EIGHT
THE
TWO POLES
THE
ANNUAL GAME, remembered to this day as the Chinese House Game, and often
quoted, was for Knecht and his friend Tegularius a happy outcome to their
labours, and for Castalia and the Boards proof that they had done well to
summon Knecht to the highest office.
Once more Waldzell, the Players' Village, and the elite had the
satisfaction of a splendid and exultant festival. Not for many years had the annual Game been
such an event as it was this time, with the youngest and most-discussed
Magister in Castalian history making his first public appearance and showing
what he could do. Moreover, Waldzell was
determined to make up for the failure and disgrace of the previous year. This time no-one lay ill, no cowed deputy
awaited the great ceremony with apprehension, coldly ringed by the malevolent
distrust of the elite, faithfully but listlessly supported by nervous
officials. Quiet, inaccessible, entirely
the high priest, white-and-gold-clad major piece of the solemn chessboard of
symbols, the Magister celebrated his and his friend's work. Radiating calm, strength, and dignity, beyond
the reach of any profane summons, he appeared in the festival hall in the midst
of his many acolytes, conducting step after step of his Game with the ritual
gestures. With a luminous golden stylus
he delicately inscribed character after character on the small tablet before
him, and the same characters promptly appeared in the script of the Game,
enlarged a hundredfold, upon the gigantic board on the rear wall of the hall,
to be spelled out by a thousand whispering voices, called out by the Speakers,
broadcast to the country and the world.
And when at the end of the first act he wrote the summary formula for
that act upon his tablet, with graceful and impressive poise gave instructions
for the meditation, laid down the stylus and, taking his seat, assumed the
perfect meditation posture, in the hall, in the Players' Village, throughout
Castalia and beyond, in many countries of the globe, the faithful devotees of
the Glass Bead Game reverently sat down for the selfsame meditation and
sustained it until the moment the Magister in the hall rose to his feet once
again. It was all as it had been many
times before, and yet it was all stirring and new. The abstract and seemingly timeless world of
the Game was flexible enough to respond, in a hundred nuances, to the mind,
voice, temperament,
and handwriting of a given personality, and the personality in this case was
great and cultivated enough to subordinate his own inspirations to the
inviolable inner laws of the Game itself.
The assistants and fellow players, the elite, obeyed like well-drilled
soldiers, yet each one of them, even though he might be executing only the bows
or helping to draw the curtain around the meditating Master, seemed to be
performing his own Game, inspired by his own ideas. But it
was the crowd, the great congregation filling the hall and all of
Waldzell, the thousands of souls who followed the Master down the hieratic and
labyrinthine ways through the endless, multidimensional imagery of the Game,
who furnished the fundamental chord for the ceremony, the low, throbbing base
bellnote, which for the more simple-hearted members of the community is the
best and almost the only experience the festival yields, but which also awakens
awe in the subtle virtuosi and critics of the elite, in the acolytes and officials
all the way up to the leader and Master.
It was an exalted festival. Even the envoys from the outside world sensed
this, and proclaimed it; and in the course of those days a good many new
converts were won over to the Glass Bead Game forever. In the light of this triumph, however, Joseph
Knecht, at the end of the ten-day festival, made some highly curious remarks in
summing up the experience of his friend Tegularius. "We may be content," he said. "Yes, Castalia and the Glass Bead Game
are wonderful things; they come close to being perfect. Only perhaps they are too much so, too
beautiful. They are so beautiful that
one can scarcely contemplate them without fearing for them. It is not pleasant to think that some day
they are bound to pass away as everything else does. And yet one must think of that."
With this historic statement, the
biographer is forced to approach the most delicate and mysterious part of his
task. Indeed, he would have preferred to
postpone it for a while longer and continue - with that placidity which clear
and unambiguous conditions afford to the narrator of them - to depict Knecht's
successes, his exemplary conduct of his office, the
brilliant peak of his life. But it would
seem to us misleading, and out of keeping with our subject, if we failed to
take account of the duality, or call it polarity, in the revered Master's life
and character, even though it was so far known to no-one but Tegularius. From now on our task, in fact, will be to
accept this dichotomy in Knecht's soul, or rather this ever-alternating
polarity, as the central feature of his nature, and to affirm it as such. As a matter of fact, a biographer who thought
it proper to deal with the life of a Castalian Magister entirely in the spirit
of hagiography, ad maiorem gloriam Castaliae, would not find it at all
difficult to describe Joseph Knecht's years as Magister, with the sole
exception of the last moments, entirely as a glorious list of achievements,
duties performed, and successes. To the eye
of the historian who holds solely to the documented facts, Magister Knecht's
conduct in office appears as blameless and praiseworthy as that of any Glass
Bead Game Master in history, not even excepting that of Magister Ludwig
Wassermaler, who reigned during the era of Waldzell's most exuberant passion
for the Game. Nevertheless, Knecht's
period in office came to a most unusual, sensational, and to the minds of many
judges scandalous end, and this end was not mere chance or misfortune but a
wholly logical outcome of what went before.
