjoyed the bits of showing-off, as when Oscar would weave a
complicated Greek quotation into his talk only to recall politely that the new
boy of course couldn't understand, naturally not, how could he be expected to!
In any case, life at the boarding school
was nothing new to Joseph. He fitted in
without difficulty. For that matter, no
important events of his years at Eschholz have been
recorded. The terrible fire in the
schoolhouse must have happened after his time.
Portions of his scholastic record have been traced; they show that he
occasionally had the highest marks in music and Latin, and somewhat above
average in mathematics and Greek. Now
and then there are entries about him in the "House Book", such as "ingenium valde capax, studia non angusta, mores probantur" or
"ingenium felix et profectuum avidissimum, moribus placet officiosis." What punishments he received at Eschholz can no longer be determined; the disciplinary
register was lost in the fire, along with so much else. There is the testimony of a fellow pupil that
during the four years at Eschholz Knecht
was punished only once (by being excluded from the weekly outing), and that his
demerit had consisted in obstinately refusing to name a schoolmate who had done
something against the rules. The
anecdote sounds plausible. Knecht undoubtedly was always a good comrade and never
servile towards his superiors.
Nevertheless, it seems highly unlikely that this was actually his sole
punishment in four years.
Since our data on Knecht's
early period in the elite school are so sparse, we cite a passage from one of
his later lectures on the Glass Bead Game.
Knecht's own manuscripts of these lectures for
beginners are not available, it should be noted: he delivered them
extemporaneously, and a pupil took them down in shorthand. At one point Knecht
speaks about analogies and associations in the Glass Bead Game, and in regard
to the latter distinguishes between "legitimate", universally
comprehensible associations and those that are "private", or
subjective. He remarks: "To give
you an example of private associations that do no forfeit their private value,
although they have no place in the Glass Bead Game, I shall tell you of one
such association that goes back to my own schooldays. I was about fourteen years old, and it was
the season when spring is already in the air, February or March. One afternoon a schoolmate invited me to go
out with him to cut a few elder switches.
He wanted to use them as pipes for a model water mill. We set out, and it must have been an
unusually beautiful day in the world or in my own mind, for it has remained in
my memory, and vouchsafed me a little experience. The ground was wet, but free of snow; strong
green shoots were already breaking through on the edge of streams. Buds and the first opening catkins were
already lending a tinge of colour to the bare bushes, and the air was full of
scent, a scent imbued with life and with contradictions. There were smells of damp soil, decaying
leaves, and young growth; any moment one expected to smell the first violets,
although there were none yet.
"We came to the elder bushes. They had tiny buds, but no leaves, and as I
cut off a twig a powerful, bittersweet scent wafted towards me. It seemed to gather and multiply all the
other smells of spring within itself. I
was completely stunned by it; I smelled my knife, smelled my hand, smelled the
elder twig. It was the sap that gave off
so insistent and irresistible a fragrance.
We did not talk about it, but my friend also thoughtfully smelled for a
long time. The fragrance meant something
to him also.
"Well now, every experience has its
element of magic. In this case the onset
of spring, which had enthralled me as I walked over the wet, squishing meadows
and smelled the soil and the buds, had now been concentrated into a sensual
symbol by the fortissimo of that elder shrub's fragrance. Possibly I would never have forgotten this
scent even if the experience had remained isolated. Rather, every future encounter with that
smell deep into my old age would in all probability have revived the memory of
that first time I had consciously experienced the fragrance. But now a second element entered in. At that time I had found an old volume of
music at my piano teacher's. It was a
volume of songs by Franz Schubert, and it exerted a strong attraction upon me. I had leafed through it one time when I had a
rather long wait for the teacher, and had asked to borrow it for a few
days. In my leisure hours I gave myself
up to the ecstasy of discovery. Up to
that time I had not known Schubert at all, and I was totally captivated by
him. And now, on the day of that walk to
the elderberry bush or the day after, I discovered Schubert's spring song, "Die
linden Lüfte sind erwacht", and the first chords of the piano
accompaniment assailed me like something already familiar. Those chords had exactly the same fragrance
as the sap of the young elder, just as bittersweet, just as strong and
compressed, just as full of the forthcoming spring. From that time on the association of earliest
spring, fragrance of elder, and Schubert chords has been fixed, and absolutely valid,
for me. As soon as the first chord
is struck I immediately smell the tartness of the sap, and both together mean
to me: spring is on the way.
