SELF AND ANTISELF
1. Contrasted to the self, the not-self and to
selflessness ... are what may be called the antiself,
the antinot-self or, rather, not-antiself,
and antiselflessness, which stand to self, not-self,
and selflessness as their negative counterparts.
2. For wherever something is positive (and
supreme), there will be something negative (and primal) lurking in the
background, whether with regard to the self, to the not-self, or to
selflessness, and its negativity will derive from and owe more to inorganic
sources of a cosmic and/or geologic order than to anything organic, and hence
personal and/or universal.
3. Just as the self is divisible between an
unconscious id, a conscious ego, a superconscious
mind, and a subconscious soul, so the antiself is
likewise divisible between an unconscious anti-id, a conscious anti-ego, a superconscious antimind, and a
subconscious antisoul.
4. One could think, more basically, of these
several manifestations of antiself in terms of the
anti-unconscious, the anticonscious,
the anti-superconscious, and the anti-subconscious, for they are that which
attest to negative modes of the id, the ego, the mind, and the soul.
5. Likewise the not-antiself
is a negative mode of the will, while antiselflessness
is its negative spiritual counterpart, whether in relation to metachemistry, chemistry, physics, or to metaphysics.
6. Whereas the metachemical
self has reference to beauty and love, the metachemical
antiself attests to ugliness and hatred, the negative
form and contentment of primal space-time devolution.
7. Whereas the chemical self has reference to
strength and pride, the chemical antiself attests to
weakness and humility, the negative form and contentment of primal volume-mass
devolution.
8. Whereas the physical self has reference to
knowledge and pleasure, the physical antiself attests
to ignorance and pain, the negative form and contentment of primal mass-volume
evolution.
9. Whereas the metaphysical self has reference
to truth and joy, the metaphysical antiself attests to
falsity and woe, the negative form and contentment of primal time-space
evolution.
10. In all four elemental contexts, the negativity
of the antiself contrasts with the positivity of the self ... as primacy with supremacy - the
former owing its existence to an inorganic precondition and the latter to an
organic one.
11. Likewise, in relation to the not-self, one
should contrast the negative expression of metachemical
antipower with the positive expression of metachemical power, the negative compression of chemical antipower with the positive compression of chemical power,
the negative depression of physical antipower with
the positive depression of physical power, and the negative impression of
metaphysical antipower with the positive impression
of metaphysical power.
12. Progressing from the antiwill
and will to the antispirit and spirit, one should
contrast the negative unclearness of metachemical antiglory with the positive unclearness of metachemical glory, the negative clearness of chemical antiglory with the positive clearness of chemical glory,
the negative unholiness of physical antiglory with the positive unholiness
of physical glory, and the negative holiness of metaphysical antiglory with the positive holiness of metaphysical glory.
13. Just as the id, or unconscious, is concerned
with hope in relation to a variety of supreme, or positive, options having
reference to the self, so the anti-id is concerned with fear in relation to a
variety of primal, or negative, unconscious options having reference to the antiself.
14. For the id is usually optimistic, or hopeful,
about the options open to the self, whereas the anti-id can only be
pessimistic, or fearful, about things in view of its negative basis in and
reference to the antiself.
15. The id, like the self
in general, derives from the organic supremacy of the central nervous system,
whereas the anti-id, like the rest of the antiself,
derives from the inorganic primacy of the Cosmos and/or its phenomenal
offshoots in certain parts of the Solar System.
16. When the self is identified too closely with
the Cosmos and/or Solar System, it is because primacy prevails over supremacy
in what amounts to a primitivistic state-of-affairs
in which negativity is effectively hegemonic, and one defers to what has been
described as the antiself.
17. For, strictly
speaking, the self cannot be identified with the Cosmos and/or its geologic
extrapolations in the Solar System, for the self is organic and thus above and
beyond the pale of inorganic associations.
18. The self is as superior to the antiself and its negativity ... as the personal and/or
universal to the geologic and/or cosmic, since that which is positive owes its positivity to the organic, and the organic stands to the
inorganic as supremacy to primacy.
19. Whether one's particular type of self be
objective and female or subjective and male, personal and phenomenal or
universal and noumenal in either gender, it is as
superior to the antiself as the not-self to the not-antiself and as selflessness to antiselflessness,
for that which is supreme is both more devolved (if objective) and more evolved
(if subjective) than the primal.
20. I have no doubt that, even with an antiself to contend with in relation to cosmic and/or
geologic influences, the self can triumph over the primitive forces of
negativity and proceed to build the personal and/or universal edifices of
supremacy on the cosmic and/or geologic foundations of primacy towards an
ever-more positive futurity. For we are
far superior, in devolutionary and/or evolutionary terms, to whatever forms a
cosmic and/or geologic backdrop to us!