It is part of our task to show that it by no means contradicts the
reverend Master's brilliant and laudable achievements. Knecht was a great, an exemplary
administrator, an honour to his high office, an irreproachable Glass Bead Game
Master. But he saw and felt the glory of
Castalia, even as he devoted himself to it, as an imperilled greatness that was
on the wane. He did not participate in
its life thoughtlessly and unsuspectingly, as did the great majority of his
fellow Castalians, for he knew about its origins and history, was conscious of
it as a historical entity, subject to time, washed and undermined by time's
pitiless surges. This sensitivity to the
pulse of historical progress and this feeling for his own self and activities
as a cell carried along in the stream of growth and transformation,
had ripened within him in the course of his historical studies. Much was due to the influence of the great
Benedictine Father Jacobus, but the germs of such consciousness had been
present within him long before. Anyone
who honestly tries to explore the meaning of that life, to analyze its
idiosyncrasy, will easily discover these germs.
The man who could say, on one of the
finest days of his life, at the end of his first festival Game and after a
singularly successful and impressive demonstration of the Castalian spirit,
"It is not pleasant to think that some day Castalia and the Glass Bead
Game are bound to pass away - and yet one must think of that" - this man
had early on, long before he had acquired insight into history, borne within
himself a metaphysical sense of the transitoriness of all that has evolved and
the problematical nature of everything created by the human mind. If we go back to his boyhood we will remember
his depression and uneasiness whenever a fellow pupil disappeared from Escholz
because he had disappointed his teachers and been demoted from the elite to the
ordinary schools. There is no record
that a single one of those expelled had been a close friend of young Joseph;
what disturbed him was not personal loss, not the absence of this or that
individual. Rather, his grief was caused
by the mild shock to his child's faith in the permanence of Castalian order and
Castalian perfection. He himself took
his vocation so seriously as something sacred, and yet
there were boys and youths who had been granted the happiness of acceptance
into the elite schools of the Province and had squandered this boon, thrown it
away. This was shocking, and a sign of
the power of the world outside Castalia.
Perhaps also - though here we can only speculate - such incidents
aroused the boy's first doubts of the Board of Educators' infallibility, since
this Board now and then brought to Castalia pupils whom it subsequently had to dismiss
again. There is no saying whether these
earliest stirrings of criticism of authority also affected his thinking.
In any case, the boy felt every
dismissal of an elite pupil not only as a misfortune, but also as an
impropriety, an ugly glaring stain, whose presence was in itself a reproach
involving all of Castalia. This, we
think, is the basis for that feeling of shock and distraction which Knecht as a
schoolboy experienced on such occasions.
Outside, beyond the boundaries of the Province, was a way of life which
ran counter to Castalia and its laws, which did not abide by the Castalian
system and could not be tamed and sublimated by it. And of course he was aware of the presence of
this world in his own heart also. He too
had impulses, fantasies, and desires which ran counter to the laws that
governed him, impulses which he had only gradually managed to subdue by hard
effort.
These impulses, he concluded, could be
so strong in a good many pupils that they erupted despite all restraints and
led those who yielded to them away from the elite world of Castalia and into
that other world which was dominated not by discipline and cultivation of the
mind, but by instincts. To one striving
for Castalian virtue that world seemed sometimes a wicked underworld, sometimes
a tempting playground and arena. For
generations many young consciences have experienced the concept of sin in this
Castalian form. And many years later, as
an adult student of history, Knecht was to perceive more distinctly that
history cannot come into being without the substance and the dynamism of this
sinful world of egoism and instinctuality, and that even such sublime creations
as the Order were born in this cloudy torrent and sooner or later will be
swallowed up by it again. This is what
underlay all the powerful movements, aspirations, and upheavals in Knecht's
life. Nor was this ever merely an
intellectual problem for him. Rather, it
engaged his innermost self more than any other problem, and he felt it as
partly his responsibility. His was one
of those natures which can sicken, languish, and die when they see an ideal
they have believed in, or the country and community they love, afflicted with
ills.
Tracing this same thread further, we
come in Knecht's first period in Waldzell, his final years as a schoolboy, and
his significant meeting with the great pupil Designori, which we have described
in detail in its proper place. This
encounter between the ardent adherent of the Castalian ideals and the worldling
Plinio was not only intense and long-lasting in its effects, but also had a
deeply symbolic significance for young Knecht.
