YOU, Cochrane,
what city sent for him?
- Tarantum, sir.
- Very good. Well?
- There was a battle, sir.
- Very good. Where?
The boy's blank face asked the blank
window.
Fabled by the daughters of memory. And yet it was in some way if not as memory
fabled it. A phrase, then, of
impatience, thud of Blake's wings of excess.
I hear the ruin of all space, shattered glass and toppling masonry, and
time one livid final flame. What's left
us then?
- I forget the place, sir. 279 B.C.
- Asculum,
Stephen said, glancing at the name and date in the gorescarred
book.
- Yes, sir. And he said: Another victory like that and
we are done for.
That phrase the world had remembered. A dull ease of the mind. From a hill above a corpsestrewn
plain a general speaking to his officers, leaned upon his spear. Any general to any officers. They lend ear.
- You, Armstrong, Stephen said. What was the end of Pyrrhus?
- End of Pyrrhus,
sir?
- I know, sir. Ask me, sir, Comyn
said.
- Wait.
You, Armstrong. Do you know
anything about Pyrrus?
A bag of figrolls
lay snugly in Armstrong's satchel. He
curled them between his palms at whiles and swallowed them softly. Crumbs adhered to the tissues of his
lips. A sweetened boy's breath. Welloff people,
proud that their eldest son was in the navy.
- Pyrrus,
sir? Pyrrus, a
pier.
All laughed. Mirthless high malicious laughter. Armstrong looked round at his classmates,
silly glee in profile. In a moment they
will laugh more loudly, aware of my lack of rule and of the fees their papas
pay.
- Tell me now, Stephen said, poking the
boy's shoulder with the book, what is a pier.
- A pier, sir, Armstrong said. A think out in the waves. A kind of bridge.
Some laughed again: mirthless but with
meaning. Two in the back bench
whispered. Yes. They knew: had never learned nor ever been
innocent. All. With envy he watched their faces. Edith, Ethel, Gerty,
Lily. Their likes: their breathes, too,
sweetened with tea and jam, their bracelets tittering in the struggle.
- Kingstown pier, Stephen said. Yes, a disappointed bridge.
The words troubled their gaze.
- How, sir? Comyn
asked. A bridge is across a river.
For Haines's chapbook. No-one here to hear. Tonight deftly amid wild drink and talk, to
pierce the polished mail of his mind.
What then? A jester at the court
of his master, indulged and disesteemed, winning a clement master's
praise. What had they chosen all that
part? Not wholly for the smooth caress. For them too history was a tale like any
other too often heard, their land a pawnshop.
Had Pyrrus not
fallen by a beldam's hand in Argos or Julius Caesar not been knifed to
death? They are not to be thought
away. Time has branded them and fettered
they are lodged in the room of the infinite possibilities they have
ousted. But can those have been possible
seeing that they never were? Or was that
only possible which came to pass? Weave,
weaver of the wind.
- Tell us a story, sir.
- Oh, do, sir, a ghoststory.
Where do you begin in this? Stephen asked,
opening another book.
- Weep no more, Comyn
said.
- Go on then, Talbot.
- And the history, sir?
- After, Stephen said. Go on, Talbot.
A swarthy boy opened a book and propped it
nimbly under the breastwork of his satchel.
He recited jerks of verse with odd glances at the text:
- Weep
no more, wo(e)ful shepherd,
weep no more
For Lycidas, your
sorrow, is not dead,
Sunk though he be beneath the watery floor
...
It must be a movement then, an actuality
of the possible as possible. Aristotle's
phrase formed itself within the gabbled verses and floated out into the
studious silence of the library of Saint Genevieve where he had read, sheltered
from the sin of Paris, night by night.
By his elbow a delicate Siamese conned a handbook of strategy. Fed and feeding brains about me: under glowlamps, impaled, with faintly beating feelers: and in my
mind's darkness a sloth of the underworld, reluctant, shy of brightness,
shifting her dragon scaly folds. Thought
is the thought of thought. Tranquil
brightness. The soul is in a manner all
that is: the soul is the form of forms.
Tranquillity sudden, vast, candescent: form of forms.
Talbot repeated:
- Through
the dear might of Him that walked the waves
Through the dear might ...
- Turn over, Stephen said quietly. I don't see anything.
- What, sir? Talbot asked simply, bending
forward.
His hand turned the page over. He leaned back and went on again, having just
remembered. Of him that walked the
waves. Here also over these craven
hearts his shadow lies and on the scoffer's heart and lips and on mine. It lies upon their eager faces who offered
him a coin of the tribute. To Caesar
what is Caesar's and to God what is God's.
