A DISTINCTION OF SENTIENCE
1. Sensibility is, in some sense, a rejection of
sensuality, a negating and turning away from sensuality in something which is
nevertheless more than the absence of sensuality, being a specific kind of
sentience in its own right - the inner sentience, namely, of that which is
sensible.
2. Therefore sentience is divided between the
outer sentience of sensuality, which is - to coin a religious phrase - 'once
born', and the inner sentience of sensibility, which is 'reborn', and therefore
something finer and deeper than sensuality.
3. Sensuality should really be seen as a guide
to sensibility, a pathway to sensibility, rather than as something to be lived
for in itself; for to limit oneself to sensuality is to turn one's back on that
which is deeper and finer, the love of metachemical
sensibility being superior, in this regard, to the love of metachemical
sensuality; the pride of chemical sensibility likewise being superior to the
pride of chemical sensuality; the pleasure of physical sensibility being
superior to the pleasure of physical sensuality; and the joy of metaphysical
sensibility being superior to the joy of metaphysical sensuality, since, to
repeat, deeper and finer.
4. In fact, where the love associated with metachemical sensuality is absolutely evil in its noumenally barbarous freedom, the love associated with metachemical sensibility is absolutely good in its noumenally civilized constraint; and where the pride
associated with chemical sensuality is relatively evil in its phenomenally
barbarous freedom, the pride associated with chemical sensibility is relatively
good in its phenomenally civilized constraint.
5. On the other - and male - side of the gender
fence it should be noted that where the pleasure associated with physical
sensuality is relatively foolish in its phenomenally natural (philistine)
enslavement, the pleasure associated with physical sensibility is relatively
wise in its phenomenally cultural binding; and where the joy associated with
metaphysical sensuality is absolutely foolish in its noumenally
natural (philistine) enslavement, the joy associated with metaphysical
sensibility is absolutely wise in its noumenally
cultural binding.
6. One could distinguish, in this respect,
between the spatial love of metachemical sensuality
and the repetitive love of metachemical sensibility;
as between the volumetric pride of chemical sensuality and the massed pride of
chemical sensibility.
7. Likewise, on the male side of the gender
divide, one could distinguish between the massive pleasure of physical
sensuality and the voluminous pleasure of physical sensibility; as between the
sequential joy of metaphysical sensuality and the spaced joy of metaphysical
sensibility.
8. In subatomic terms, I like to think of the
falling axis of space-time fieriness in metachemical
objectivity as exemplifying a distinction between photons in sensuality and photinos in sensibility, the former appertaining to the
eyes and the latter to the heart.
9. Likewise I like to think of the falling axis
of volume-mass wateriness in chemical objectivity as exemplifying a distinction
between electrons in sensuality and electrinos in
sensibility, the former appertaining to the tongue and the latter to the womb.
10. Where the rising axis of mass-volume vegetativeness in physical subjectivity is concerned,
however, I like to think of the subatomic distinction as being rather more
between neutrons in sensuality and neutrinos in sensibility, the former
appertaining to the penis (flesh) and the latter to the brain.
11. And where the rising axis of time-space
airiness in metaphysical subjectivity is concerned, I like to think that the
subatomic distinction would be rather more between protons in sensuality and protinos is sensibility, the former appertaining to the
ears and the latter to the lungs.
12. Be that as it may, a distinction of sentience
indubitably exists between the outer and the inner, sensuality and sensibility,
and whether sensuality prevails over sensibility, in 'once-born' fashion, or
sensibility over sensuality, in 're-born' fashion,
will depend not only upon the individual but upon the nature of the society in
which he lives and its system of values for better (sensibility) or worse
(sensuality).