"This private association of mine
is a precious possession I would not willingly give up. But the fact that two sensual experiences leap
up every time I think 'spring is coming' - that fact is my own personal
affair. It can be communicated,
certainly, as I have communicated it to you just now. But it cannot be transmitted. I can make you understand my association, but
I cannot so affect a single one of you that my private association will become
a valid symbol for you in your turn, a mechanism which infallibly reacts on
call and always follows the same course."
One of Knecht's
fellow pupils, who later rose to the rank of First Archivist of the Glass Bead
Game, maintained that Knecht on the whole had been a
merry boy, though without a trace of boisterousness. When playing music he would sometimes have a
wonderfully rapt, blissful expression.
He was rarely seen in an excited or passionate mood, except at the
rhythmic ball game, which he loved. But
there were times when this friendly, healthy boy attracted attention, and gave
rise to mockery or anxiety. This
happened when pupils were dismissed, a fairly frequent occurrence in the lower
classes of the elite schools. The first
time a classmate was missing from classes and games, did not return next day,
and word went around that he was not sick but dismissed, had already departed
and would not be returning, Knecht was more than
subdued. For days on end he seemed to be
distraught.
Years later he himself commented on this
matter: "Every time a pupil was sent back from Eschholz
and left us, I felt as if someone had died.
If I had been asked the reason for my sorrow, I would have said that I
felt pity for the poor fellow who had spoiled his future by frivolity and
laziness, and that there was also an element of anxiety in my feeling, fear
that this might possibly happen to me some day.
Only after I had experienced the same thing many times, and basically no
longer believed that the same fate could overtake me as well, did I begin to
see somewhat more deeply into the matter.
I then no longer felt the expulsion of an electus
merely as a misfortune and punishment, but that the 'world' out there, from
which we electi had all come once upon
a time, had not abruptly ceased to exist as it had seemed to me. Rather, for a good many among us it remained
a great and attractive reality which tempted and ultimately recalled these
boys. And perhaps it was that not only
for individuals, but for all of us; perhaps it was by no means only the weaker
and inferior souls upon whom the remote world exerted so strong an
attraction. Possibly the apparent
relapse they had suffered was not a fall and a cause for suffering, but a leap
forward and a positive act. Perhaps we
who were so good about remaining in Eschholz were in
fact the weaklings and the cowards."
As we shall see, these thoughts were to
return to him, and very forcefully.
Every encounter with the Music Master
was a great joy to him. The Master came
to Eschholz once every two or three months at least
to supervise the music classes. He also
frequently stayed a few days as the guest of one of the teachers who was a
close friend. Once he personally
conducted the final rehearsals for the performance of a vesper by
Monteverdi. But above all he kept an eye
on the more talented of the music pupils, and Knecht
was among the honoured recipients of his paternal friendship. Every so often he would sit at the piano with
Joseph in one of the practice rooms and go through the works of his favourite
composers with him, or else play over a classical example from one of the old
handbooks on the theory of composition. "To
construct a canon with the Music Master, or to hear him develop a badly
constructed one to its absurd logical conclusion, frequently had about it a
solemnity, or I might also say a gaiety, like nothing else in the world. Sometimes one could scarcely contain one's
tears, and sometimes one could not stop laughing. One emerged from a private music lesson with
him as from a bath or a massage."
Knecht's
schooldays at Eschholz at last drew to a close. Along with a dozen or so other pupils of his
level he was to be transferred to a school on the next stage or level. The principal delivered the usual speech to
these candidates, describing once again the significance and the rules of the Castalian schools and more or less sketching for the
graduates, in the name of the Order, the path they would be travelling, at the
end of which they would be qualified to enter the Order themselves. This solemn address was part of the program
for a day of ceremonies and festivities during which teachers and fellow pupils
alike treat the graduates like guests.
On such days there are always carefully prepared performances - this
time it was a great seventeenth-century cantata - and the Music Master had come
in order to hear it.