A long look from dark eyes, a riddling sentence to be woven and woven on
the church's looms. Ay.
Riddle
me, riddle me, randy ro.
My
father gave me seeds to sow.
Talbot slid his closed book into his
satchel.
- Have I heard all? Stephen asked.
- Yes, sir. Hockey at ten, sir.
- Half day, sir. Thursday.
- Who can answer a riddle? Stephen asked.
They bundled their books away, pencils
clacking, pages rustling. Crowding
together they strapped and buckled their satchels, all gabbling gaily:
- A riddle, sir? Ask me, sir.
- O, ask me, sir.
- A hard one, sir.
- This is the riddle, Stephen said.
The cock crew
The sky was blue:
The bells in heaven
Were striking eleven.
Tis time for this
poor soul
To go to heaven.
- What is that?
- What, sir?
- Again, sir. We didn't hear.
Their eyes grew bigger as the lines were
repeated. After a silence Cochrane said:
- What is it, sir? We give it up.
Stephen, his throat itching, answered:
- The fox burying his grandmother under a hollybush.
He stood up and gave a shout of nervous laughter
to which their cried echoed dismay.
A stick struck the door and a voice in the
corridor called:
- Hockey!
They broke asunder, sidling out of their
benches, leaping them. Quickly they were
gone and from the lumberroom came the rattle of
sticks and clamour of their boots and tongues.
Sargent who
alone had lingered came forward slowly, showing an open copybook. His tangled hair and scraggy neck gave
witness of unreadiness and through his misty glasses
weak eyes looked up pleading. On his
cheek, dull and bloodless, a soft stain of ink lay, dateshaped,
recent and damp as a snail's bed.
He held out his copybook. The word Sums was written on the
headline. Beneath were sloping figures
and at the foot a crooked signature with blind loops and a blot. Cyril Sargent: his
name and seal.
- Mr Deasy told
me to write them out all again, he said, and show them to you, sir.
Stephen touched the edges of the
book. Futility.
- Do you understand how to do them now? he
asked.
- Numbers eleven to fifteen, Sargent answered. My
Deasy said I was to copy them off the board, sir.
Can you do them yourself? Stephen asked.
- No, sir.
Ugly and futile: lean neck and tangled
hair and a stain of ink, a snail's bed. Yet
someone had loved him, borne him in her arms and in her heart. But for her the race of the world would have
trampled him underfoot, a squashed boneless snail. She had loved his weak watery blood drained
from her own. Was that then real? The only true thing in life? His mother's prostrate body the fiery Columbanus in holy zeal bestrode. She was no more: the trembling skeleton of a
twig burnt in the fire, an odour of rosewood and wetted ashes. She had saved him from being trampled underfoot
and had gone, scarcely having been. A
poor soul gone to heaven: and don a heath beneath winking stars a fox, red reek
of rapine in his fur, with merciless bright eyes scraped in the earth,
listened, scraped up the earth, listened, scraped and scraped.
Sitting at his side Stephen solved out the
problem. He proves by algebra that Shakespear's ghost is Hamlet's grandfather. Sargent peered
askance through his slanted glasses. Hockeysticks rattled in the lumberroom:
the hollow knock of a ball and calls from the field.
Across the page the symbols moved in grave
morrice, in the mummery of their letters, wearing
quaint caps of squares and cubes. Give
hands, traverse, bow to partner: so: imps of fancy of the Moors. Gone too from the world, Averroes
and Moses Maimonides, dark men in mien and movement,
flashing in their mocking mirrors the obscure soul of the world, a darkness
shining in brightness which brightness could not comprehend.
- Do you understand now? Can you work the second for yourself?
- Yes, sir.
In long shady strokes Sargent
copied the data. Waiting always for a
word of help his hand moved faithfully the unsteady symbols, a faint hue of
shame flickering behind his dull skin. Amor matris:
subjective and objective genitive. With
her weak blood and wheysour milk she had fed him and
hid from sight of others his swaddling bands.
Like him was I, these sloping shoulders,
this gracelessness. My childhood bends
beside me. Too far for me to lay a hand
there once or lightly. Mine is far and
his secret as our eyes. Secrets, silent,
stony sit in their dark palaces of both our hearts: secrets weary of their
tyranny: tyrants willing to be dethroned.
The sum was done.
- It is very simple, Stephen said as he
stood up.
- Yes, sir. Thanks, Sargent
answered.
He dried the page with a sheet of think blottingpaper and carried his copybook back to his desk.