For the strenuous and important role imposed upon him at that time,
seemingly sent his way by sheer chance, in fact so closely corresponded with
his whole nature that we are tempted to say his later life was nothing but a
reiteration of this role, an ever more perfect adaptation to it. The role, of course, was that of champion and
representer of Castalia. He had to play
it once more some ten years later against Father Jacobus, and as Master of the
Glass Bead Game he played it to the end: champion and representer of the Order
and its laws, but one who was constantly endeavouring to learn from his
antagonist and to promote not the rigid isolation of Castalia, but its vital
collaboration and confrontation with the outside world. The oratorical contest with Designori had
been partly a game. With his far more
substantial friendly antagonist, Father Jacobus, it was altogether
serious. He had proved himself against
both opponents, had matured in his encounter with them, had learned from them,
had given as much as he had taken in the course of their disputes and exchanges
of views. In neither case had he
defeated his antagonist; from the start that had not, after all, been the goal
of the disputations. But he had
succeeded in making each of them respect him as a person, and the principles
and ideal he advocated. Even if the
disputation with the learned Benedictine had not led directly to its practical
result, the establishment of a semi-official Castalian envoy at the Holy See,
it would have been of greater value than the majority of Castalians could have
guessed.
These embattled friendships with Plinio
Designori and with the wise old Benedictine had provided Knecht, who otherwise
had had little to do with the world outside Castalia, with some knowledge, or
at any rate some intuitions, about that world.
Few persons in Castalia could say the same for themselves. Except for his stay in Mariafels, which could
scarcely give him any acquaintance with the real life of the outside world, he
had neither seen nor experienced this worldly life since his early
childhood. But through Designori,
through Jacobus, and through his historical studies he had acquired a lively
sense of its reality. His intimations,
though they were most intuitive and accompanied by very meagre experience, had
made him more knowledgeable and more receptive to the world than the majority
of his Castalian fellow citizens, including the higher authorities. He had always been a loyal and authentic
Castalian, but he never forgot that Castalia was only a small part of the
world, though for him the most valuable and beloved part.
What was the character of his friendship
with Fritz Tegularius, that difficult and problematical character, that sublime
acrobat of the Glass Bead Game, that pampered and high-strung pure Castalian
whose brief visit among the coarse Benedictines in Mariafels had made him so
wretched that he declared he could not have stayed there a week, and enormously
admired his friend for enduring the life there quite well for two years? We have entertained a wide variety of
thoughts about this friendship, have had to reject
some of them, while others seemed to stand up to examination. All these thoughts centred around
the question of what the root and the significance of this lasting friendship
must have been. Above all we should not
forget that in all of Knecht's friendships, with the possible exception of that
with the Benedictine Father, he was not the seeking,
courting, and needy partner. He
attracted, he was admired, envied, and loved simply for his noble nature; and
from a certain stage of his "awakening" on he was even conscious of
this gift. Thus he had already been
admired and courted by Tegularius in his early student years, but had always
kept him at a certain distance.
Nevertheless, there are many tokens that
he was really fond of his friend. As we
see it, it was not just the latter's outstanding talent, his nervous brilliance
and receptivity, particularly to all the problems of the Glass Bead Game, that
drew Knecht to him. Rather, Knecht took
so strong an interest not only in his friend's great gifts, but also in his
faults, in his sickliness, in precisely those qualities that other Waldzellers
found disturbing and frequently intolerable in Tegularius. This eccentric was utterly Castalian. His whole mode of existence, inconceivable
outside the Province, was so entirely consonant with its atmosphere and level
of culture that if he had not been so eccentric and hard to get along with he
might have deserved the epithet arch-Castalian.
And yet this arch-Castalian hardly fitted in with his fellows; he was no
more popular with them than with his superiors, the officials. He constantly disturbed people, repeatedly
offended them, and but for the stout protection and guidance of his prudent
friend he would probably have been destroyed very early. For what was called his illness was primarily
a vice, a character defect, a form of rebelliousness. He was profoundly unhierarchical, totally
individualistic in his attitudes and his conduct. He adjusted to the system only enough to pass
muster within the Order.
He was a good, even a shining light as a
Castalian to the extent that he had a many-sided mind, tirelessly active in
scholarship as well as in the art of the Glass Bead Game, and enormously
hard-working; but in character, in his attitude towards the hierarchy and the
morality of the Order he was a very mediocre, not to say bad Castalian. The greatest of his vices was a persistent
neglect of meditation, which he refused to take seriously. The purpose of meditation, after all, is
adaptation of the individual to the hierarchy, and application in it might very
well of cured him of his neurasthenia. For it infallibly helped him whenever, after a period of bad
conduct, excessive excitement, or melancholia, his superiors disciplined him by
prescribing strict meditation exercises under supervision. Even Knecht, kindly disposed and forgiving
though he was, frequently had to resort to this measure.