After the principal's address, while
everyone was on the way to the bravely bedecked dining-hall, Knecht approached the Master with a question. "The principal," he said,
"told us how things are outside of Castalia, in the ordinary schools and
colleges. He said that the students at
the universities study for the 'free' professions. If I understood him rightly, these are
professions we do not even have here in Castalia. What is the meaning of that? Why are just those professions called 'free'? And why should we Castalians
be excluded from them?"
The Magister Musicae drew the young man aside and stood with him under
one of the giant trees. An almost sly
smile puckered the skin around his eyes into little wrinkles as he replied:
"Your name is Knecht [Serf, servant.], my friend, and
perhaps for that reason the word 'free' is so alluring for you. But do not take it too seriously in this
case. When the non-Castalians
speak of the free professions, the word may sound very serious and even
inspiring. But when we use it, we intend
it ironically. Freedom exists in those
professions only to the extent that the student chooses the profession
himself. That produces an appearance of
freedom, although in most cases the choice is made less by the student than by
his family, and many a father would sooner bite off his tongue than really
allow his son free choice. But perhaps
that is a slander; let us drop this objection.
Let us say that the freedom exists, but it is limited to the one unique
act of choosing the profession.
Afterwards, all freedom is over.
When he begins his studies at the university, the doctor, lawyer, or
engineer is forced into an extremely rigid curriculum which ends with a series
of examinations. If he passes them, he
receives his license and can thereafter pursue his profession in seeming freedom. But in doing so he becomes the slave of base
powers; he is dependent on success, on money, on his ambition, his hunger for
fame, on whether or not people like him.
He must submit to elections, must earn money, must take part in the
ruthless competition of castes, families, political parties, newspapers. In return he has the freedom to become
successful and well-to-do, and to be hated by the unsuccessful, or vice
versa. For the elite pupil and later
member of the Order, everything is the other way around. He does not 'choose' any profession. He does not imagine that he is a better judge
of his own talents than are his teachers.
He accepts the place and the function within the hierarchy that his
superiors choose for him - if, that is, the matter is not reversed and the
qualities, gifts, and faults of the pupil compel the teachers to send him to
one place or another. In the midst of
this seeming unfreedom every electus
enjoys the greatest imaginable freedom after his early courses. Whereas the man in the 'free' professions
must submit to a narrow and rigid course of studies with rigid examinations in
order to train for his future career, the electus,
as soon as he begins studying independently, enjoys so much freedom that there
are many who all their lives choose the most abstruse and frequently almost
foolish studies, and may continue without hindrance as long as their conduct
does not degenerate. The natural teacher
is employed as teacher, the natural educator as educator, the natural translator
as translator; each, as if of his own accord, finds his way to the place in
which he can serve, and in serving be free.
Moreover, for the rest of his life he is saved from that 'freedom' of
career which means such terrible slavery.
He knows nothing of the struggle for money, fame, rank; he recognizes no
parties, no dichotomy between the individual and the office, between what is
private and what is public; he feels no dependence upon success. Now do you see, my son, that when we speak of
the free professions, the word 'free' is meant rather humorously."
Knecht's
departure from Eschholz marked the end of an era in
his life. If hitherto he had lived a
happy childhood, in a willing subordination and harmony almost without
problems, there now began a period of struggle, development, and complex
difficulties. He was about seventeen
years old when he was informed of his impending transfer. A number of his classmates received the same
announcement, and for a short while there was no more important question among
the elect, and none more discussed, than the place to which each of them would
be transplanted. In keeping with
tradition, they were told only a few days before their departure, and between
the graduation ceremony and departure there were several days of vacation.
During this vacation something splendid
happened to Knecht.
The Music Master proposed to take a walking trip and visit him, spending
a few days as his guest. That was a
great and rare honour. Early one morning
Knecht set out with a fellow graduate - for he was
still considered an Eschholz pupil, and at this level
boys were not allowed to travel alone.