- You had better get your stick and go out
to the others, Stephen said as he followed towards the door the boy's graceless
form.
- Yes, sir.
In the corridor his name was heard, called
from the playfield.
- Sargent!
- Run on, Stephen said. Mr Deasy is calling
you.
He stood in the porch and watched the
laggard hurry towards the scrappy field where sharp voices were in strife. They were sorted in teams and Mr Deasy came stepping over wisps of grass with gaitered feet. When
he had reached the schoolhouse voices again contending called to him. He turned his angry white moustache.
- What is it now? he cried continually
without listening.
- Cochrane and Halliday
are on the same side, sir, Stephen cried.
- Will you wait in my study for a moment,
Mr Deasy said, till I restore order here.
And as he stepped fussily back across the
field his old man's voice cried sternly:
- What is the matter? What is it now?
Their sharp voices cried about him on all
sides: their many forms closed round him, the garish sunshine bleaching the
honey of his illdyed head.
Stale smoky air hung in the study with the
smell of drab abraded leather of its chairs.
As on the first day he bargained with me here. As it was in the beginning, is now. On the sideboard the tray of Stuart coins,
base treasure of a bog: and ever shall be.
And snug in their spooncase of purple plush,
faded, the twelve apostles having preached to all the gentiles: world without
end.
A hasty step over the stone porch and in
the corridor. Blowing out his rare
moustache Mr Deasy halted at the table.
- First, our little financial settlement,
he said.
He brought out of his coat a pocketbook bound
by a leather thong. It slapped open and
he took from it two notes, one of joined halves, and laid them carefully on the
table.
- Two, he said, strapping and stowing his
pocketbook away.
And now his strongroom
for the gold. Stephen's embarrassed hand
moved over the shells heaped in the cold stone mortar: whelks and money,
cowries and leopard shells: and this, whorled as an emir's turban, and this,
the scallop of Saint James. An old
pilgrim's hoard, dead treasure, hollow shells.
A sovereign fell, bright and new, on the
soft pile of the tablecloth.
- Three, Mr Deasy
said, turning his little savingsbox about in his
hand. Those are handy things to
have. See. This is for sovereigns. This is for shillings, sixpences, halfcrowns. And here
crowns. See.
He shot from it two crowns and two
shillings.
- Three twelve, he said. I think you'll find that's right.
- Thank you, sir, Stephen said, gathering
the money together with shy haste and putting it all in a pocket of his
trousers.
- No thanks at all, Mr Deasy
said. You have earned it.
Stephen's hand, free again, went back to
the hollow shells. Symbols too of beauty
and of power. A lump in my pocket. Symbols soiled by greed and misery.
- Don't carry it like that, Mr Deasy said. You'll
pull it out somewhere and lose it. You
just buy one of these machines. You'll
find them very handy.
Answer something.
- Mine would be often empty, Stephen said.
The same room and hour, the same wisdom:
and I the same. Three times now. Three nooses round me here. Well.
I can break them in this instant if I will.
- Because you don't save, Mr Deasy said, pointing his finger. You don't know yet what money is. Money is power, when you have lived as long
as I have. I know, I know. If youth but knew. But what does Shakespeare say? Put but money in thy purse.
- Iago, Stephen
murmured.
He lifted his gaze from the idle shells to
the old man's stare.
- He knew what money was, Mr Deasy said. He made
money. A poet but an Englishman
too. Do you know what is the pride of
the English? Do you know what is the
proudest word you will ever hear from an Englishman's mouth?
The seas' ruler. His seacold eyes
looked on the empty bay: history is to blame: on me and on my words, unhating.
- That on his empire, Stephen said, the
sun never sets.
- Ba! Mr Deasy cried. That's
not English. A French Celt said
that. He tapped his savingsbox
against his thumbnail.
- I will tell you, he said solemnly, what
is his proudest boast. I paid my way.
Good man, good man.
- I paid my way. I never borrowed a shilling in my life. Can you feel that? I owe nothing. Can you?
Mulligan, nine pounds, three pairs of
socks, one pair brogues, ties. Curran,
ten guineas. McCann, one guinea. Fred Ryan, two shillings. Temple, two lunches. Russell, one guinea. Cousins, ten shillings, Bob Reynolds, half a
guinea, Kohler, three guineas, Mrs McKernan, five
weeks' board. The lump I have is
useless.
- For the moment, no, Stephen answered.
Mr Deasy laughed
with rich delight, putting back his savingsbox.