There was no question about it:
Tegularius was a wilful, moody person who refused to fit in to his
society. Every so often he would display
the liveliness of his intellect. When
highly stimulated he could be entrancing; his mordant wit sparkled and he
overwhelmed everyone with the audacity and richness of his sometimes sombre
inspirations. But basically he was
incurable, for he did not want to be cured; he cared nothing for co-ordination and
a place in the scheme of things. He
loved nothing but his freedom, his perpetual student status, and preferred
spending his whole life as the unpredictable and obstinate loner, the gifted
fool and nihilist, to following the path of subordination to the hierarchy and
thus attaining peace. He cared nothing
for peace, had no regard for the hierarchy, hardly
minded reproof and isolation. Certainly
he was a most inconvenient and indigestible component in a community whose
ideal was harmony and orderliness. But
because of this very troublesomeness and indigestibility he was, in the midst
of such a limpid and prearranged world, a constant source of vital unrest, a
reproach, an admonition and warning, a spur to new, bold, forbidden, intrepid
ideas, an unruly, stubborn sheep in the herd.
And, to our mind, this was the very reason his friend cherished him.
Certainly there was always a measure of
pity in Knecht's relationship to Tegularius.
His imperilled and usually unhappy state appealed to all his friend's
chivalric feelings. But this would not
have sufficed to sustain this friendship after Knecht's elevation to an
official life overburdened with work, duties, and responsibilities. We take the view that Tegularius was no less
necessary and important in Knecht's life than Designori and Father Jacobus had
been. Moreover, exactly like the other
two, he was a dynamic element, a small open window that looked out upon new
prospects. In this peculiar friend
Knecht sensed, we think, the features of a type. As time went on he realized that the type was
one not yet existent except for Tegularius.
For Tegularius was a portent of the Castalian as he might some day
become unless the life of Castalia were rejuvenated and revitalized by new
encounters, new forces. Like most
solitary geniuses, Tegularius was a forerunner.
He actually lived in a Castalia that did not yet exist, but might come
into being in the future; in a Castalia still sequestered from the world, but
inwardly degenerating from senility and from relaxation of the meditative
morality of the Order; a Castalia in which the highest flights of the mind were
still possible, as well as totally absorbed devotion to sublime values - but
this highly developed, freely roaming intellectual culture no longer had any
goals beyond egotistic enjoyment of its own overbred faculties. Knecht saw Tegularius as the two things in
one: embodiment of the finest gifts to be found in Castalia, and at the same
time a portent of the demoralization and downfall of those abilities. Measures must be taken to keep Castalia from
becoming a dream-ridden realm populated entirely by Tegulariuses.
The danger was remote, but it was
there. Castalia as Knecht knew it needed
only to build its walls of aristocratic isolation slightly higher, needed only
to undergo a decline in the discipline of the Order, a lowering of the
hierarchical morality, and Tegularius would cease to be an eccentric
individual; he would become the prototype of a deteriorating Castalia. Magister Knecht's most important insight, the
source of all his concern, was that the potentiality for such decadence
existed. The disposition for it was
there; in fact it had already begun.
Probably he would have realized this much later, perhaps never at all,
had not this future Castalian, whom he knew so intimately, lived at his
side. To Knecht's keen instincts,
Tegularius was a danger signal, as the first victim of a still unknown disease
would be for a clever physician. And
Fritz was after all no average man; he was an aristocrat, a supremely gifted
person. If the still unknown disease
just coming to light in this forerunner Tegularius were ever to spread and
change the whole image of Castalian man, if the Province and the Order were
ever to assume the degenerate, morbid form latent in them, these future
Castalians would not be all Tegulariuses.
Not everyone would have his precious gifts, his melancholy genius, his
flickering intensity and acrobatic artistry.
Rather, the majority of them would have only his unreliability, his tendency
to fritter away his talents, his lack of any discipline or sense of
community. In times of anxiety Knecht
seems to have had such gloomy premonitions; and surely it cost him a great deal
of strength to overcome them, partly by meditation, partly by intensified
activity.
The very case of Tegularius offers an
instructive example of the way Knecht attempted to overcome morbidity and
temperamental difficulties by meeting them directly. But for Knecht's watchfulness and pedagogic
guidance, his imperilled friend would in all likelihood have come to grief
early in his life. What is more, he
would have undoubtedly introduced endless disturbances into the Players'
Village. There had in any case been a
good deal of such discord ever since Fritz had become a member of the
elite. With consummate art the Magister
kept his friend tolerably well on course, while at the same time contriving to
employ his gifts in the interests of the Glass Bead Game and to extract fine
achievements from Fritz's talent. The
patience with which he coped with the latter's eccentricities, overcoming them
by tirelessly appealing to his virtues, must be called a masterpiece in the
technique of human relations.
Incidentally, it would be a fine project which might yield some
surprising insights (we should like to recommend it strongly to some of our
historians of the Glass Bead Game) to subject the annual Games of Knecht's
magistracy to a close analysis of their stylistic peculiarities. These Games, so majestic and yet sparkling
with delightful inspirations and formulations, so scintillating and original in
their rhythms, yet such a far cry from smug virtuosity, owed their underlying
idea, their development, and the slant of their series of meditations
exclusively to Knecht's mind, whereas the fine polishing and the minor details
of Game technique were mostly the work of his collaborator Tegularius. Even had these Games been forgotten, Knecht's
life and work would lose none of its attractiveness and pertinence for
posterity. But to our great good fortune
they have been recorded and preserved like all official Games. And they do not merely lie dead in the
Archives. They survive in our traditions
to this day, are studied by the young, supply cherished examples for many a
Game course and many a seminar. And in
them the collaborator survives, who otherwise would be forgotten, or would at
any rate be no more than a strange, shadowy figure out of the past, haunting a
host of anecdotes.