They tramped towards the forest and the mountains, and when after three
hours of steady climbing through shady woods they reached a treeless summit, they
saw far below them, already small and easy to grasp as a whole, their Eschholz, recognizable even at this distance by the dark
mass of the five giant trees, the quadrangle with its segments of lawn and
sparkling pools, the tall schoolhouse, the service buildings, the village, the
famous grove of ash trees from which the school took its name. The two youths stood still, looking
down. A good many of us cherish the
memory of this lovely view; it was then not very different from the way it
looks today, for the buildings were rebuilt after the great fire, and three of
the five tall trees survived the blaze.
They saw their school lying below them, their home for many years, to
which they would soon be bidding goodbye, and both of them felt their hearts
contract at the sight.
"I think I've never before really
seen how beautiful it is," Joseph's companion said. "But I suppose it's because I'm seeing
it for the first time as something I must leave and say farewell to."
"That's exactly it," Knecht said.
"You're right, I feel the same way.
But even though we are going away, we won't after all be leaving Eschholz. Only the
ones who have gone away forever have really left it, like Otto, for instance,
who could make up such funny bits of Latin doggerel, or Charlemagne, who could
swim so long under water, and the others.
They really said farewell and broke away. It's a long time since I've thought about
them, but now they come back to me.
Laugh at me if you like, but in spite of everything there's something
impressive to me about those apostates, just as there is a grandeur about the
fallen angel Lucifer. Perhaps they did
the wrong thing or, rather, undoubtedly they did the wrong thing, but all the
same they did something, accomplished something; they ventured a leap, and that
took courage. We others have been
hardworking and patient and reasonable, but we haven't done anything, we
haven't taken any leaps."
"I don't know," his companion
said. "Many of them neither did
anything nor ventured anything; they simply fooled around until they were
dismissed. But maybe I don't quite
understand you. What do you mean about
leaping?"
"I mean being able to take a
plunge, to take things seriously, to - well, that's just it, to leap. I wouldn't want to leap back to my former
home and my former life; it doesn't attract me and I've almost forgotten
it. But I do wish that if ever the time
comes and it proves to be necessary, that I too will be able to free myself and
leap, and not backwards into something inferior, but forwards and into
something higher."
"Well, that is what we are headed
for. Eschholz
was one step; the next will be higher, and finally the Order awaits us."
"Yes, but that isn't what I
meant. Let's move on, amice; walking
is so great, it will cheer me up again.
We've really given ourselves a case of the dumps."
This mood and those words, which his
classmate recorded, already sound the note which prevailed during the stormy
period of Knecht's adolescence.
The hikers tramped for two days before
they reached the Music Master's current home, Monteport,
high in the mountains, where the Master lived in the former monastery, giving a
course for conductors. Knecht's classmate was lodged in the guesthouse, while Knecht himself was assigned a small cell in the Magister's apartment.
He had barely unpacked his knapsack and washed when his host came
in. The venerable man shook hands with
the boy, sat down with a small sigh, and for a few minutes closed his eyes, as
was his habit when he was very tired.
Then, looking up with a friendly smile, he said: "Forgive me; I am
not a very good host. You have just come
from a long hike and must be tired, and to tell the truth so am I - my day is
somewhat overcrowded - but if you are not yet ready for bed, I should like to
have an hour with you in my study. You
will be staying here two days, and tomorrow both you and your classmate will be
dining with me, but unfortunately my time is so limited, and we must somehow
manage to save the few hours I need for you.
So shall we begin right away?"
He led Knecht
into a large vaulted cell empty of furniture but for an old piano and two
chairs. They sat down in the chairs.
"You will soon be entering another
stage," the Master said.
"There you will learn all sorts of new things, some of them very
pleasant. Probably you'll also begin
dabbling in the Glass Bead Game before long.
And that is very fine and important, but one thing is more important
than anything else: you are going to learn meditation there. Supposedly all the students learn it, but one
can't go checking up on them. I want you
to learn it properly and well, just as well as music; then everything else will
follow of its own accord. Therefore I'd
like to give you the first two or three lessons myself; that was the purpose of
my invitation. So today and tomorrow and
the day after tomorrow let us try to meditate for an hour each day, and
moreover on music. You will be given a
glass of milk now, so that hunger and thirst do not disturb you; supper will be
brought to us later."
He rapped on the door, and a glass of
milk was brought in.