- I knew you couldn't, he said
joyously. But one day you must feel
it. We are a generous people but we must
also be just.
- I fear those big words, Stephen said,
which make us so unhappy.
Mr Deasy stared
sternly for some moments over the mantelpiece at the shapely bulk of a man in
tartan fillibegs: Albert Edward, Prince of Wales.
- You think me an old fogey
and an old tory, his thoughtful voice said. I saw three generations since O'Connell's
time. I remember the famine. Do you know that the orange lodges agitated
for repeal of the union twenty years before O'Connell did or before the
prelates of your communion denounced him as a demagogue? You fenians forget
some things.
Glorious, pious and immortal memory. The lodge of Diamond in
Stephen sketched a brief gesture.
- I have rebel blood in me too, Mr Deasy said. On the
spindle side. But I am descended from
sir John Blackwood who voted for the union.
We are all Irish, all kings' sons.
- Alas, Stephen said.
Per vias rectas, Mr Deasy said firmly,
was his motto. He voted for it and put
on his topboots to ride to Dublin from the Ards of Down to do so.
Lal the ral the ra
The rocky road to
A gruff squire on horseback with shiny topboots. Soft day,
sir John. Soft day, your honour ... Day
... Day ... Two topboots jog dangling on to
- That reminds me, Mr Deasy
said. You can do me a favour, Mr Dedalus, with some of your literary friends. I have a letter here for the press. Sit down a moment. I have just to copy the end.
He went to the desk near the window, pulled in his chair twice
and read off some words from the sheet on the drum of his typewriter.
- Sit down. Excuse me, he said over his shoulder, the
dictates of common sense. Just a
moment.
He peered from under his shaggy brows at
the manuscript by his elbow and, muttering, began to prod the stiff buttons of
the keyboard slowly, sometimes blowing as he screwed up the drum to erase an
error.
Stephen seated himself noiselessly before
the princely presence. Framed around the
walls images of vanished horses stood in homage, their meek heads poised in
air: lord
- Full stop, Mr Deasy
bade his keys. But prompt ventilation of
this important question ...
Where Cranly led
me to get rich quick, hunting his winners among the mudsplashed
brakes, amid the bawls of bookies on their pitches and reek of the canteen,
over the motley slush. Even money Fair
Rebel: ten to one the field. Dicers and thimbleriggers we hurried by after the hoofs, the vying
caps and jackets and past the meatfaced woman, a
butcher's dame, nuzzling thirstily her clove of orange.
Shouts rang shrill from the boys'
playfield and a whirring whistle.
Again: a goal. I am among them, among their battling bodies
in a medley, the joust of life. You mean
that knockneed mother's darling who seems to be
slightly crawsick?
Jousts. Time shocked rebounds,
shock by shock. Jousts, slush and uproar
of battles, the frozen deathspew of the slain, a
shout of spear spikes baited with men's bloodied guts.
- Now then, Mr Deasy,
rising.
He came to the table, pinning together his
sheets. Stephen stood up.
- I have put the matter into a nutshell,
Mr Deasy said.
It's about the foot and mouth disease.
Just look through it. There can
be no two opinions on the matter.
May I trespass on your valuable
space. That doctrine of laissez faire
which so often in our history. Our
cattle trade. The way of all our old
industries. Liverpool ring which
jockeyed the Galway harbour scheme.
European conflagration. Grain
supplies through the narrow waters of the channel. The pluterperfect
imperturbability of the department of agriculture. Pardoned a classical allusion. Cassandra.
By a woman who was no better than she should be. To come to the point at issue.
- I don't mince words, do I? Mr Deasy asked as Stephen read on.
Foot and mouth disease. Known as Koch's preparation. Serum and virus. Percentage of salted horses. Rinderpest. Emperor's horses at Murzsteg,
lower
- I want that to be printed and read, Mr Deasy said. You will
see at the next outbreak they will put an embargo on Irish cattle. And it can be cured. It is cured.
My cousin, Blackwood Price, writes to me it is regularly treated and
cured in Austria by cattledoctors there. They offer to come over here. I am trying to work up influence with the
department. Now I'm going to try
publicity. I am surrounded by
difficulties, by ... intrigues, by ... backstairs influence, by ...
He raised his forefinger and beat the air
oddly before his voice spoke.
- Mark my words, Mr Dedalus,
he said.
He stepped swiftly off, his eyes coming to
blue life as they passed a broad sunbeam.
He faced about and back again.
- Dying, he said, if not dead by now.
The harlot's cry from street to street
Shall weave old
His eyes open wide in vision stared
sternly across the sunbeam in which he halted.