Thus, in managing to assign a place to
his refractory friend Fritz, and in providing him with an area in which he
could work effectively, Knecht enriched the history and culture of Waldzell,
while at the same time assuring his friend's memory a certain
permanence. Incidentally, this great
educator was well aware of the real basis of his educational influence on his
friend. That basis was his friend's love
and admiration. As we have seen, the
Magister's harmonious personality, his innate sense of mastery, had almost from
the first won over so many other fellow aspirants and pupils that he counted on
this more than on his high office to sustain his authority, despite his kindly
and conciliatory nature. He sensed
precisely the effect of a friendly word of greeting or appreciation, or of
withdrawal and disregard. Long
afterwards one of his most ardent disciples related that one time Knecht did
not speak a single word to him in class and in his seminar, seemingly did not
see him, ignored him completely - and that in all the years of his schooling
this had been the bitterest and most effective punishment he had ever known.
We have considered these retrospective
observations essential in order that our reader may perceive the two antipodal
tendencies in Knecht's personality.
Having followed our account to the present
With his first difficult year in office
behind him, he resumed his historical studies.
For the first time he examined the history of Castalia with his eyes
open, and soon became convinced that things were not going as well as the
inhabitants of the Province thought.
Castalia's relationships with the outside world, the reciprocal
influences operating between Castalia and the life, politics, and culture of
the country, had been on the downgrade for decades. Granted, the Federal Council still consulted
the Board of Educators on pedagogical and cultural matters; the Province
continued to supply the country with good teachers and to pronounce on all
questions of scholarship. But these
matters had assumed a routine and mechanical cast. Young men from the various elites of Castalia
nowadays volunteered less eagerly, and less frequently, for teaching
assignments extra muros.
Individuals and authorities in the rest of the country less frequently
turned for advice to Castalia, whose opinion had in earlier times been sought
and listened to even, for example, on important cases of law. If the cultural level of Castalia were
compared with that of the country at large, it became apparent that the two
were by no means approaching each other; rather, they were moving apart in a
deeply troubling way. The more
cultivated, specialized, overbred that Castalian intellectuality became, the
more the world inclined to let the Province be and to regard it not as a
necessity, as daily bread, but as a foreign body, something to be a little
proud of, like a precious antique which for the time being the owners would not
like to give up or give away, but which they would happily keep stored in the
attic. Without fully grasping the
situation, people on the outside attributed to Castalians a mentality, a
morality, and a sense of self which was no longer viable in real, active life.
The interest of the country's citizens
in the life of the Pedagogic Province, their sympathy with its institutions and
especially with the Glass Bead Game, were likewise on the downgrade, as was the
sympathy of the Castalians for the life and the fate of the country. Knecht had long ago realized that this lack
of interest in each other was a grave fault in both, and it was a grief to him
that as Master of the Glass Bead Game in his Players' Village he dealt exclusively
with Castalians and specialists. Hence
his endeavours to devote himself more and more to beginners' courses, his
desire to have the youngest pupils - for the younger they were, the more they
were still linked with the whole of life and the outside world, the less tamed,
trained, and specialized they were.
Often he felt a wild craving for the world, for people, for unreflective
life - assuming that such still existed out there in the unknown world. Most of us have now and then been touched by
this longing, this sense of emptiness, this feeling of
living in far too rarefied an atmosphere.
The Board of Educators, too, is familiar with this problem; at least it
has from time to time looked for methods to combat it, such as by laying more
stress on physical exercises and games, and by experimenting with various
crafts and gardening. If our
observations are correct, the directorate of the Order had of late shown a
tendency to abandon some overrefined specialities in the scholarly disciplines
and to emphasize instead the practice of meditation. One need not be a sceptic or prophet of doom,
nor a disloyal member of the Order, to concede that
Joseph Knecht was right in recognizing, a considerable time before the present
day, that the complicated and sensitive apparatus of our republic had become an
ageing organism, in many respects badly in need of rejuvenation.
As we have mentioned, from his second
year in office on we find him engaging in historical studies again. In addition to his investigations of Castalian
history, he spent much of his leisure reading all the large and small papers
that Father Jacobus had written on the history of the Benedictine Order. He also found opportunities to vent some of
his opinions on historical matters, and have his interest kindled anew in
conversations with Monsieur Dubois and with one of the Keuperheim philologists,
who as secretary of the Board was present at all its sessions. Such talk was always a delight to him, and a welcome refreshment, for among his daily associates he
lacked such opportunities. In fact the
apathy of these associates towards any dealings with history was embodied in
the person of his friend Fritz. Among
other materials we have come across a sheet of notes on a conversation in which
Tegularius insisted that history was a subject altogether unfit for study by a
Castalian.