"Drink slowly, slowly," he
admonished. "Take your time, and do
not speak."
Knecht drank
his cool milk very slowly. Opposite him,
the dear man sat with his eyes closed again.
His face looked very old, but friendly; it was full of peace, and he was
smiling to himself, as though he had stepped down into his own thoughts like a
tired man into a footbath. Tranquillity
streamed from him. Knecht
felt it, and himself grew calmer.
Now the Magister
turned on his chair and placed his hands on the piano. He played a theme, and carried it forward
with variations; it seemed to be a piece by some Italian master. He instructed his guest to imagine the
progress of the music as a dance, a continuous series of balancing exercises, a
succession of smaller or larger steps from the middle of an axis of symmetry,
and to focus his mind entirely on the figure which these steps formed. He played the bars once more, silently
reflected on them, played them again, then sat quite still, hands on his knees,
eyes half closed, without the slightest movement, repeating and contemplating
the music within himself. His pupil,
too, listened within himself, saw fragments of lines of notes before him, saw something
moving, something stopping, dancing, and hovering, and tried to perceive and
read the movement as if it were the curves in the line of a bird's flight. The pattern grew confused and he lost it; he
had to begin over again; for a moment his concentration left him and he was in
a void. He looked around and saw the
Master's still, abstracted face floating palely in the twilight, found his way
back again to that mental space he had drifted out of. He heard the music sounding in it again, saw
it striding along, saw it inscribing the line of its movement, and followed in
his mind the dancing feet of the invisible dancers....
It seemed to him that a long time had
passed before he glided out of that space once more, again became aware of the
chair he sat on, the mat-covered stone floor, the dimmer dusk outside the
windows. He felt someone regarding him,
looked up and into the eyes of the Music Master, who was attentively studying
him. The Master gave him an almost imperceptible
nod, with one finger played pianissimo the last variation of the Italian
piece, and stood up.
"Stay on," he said. "I shall be back. Try once again to track down the music; pay
attention to the figure. But don't force
yourself; it's only a game. If you
should fall asleep over it, there's no harm."
He left; there was still a task awaiting
him, left over from the overcrowded day.
It was no easy and pleasant task, none that he would have wished
for. One of the students in the
conducting course was a gifted but vain and overbearing person. The Music Master would have to speak to him
now, curbing his bad habits, showing him his faults, all that with an even
balance of solicitude and superiority, love and authority. He sighed.
What a pity that no arrangements were ever final, that recognized errors
were never eliminated for good, that again and again the selfsame failings had
to be combated, the selfsame weeds plucked out.
Talent without character, virtuosity without values, had dominated
musical life in the Age of the Feuilleton, had been extirpated during the
musical Renaissance - and here was that same spirit again, making vigorous
growth.
When he returned from his errand to have
supper with Joseph, he found the boy sitting still, but contented and no longer
tired in the least. "It was
beautiful," Joseph said dreamily.
"While it was going on, the music vanished completely; it
changed."
"Let it reverberate inside
you," the Master said, leading him into a small chamber where a table was
set with bread and fruit. They ate, and
the Master invited him to sit in on the conducting course for a while in the
morning. Just before showing his guest
to his cell and retiring for the night, he said: "During your meditation
you saw something; the music appeared to you as a figure. If you feel so minded, try to copy it
down."
In the guest cell Knecht
found pencils and paper on the table, and before he went to bed he tried to
draw the figure which the music had assumed for him. He drew a line, and moving diagonally off
from the line at rhythmic intervals short tributary lines. It looked something like the arrangement of
leaves on the twig of a tree. What he
had produced did not satisfy him, but he felt impelled to try it again and yet
again. At last he playfully curved the
line into a circle from which the tributary lines radiated, like flowers in a
garland. Then he went to bed and fell
asleep quickly. He dreamed that he was
once again on that height above the woods, where he had rested with his
classmate, and saw dear Eschholz spread out below
him. And as he looked down, the
quadrangle of the school building contracted into an oval and then spread out
to a circle, a garland, and the garland began turning slowly; it turned with
increasing speed, until at last it was whirling madly and burst, flying apart into
twinkling stars.