- A merchant, Stephen said, is one who
buys cheap and sells dear, jew or gentile, is he not?
- They sinned against the light, Mr Deasy said gravely.
And you can see the darkness in
their eyes. And that is why they are
wanderers on the earth to this day.
On the steps of the Paris Stock Exchange
the goldskinned men quoting prices on their gemmed
fingers. Gabbles of geese. They swarmed loud, uncouth about the temple,
their heads thickplotting under maladroit silk
hats. Not theirs: these clothes, this
speech, these gestures. Their full slow
eyes belief the words, the gestures eager and unoffending, but knew the rancours massed about them and knew their zeal was
vain. Vain patience to heap and
hoard. Time surely would scatter
all. A hoard heaped by the roadside:
plundered and passing on. Their eyes
knew the years of wandering and, patient, knew the dishonours of their flesh.
- Who has not? Stephen said.
- What do you mean? Mr Deasy
asked.
He came forward a pace and stood by the
table. His underjaw
fell sideways open uncertainly. Is this
old wisdom? He waits to hear from me.
- History, Stephen said, is a nightmare
from which I am trying to awake.
From the playfield the boys raised a
shout. A whirring whistle: goal. What if that nightmare gave you a back kick?
- The ways of the Creator are not our ways,
Mr Deasy said.
All history moves towards one great goal, the manifestation of God.
Stephen jerked his thumb towards the
window, saying:
- That is God.
Hooray!
Ay! Whrrwhee!
- What? Mr Deasy
asked.
- A shout in the street, Stephen answered,
shrugging his shoulders.
Mr Deasy looked
down and held for a while the wings of his nose tweaked between his
fingers. Looking up again he set them
free.
- I am happier than you are, he said. We have committed many errors and many
sins. A woman brought sin into the
world. For a woman who was no better
than she should be, Helen, the runaway wife of Menelaus, ten years the Greeks
made war on Troy. A faithless wife first
brought the strangers to our shore here, MacMurrough's
wife and leman O'Rourke, prince of Breffni. A woman too brought Parnell low. Many errors, many failures but not the one
sin. I am a struggler now at the end of
my days. But I will fight for the right
till the end.
For
And Ulster will be right.
Stephen raised the sheets in his hand.
- Well, sir, he began.
- I foresee, Mr Deasy
said, that you will not remain here very long at this work. You were not born to be a teacher, I
think. Perhaps I am wrong.
- A learner rather, Stephen said.
And here what will you learn more?
Mr Deasy shook
his head.
- Who knows? he said. To learn one must be humble. But life is the great teacher.
Stephen rustled the sheets again.
- As regards these, he began.
- Yes, Mr Deasy
said. You have two copies there. If you can have them published at once.
Telegraph. Irish Homestead.
- I will try, Stephen said, and let you
know tomorrow. I know two editors
slightly.
- That will do, Mr Deasy
said briskly. I wrote last night to Mr
Field, M.P. There is a meeting of the cattletraders' association today at the City Arms
Hotel. I asked him to lay my letters
before the meeting. You see if you can
get it into your two papers. What are
they?
- The Evening Telegraph ...
- That will do, Mr Deasy
said. There is no time to lose. Now I have to answer that letter from my
cousin.
- Good morning, sir, Stephen said, putting
the sheets in his pocket. Thank you.
- Not at all, Mr Deasy
said as he searched the papers on his desk.
I like to break a lance with you, old as I am.
- Good morning, sir, Stephen said again,
bowing to his bent back.
He went out by the open porch and down the
gravel path under the trees, hearing the cries of voices and crack of sticks
from the playfield. The lions couchant
on the pillars as he passed out through the gate; toothless terrors. Still I will help him in his fight. Mulligan will dub me a new name: the bullockbefriending bard.
- Mr Dedalus!
Running after me. No more letters, I hope.
- Just one moment.
Yes, sir, Stephen said, turning back at
the gate.
Mr Deasy halted,
breathing hard and swallowing his breath.
- I just wanted to say, he said.
He frowned sternly on the bright air.
- Why, sir? Stephen asked, beginning to
smile.
- Because she never let them in, Mr Deasy said solemnly.
A coughball of laughter leaped from his throat dragging after
it a rattling chain of phlegm. He turned
back quickly, coughing, laughing, his lifted arms waving to the air.
- She never let them in, he cried again
through his laughter as he stamped on gaitered feet
over the gravel of the path. That's why.
On his wise shoulders through the checkerwork of leaves the sun flung spangles, dancing
coins.