"Of course it's possible to talk
wittily, amusingly, even emotionally, if need be, about interpretations of
history, the philosophy of history," he declared. "There's as much sport in that as in
discussing other philosophies, and I don't have any objection if someone wants
to entertain himself that way. But the
thing itself, the subject of this amusement, history, is both banal and diabolic,
both horrible and boring. I don't
understand how anyone can waste time on it.
It sole content is sheer human egotism and the struggle for power. Those engaged in the struggle forever
overestimate it, for ever glorify their own enterprises - but it is nothing but
brutal, bestial, material power they seek - a thing that doesn't exist in the
mind of the Castalian, or if it does has not the slightest value. World history is nothing but an endless,
dreary account of the rape of the weak by the strong. To associate real history, the timeless
history of Mind, with this age-old stupid scramble of the ambitious for power
and the climbers for a place in the sun - to link the two let alone to try to
explain the one by the other - is in itself betrayal of the living sprit. It reminds me of a sect fairly widespread in
the nineteenth or the twentieth century whose members seriously believed that
the sacrifices, the gods, the temples and myths of ancient peoples, as well as
all other pleasant things, were the consequences of a calculable shortage or surplus
of food and work, the results of a tension measurable in terms of wages and the
price of bread. In other words, the arts
and religions were regarded as mere façades, so-called ideologies erected above
a human race concerned solely with hunger and feeding."
Knecht, who had listened with good
humour to this outburst, asked casually: "Doesn't the history of thought,
of culture and the arts, have some kind of connection with the rest of
history?"
"Absolutely not," his friend
exclaimed. "That is exactly what I
am denying. World history is a race with
time, a scramble for profit, for power, for treasures. What counts is who has the strength, luck, or
vulgarity not to miss his opportunity.
The achievements of thought, of culture, of art are just the opposite. They are always an escape from the serfdom of
time, man crawling out of the muck of his instincts and out of his sluggishness
and climbing to a higher plane, to timelessness, liberation from time, divinity.
They are utterly unhistorical and antihistorical."
Knecht went on drawing Tegularius out on
this theme for a while longer, smiling at his hyperbole. Then he quietly brought the conversation to a
close by commenting: "Your love for culture and the products of the mind
does you credit. But it happens that
cultural creativity is something we cannot participate in quite so fully as
some people think. A dialogue of Plato's
or a choral movement by Heinrich Isaac - in fact all the things we call a
product of the mind or a work of art or objectified spirit - are the outcomes
of a struggle for purification and liberation.
They are, to use your phrase, escapes from time into timelessness, and
in most cases the best such works are those which no longer show any signs of
the anguish and effort that preceded them.
It is a great good fortune that we have these works, and of course we
Castalians live almost entirely by them; the only creativity we have left lies
in preserving them. We live permanently
in that realm beyond time and conflict embodied in those very works and which
we would know nothing of, but for them.
And we go ever further into the realms of pure mind, or if you prefer, pure abstraction: in our Glass Bead Game we analyze
those products of the sages and artists into their components, we derive rules
and patterns of form from them, and we operate with these abstractions as
though they were building blocks. Of
course all this is very fine; no-one will contend otherwise. But not everyone can spend his entire life
breathing, eating, and drinking nothing but abstractions. History has one great
strength over the things a Waldzell tutor feels to be worthy of his
interest: it deals with reality.
Abstractions are fine, but I think people also have to breathe air and
eat bread."
Every so often Knecht found time for a
brief visit to the aged former Music Master.
The venerable old man, whose strength was now visibly
ebbing and who had long since completely lost the habit of speech, persisted in
his state of serene composure to the last. He was not sick, and his death was not so
much a matter of dying as a form of progressive dematerialization, a dwindling
of bodily substance and the bodily functions, while his life more and more
gathered in his eyes and in the gentle radiance of his withering old man's
face. To most of the inhabitants of
Monteport this was a familiar sight, accepted with due respect. Only a few persons, such a Knecht,
Ferromonte, and young Petrus, were privileged to share after a fashion in this
sunset glow, this fading out of a pure and selfless life. These few, when they had put themselves into
the proper frame of mind before stepping into the little room in which the
Master sat in his armchair, succeeded in entering into this soft iridescence of
disembodiment, in sharing in the old man's silent movement towards
perfection. They stayed for rapt moments
in the crystal sphere of this soul, as if in a realm of invisible radiation,
listening to unearthly music, and then returned to their daily lives with
hearts cleansed and strengthened, as if descending from a high mountain peak.