He had forgotten this dream by the time
he awoke. But later, during a morning
walk, the Master asked him whether he had dreamt, and it seemed to him that he
must have had an unpleasant experience in his dreams. He thought, recovered the dream, told it, and
was astonished at how innocuous it sounded.
The Master listened closely.
"Should we be mindful of
dreams?" Joseph asked. "Can we
interpret them?"
The Master looked into his eyes and said
tersely: "We should be mindful of everything, for we can interpret
everything."
After they had walked on a bit, he asked
paternally: "Which school would you most like to enter?"
Joseph flushed. He murmured quickly: "Waldzell, I think!"
The Master nodded. "I thought so. Of course you know the old saying: 'Gignit autem artificiosam''..."
Still blushing, Joseph completed the
saying familiar to every student: "Gignit autem artificiosam lusorum gentem Cella Silvestris: "But Waldzell breeds the skilful Glass Bead Game players."
The old man gave him a warm look. "Probably that is you path, Joseph. As you well know, there are some who do not
think well of the Glass Bead Game. They
say it is a substitute for the arts, and that the players are mere popularizers; that they can no longer be regarded as truly
devoted to the things of the mind, but are merely artistic dilettantes given to
improvisation and feckless fancy. You
will see how much or how little truth there is in that. Perhaps you yourself have notions about the
Glass Bead Game, expecting more of it than it will give you, or perhaps the
reverse. There is no doubt that the Game
has its dangers. For that very reason we
love it; only the weak are sent out on paths without perils. But never forget what I have told you so
often: our mission is to recognize contraries for what they are: first of all
as contraries, but then as opposite poles of a unity. Such is the nature of the Glass Bead
Game. The artistically inclined delight
in the Game because it provides opportunities for improvisation and
fantasy. The strict scholars and
scientists despise it - and so do some musicians also - because, they say, it
lacks that degree of strictness which their specialities can achieve. Well and good, you will encounter these
antinomies, and in time you will discover that they are subjective, not
objective - that, for example, a fancy-free artist avoids pure mathematics or
logic not because he understands them and could say something about them if he
wished, but because he instinctively inclines towards other things. Such instinctive and violent inclinations and
disinclinations are signs by which you can recognize the pettier souls. In great souls and superior minds, these passions
are not found. Each of us is merely one
human being, merely an experiment, a way station. But each of us should be on the way towards
perfection, should be striving to reach the centre, not the periphery. Remember this: one can be a strict logician
or grammarian, and at the same time full of imagination and music. One can be a musician or Glass Bead Game
player and at the same time wholly devoted to rule and order. The kind of person we want to develop, the
kind of person we aim to become, would at any time be able to exchange his discipline
or art for any other. He would infuse
the Glass Bead Game with crystalline logic, and grammar with creative
imagination. That is how we ought to
be. We should be so constituted that we
can at any time be placed in a different position without offering resistance
or losing our heads."
"I think I understand," Joseph
said. "But are not those who have
such strong preferences and aversions simply more passionate natures, others
just more sober and temperate?"
"That seems to be true and yet it
is not," the Master replied, laughing.
"To be capable of everything, one certainly does not need less
spiritual force and élan and warmth, but more.
What you call passion is not spiritual force, but friction between the
soul and the outside world. Where
passion dominates, that does not signify the presence of greater desire and
ambition, but rather the misdirection of these qualities towards an isolated
and false goal, with a consequent tension and sultriness in the
atmosphere. Those who direct the maximum
force of their desires towards the centre, towards true being, towards
perfection, seem quieter than the passionate souls because the flame of their
fervour cannot always be seen. In
argument, for example, they will not shout and wave their arms. But I assure you, they are nevertheless
burning with subdued fires."
"Oh, if only it were possible to
find understanding," Joseph exclaimed.
"If only there were a dogma to believe in. Everything is contradictory, everything
tangential; there are no certainties anywhere.
Everything can be interpreted one way and then again interpreted in the
opposite sense. The whole of world
history can be explained as development and progress and can also be seen as
nothing but decadence and meaninglessness.
Isn't there any truth? Is there
no real and valid doctrine?"