One day Knecht received the news of his
death. He hastened to Monteport and
found the old man, who had passed peacefully away, lying on his bed, the small
face shrunken to a silent rune and arabesque, a magical figure no longer
readable but nevertheless somehow conveying smiles and perfect happiness. Knecht spoke at the funeral, after the
present Music Master and Ferromonte. He
did not talk about the enlightened sage of music, nor of the man's greatness as
a teacher, nor of his kindness and wisdom as the eldest member of the highest
ruling body in Castalia. He spoke only
of the grace of such an old age and death, of the immortal beauty of the spirit
which had been revealed through him to those who had shared his last days.
We know from several statements of
Knecht's that he wanted to write the former Music Master's biography, but
official duties left him no time for such a task. He had learned to curb his own wishes. Once he remarked to one of his tutors:
"It is a pity that you students aren't fully aware of the luxury and
abundance in which you live. But I was
exactly the same when I was still a student.
We study and work, don't waste much time, and think we may rightly call
ourselves industrious - but we are scarcely conscious of all we could do, all
that we might make of our freedom. Then
we suddenly receive a call from the hierarchy, we are needed, we are given a
teaching assignment, a mission, a post, and from then on move up to a higher
one, and unexpectedly find ourselves caught in a network of duties that
tightens the more we try to move inside it.
All the tasks are in themselves small, but each one has to be carried
out at its proper hour, and the day has far more tasks than hours. That is well; one would not want it to be
different. But if we ever think, between
classroom, Archives, secretariat, consulting room, meetings, and official
journeys - if we ever think of the freedom we possessed and have lost, the
freedom for self-chosen tasks, for unlimited, far-flung studies, we may well
feel the greatest yearning for those days, and imagine that if we ever had such
freedom again we would fully enjoy its pleasures and potentialities."
Knecht had an extraordinary aptitude for
fitting his students and officials into their proper place in the service of
the hierarchy. He chose his men for
every assignment, for every post, with great care. His reports on them show keen judgement,
especially of character. Other officials
often sought his advice on the handling of personality problems. There was, for example, the case of the
student Petrus, the former Music Master's last favourite pupil. This young man, the typical quiet fanatic,
had done remarkably well in his unique role of companion, nurse, and adoring
disciple. But when this role came to its
natural end with the former Magister's death, he lapsed into melancholia that
was understood and tolerated for a while.
Soon, however, his symptoms began to cause Music Master Ludwig, the
present director of Monteport, serious concern.
For Petrus insisted on remaining on in the pavilion
where the deceased Master had spent his last days. He guarded the cottage, continued to keep its
furnishing and arrangements painstakingly in their former state, and especially
regarded the room in which the Master had died, with its armchair, deathbed,
and harpsichord, as a sort of shrine. In
addition to caring for these relics, his only other activity consisted in
attending the grave of his beloved Master.
He vocation, he felt, was to devote his life to
a permanent cult of the dead man, watching over the places associated with his
memory as if he were a temple servant.
Perhaps he hoped to see them become places of pilgrimage. During the first few days after the funeral
he had taken no food; afterwards he limited himself to the tiny and rare meals
with which the Master had been content during his last days. It appeared that he intended to go so far in imitatio
of the Master that he would soon follow him into death. Since he could not sustain this for long,
however, he shifted to the mode of conduct which would presumably entitle him
to become guardian of house and grave, permanent custodian of this memorial
site. From all this it was plain that
the young man, naturally obstinate in any case and having enjoyed for some time
a distinctive position, was bent on holding on to that position and had not the
slightest desire to return to the commonplace duties of life; no doubt he
secretly felt that he could no longer cope with them. "By the way, that fellow Petrus who was
assigned to the late Master is cracked," Ferromonte reported acidly in a
note to Knecht.
Strictly speaking, a Monteport music
student was no concern of the Waldzell Magister, who should have felt no call
to add to his own responsibilities by interfering in a Monteport affair. But things went from bad to worse. The unfortunate young man had to be removed
by force from his pavilion. His
agitation did not subside with the passage of time. Distraught, still mourning, he had lapsed
into a state of withdrawal in which he could not very well be subjected to the
usual punishments for infractions of discipline. And since his superiors were well aware of
Knecht's benevolent feelings towards the young man, the Music Master's office
applied to him for advice and intervention.
In the meantime the refractory student was being kept under observation
in a cell in the infirmary.
Knecht had been reluctant to become
involved in this troublesome affair. But
once he had given some thought to it and had decided to try to help, he took
the matter vigorously in hand. He
offered to take Petrus under his wing as an experiment, on condition that the
young man be treated as if he were well and permitted to travel alone. With his letter to the Music Master's office
he enclosed a brief, cordial invitation to Petrus, asking him to pay a short
visit if it were convenient, and hinting that he hoped for an account of the
former Music Master's last days.
The Monteport doctor hesitantly
consented. Knecht's invitation was
handed to the student, and as Knecht had rightly guessed, nothing could have
been more welcome to the young man, trapped as he was in the deplorable
situation he had created for himself, than a swift escape from the scene of his
difficulties. Petrus immediately agreed
to undertake the journey, accepted a proper meal, was given a travel pass, and
set out on foot. He arrived in Waldzell
in fair condition. On Knecht's orders,
everyone ignored the jitteriness in his manner.
He was put up among the guests of the Archive and found himself treated
neither as a delinquent nor as a patient, nor for that matter as a person in
any way out of the ordinary. He was
after all not so ill as to fail to appreciate this pleasant atmosphere; and he
took the road back into life thus offered him, although during the several
weeks of his stay he remained a considerable nuisance to the Magister. Knecht assigned him the sham task of
recording, under strict supervision, his Master's last musical exercises and
studies, and in addition systematically employed him for minor routine jobs in
the Archives. This on the pretext that
the Archives personnel were overburdened at the moment,
and it would be good of him to lend a hand whenever he had the time.
In short, the temporary deviant was
guided back to the right road. After he
had calmed down and seemed ready to fit himself into the hierarchy, Knecht
began exerting a direct educational influence upon him. In a series of brief talks the Magister
relieved the youth of his delusion that setting up the deceased Music Master as
the subject of an idolatrous cult was either a religious act or one tenable in
Castalia. Since, however, Petrus was
still terror-stricken at the prospect of returning to Monteport, although he
seemed otherwise cured, a post of assistant music teacher in one of the lower
elite schools was provided for him. In
that capacity he henceforth behaved quite acceptably.
We might cite a good many other examples
of Knecht's psychiatric and educative work.
Moreover, there were many young students who fell under the gentle sway
of his personality and were won over to a life in the genuine spirit of
Castalia much the way Knecht himself had been won over by the Music
Master. All these examples show us the
Magister Ludi as anything but a problematical character; all are testimonies to
his soundness and balance. But his
kindly efforts to help unstable and imperilled personalities such as Petrus or
Tegularius do suggest an unusually alert sensitivity to such maladies or
susceptibilities on the part of Castalians.
They suggest that since his first "awakening" he had remained
keenly alive to the problems and the dangers inherent in Castalian life. No doubt the majority of our fellow citizens
thoughtlessly or smugly refuse to see these dangers; but he in his forthright
courage could not take such a course.
And presumably he could never follow the practice of most of his
associates in authority, who were cognizant of these dangers but as a matter of
principle treated them as nonexistent.
He recognized their existence, and his familiarity with the early
history of Castalia led him to regard life in the midst of such dangers as a
struggle, and one which he affirmed. He
loved these very perils, whereas most Castalians considered their community,
and the lives they led within it, as a pure idyll. From Father Jacobus's works on the
Benedictine Order he had also absorbed the concept of an order as a militant
community, and of piety as a combative attitude. "No noble and exalted life exists,"
he once said, "without knowledge of devils and demons, and without
continual struggle against them."
In our Province explicit friendships
among the holders of high office are most rare.
We need therefore not be surprised that during his first years in office
Knecht entered into no such ties with any of his colleagues. He cordially liked the classical philologist
in Keuperheim, and felt profound esteem for the directors of the Order; but in
these relationships personal affection is almost entirely excluded, private
concerns objectified, so that intimacies beyond the joint work on an official
level are scarcely possible.
Nevertheless, one such friendship did develop.
The secret archives of the Board of Educators
are not at our disposal. What we know
about Knecht's demeanour at sessions of the Board, or how he voted, must
therefore be deduced from his occasional remarks to friends. During his early days in office he tended to
keep silent at such meetings, but although later on he spoke up, he seems to
have done so only rarely, unless he himself had launched a motion. Mention is made of how quickly he learned the
tone traditional at the summit of our hierarchy, and the gracefulness,
ingenuity, and wit with which he used these forms. As is well known, the heads of our hierarchy,
the Masters and directors of the Order, treat each other in a carefully
sustained ceremonial style. Moreover, it
has been their custom, or inclination, or secret ruling - since when, we cannot
say - to employ more and more carefully polished and strict courtesies, the
greater their differences of opinion and the larger the controversial question
under discussion. Presumably this
formality handed down from the past serves, along with any other functions it
may have, primarily as a safety valve.
The extremely courteous tone of the debates protects the persons engaged
from yielding to passion and helps them preserve impeccable bearing; but in addition
it upholds the dignity of the Order and of the high authorities
themselves. It drapes them in the robes
of ceremonial and conceals them behind veils of sanctity. Such no doubt is the rationale of this
elaborate art of exchanging compliments, which the students often make fun
of. Before Knecht's time his
predecessor, Magister Thomas von der Trave, had been a particularly admired
master of this art. Knecht cannot really
be called his successor in it, still less his imitator; rather, he was more a
disciple of the Chinese, so that his mode of courtesy was less pointed and
peppered with irony. But he too was
considered among his colleagues unsurpassed in the art of courtesy.