The Master had never heard him speak so
fervently. He walked on in silence for a
little, then said: "There is truth, my boy. But the doctrine you desire, absolute,
perfect dogma that alone provides wisdom, does not exist. Nor should you long for a perfect doctrine,
my friend. Rather, you should long for
the perfection of yourself. The deity is
within you, not in ideas and books.
Truth is lived, not taught. Be
prepared for conflicts, Joseph Knecht - I can see
they have already begun."
During those few days Joseph for the
first time saw his beloved Magister in his everyday
life and work, and he felt intense admiration, although only a small part of
what the Music Master accomplished every day came into view. But most of all the Master won his heart by
taking such an interest in him, by having invited him, and by managing to spare
hours for him despite his being often so overworked and overtired. Nor was it only the lessons. If this introduction to meditation made so
deep and lasting an impression on him, it did so, as he later learned to
appreciate, not because the Master's technique was so especially subtle and
unique, but only because of the Master's personality and example. His later teachers, who instructed him in
meditation during the following year, gave him more guidance, more precise
lessons; they controlled results more closely, asked more questions, managed to
do more correcting. The Music Master,
confident of his power over this young man, did very little teaching and
talking. Mostly, he merely set themes
and showed the way by example. Knecht observed the way the Master often looked so old and
worn out, but after sinking into himself with half-closed eyes he would once
again manage to look so tranquil, vigorous, cheerful, and friendly. To Joseph this renewal was a persuasive
demonstration of the right way to the true springs, the way from restiveness to
peace. Whatever the Master had to say
about this matter was casually imparted to Knecht on
brief walks or at meals.
We know also that at this time the Magister gave Knecht some first
hints and suggestions about the Glass Bead Game, but none of his actual words
has been preserved. Joseph was also
struck by the fact that the Master took some trouble with Joseph's companion,
so that the boy would not feel he was only a hanger-on. The old man seemed to think of everything.
The brief stay in Monteport,
the three lessons in meditation, attendance at the course for conductors, the
few talks with the Master, meant a great deal to Joseph Knecht. There was no question but that the Master had
found the most effective time for interposing briefly in Knecht's
life. The chief purpose of his
invitation, as he had said, had been to commend meditation to Joseph; but this
invitation had been no less important in itself, as a distinction and a token
that he was well thought of, that his superiors expected something of him. It was the second stage of vocation. He had been granted some insight into the
inner spheres. If one of the twelve
Masters summoned a pupil at his level to come so close, that was not just an
act of personal benevolence. What a
Master did was always more than personal.
Before they left, each of the boys
received a small gift: the scores of two Bach choral preludes for Joseph, a
handsome pocket addition of Horace for his friend. The Master, as he was bidding goodbye to
Joseph, said to him: "In a few days you will learn which school you have
been assigned to. I come to the higher
schools less frequently than to Eschholz, but I am
sure we shall see each other there too, if I keep in good health. If you care to, you might write me a letter
once a year, especially about the course of your musical studies. Criticism of your teachers is not prohibited,
but I am not so concerned about that. A
great many things await you; I hope you will meet the challenges. Our Castalia is not supposed to be merely an
elite; it ought above all to be a hierarchy, a structure in which every brick
derives its meaning only from its place in the whole, and one who climbs higher
and is assigned to greater and greater tasks does not acquire more freedom,
only more and more responsibilities.
Till we meet again, young friend.
It was a pleasure to me to have you here."
The two boys tramped back, and both were
gayer and more talkative than they had been on the way to Monteport. The few days in different air and amid
different sights, the contact with a different sphere of life, had relaxed
them, made them freer from Eschholz and the mood of
parting there. It had also made them
doubly eager for change and the future.
At many a resting place in the forest, or above one of the precipitous
gorges in the vicinity of Monteport, they took their
wooden flutes from their pockets and played duets, mostly folksongs. By the time they had once again reached that
peak above Eschholz, with its prospect of the
institution and its trees, the conversation they had had there seemed to both
of them far away in the past. All things
had taken on a new aspect. They did not say
a word about it; they felt a little ashamed of what they had felt and said so
short a while ago, which already had become outmoded and insubstantial.
In Eschholz
they had to wait only until the following day to learn their destinations. Knecht had been
assigned to Waldzell.